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Being an Apollo Devotee for 3+ years is noticing every day all the small and big things he does for me

How the sun shines brighter whenever I talk to him, how he comes to say hi when I step outside during a rainy day...

And how protective he is! When someone treats me poorly, you already know it, the next day, that person gonna have a fever!☀️

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I wonder when my character development will end

Cause it's turning me into a villain.

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“Water lilies”, Claude Monet

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Dragonflies. The insect book. 1905.

Internet Archive

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Iconic.

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the fandom: omg kenma is sooo baby we have to protect him

Kenma:

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i feel like if i had a statue of apollon in my room everything would be 10000% better

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Even gods need beauty sleep.

Last night, around three in the morning, I was itching to meditate in front of my Freyja altar, just to see if I could get any sort of connection going. I lit all the candles, turned off the lights, put on some music, and began trying to mentally remove myself from my surroundings. You know how meditation goes.

The problem was that I could. not. concentrate. My eyelids were twitching incessantly. I kept feeling suddenly compelled to turn around, as if someone was behind me. I could not for a moment even begin to focus. This didn’t necessarily mean this was due to anything out of the ordinary – it was super late, my attention span is never great, I’m sometimes twitchy at night, etc. etc. – but regardless I took it as a sign that it’d be best to stop for the night. 

Right before blowing out the candles and heading to bed, I casually posed a question to Freyja, asking if she could please give me a hint on how to better communicate with her. I don’t remember exactly what I dreamt, but I woke up in a poor mood with one thought in my head:

Freyja might not always want to be bothered at three in the morning.

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other witches: beautiful altars, statues, candles, pentacles and v organized. lovely and pristine.

me: a p o l l o i saw this rock and i thought it was really cool look at it look look isn’t it pretty also here’s a button idk if it’s significant but it’s yellow and so is the sun and SPRING IS COMING SO yellow it is and uh here’s lots of crystals and stuff cos i like shiny things did i mention my R O C K?!?!???

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So like

Apollo is beautiful and amazing and I love him so much

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Reblog if you’re an Apollo worshipper and/or a Dionysus worshipper so I can follow!

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I think of all the Greek gods, Apollo is the peak of duality and contradcitions becos

god of disease & healing

the quintessential god of ancient greece, yet he is a foreign god

one meaning of his name is ‘to unite’ and another meaning is 'to destroy’

his titles - he of the true word & he of the crooked words

he who shines like the sun & he who descends like the night

protector of young boys and slayer of young boys

he represents the cycle seasonal death and rebirth

even though he’s the life giving light of the sun, he has connections with death and graves

his music is unrestricted - he plays at sober, civilised events like weddings and wild, ecstatic events like bacchanals

he is called the farworker, yet he is the connection between the divine and the human

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Statue of Apollo covered in tulle netting

A copy of the Greek bronze original by Leochares (330 BCE)

Blanton Museum of Art

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apollo, greek god of the sun

apollo is the son of sky god zeus and the titaness leto, he is the god of the sun, poetry, medicine, music, prophecy, and oracles