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WHAT YOU CRAVE WILL SOON BE YOURS

the more I sit alone with my thoughts , the louder they become , my heart aches and my mind is tired. i find myself echoing the same sentiment, to keep pushing, to keep fighting , but I no longer know how much longer those words can be heard. to feel abandoned by the ones you love , to feel alone and broken , to have vision of the light ahead that slowly diminishes everyday , to feel used for other’s personal benefit and gain , i guess you don’t understand how permanently damaging that is. to pretend to sit there and act as if everything is okay, only to feel anger and chaos within , as if there’s this untamed animal within this vessel , itching and clawing to escape. it seems as if violence is the only answer , to truly obtain what i desire , to continue to be something i’ve always feared of. to be something they fear of. the satisfaction of seeing the fear in their eyes when they look at me, it scares me, because i genuinely don’t know how far i truly can go , and that’s what terrifies me. just when i think i’ve seen all of what i’m capable of , i move further and further from the line that has already been crossed. i don’t want to believe that i’m crazy, i want to believe that there is still some good in me , that this is all just a dream, you know? that i can close my eyes and all this will go away and I’ll never have to look at anyone ever again. but then i open them , and realize that this horror, is my reality. that there is no distance i can run to escape what i’ve become and the pain I’ve inflicted. and i think that’s what’s prevented me from speaking with you, thinking i can maintain the image of this character i portray when the cracks have only become larger , and what’s inside will soon begin to seep. and now i must be honest with myself, is this really what you want? do you let the greed that starves you , the fortune that you chase , the stardom that you so desire , and the lust that blinds you , overcome your morality? is this truly who you want to become? because once you do , it is no longer a persona you just play. the key to eden will be mine, and what was once the soul within you , will no longer be. so,

do you accept?

i do.

-vv

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I don't want love, I don't want comfort, I want pain, I want fortune, I want death.

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