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I'm free guys))

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((Kaeya wip while i struggle to make a reply))

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Kaeya pursed his lips in amusement, letting a smile akin to Kai's stretch across his face. Food.. does actually sound good now that Kaeya's thinking about it, time for a Impromptu lunch break he supposes. "Yeah sure, it'll be good for me to bother someone else about the fact i can't ever tell if he's flirting back or is so oblivious his default state is charming."

He pushed himself up from his sitting positon with a dramatic huff. Hastily scrawling a note explaining his abstance, then walking around the desk to the door. "It's really humbling to realize your in love with a guy who's ate spiders y'know, but really when he says my name in such a pretty way.." He trails off with a doppy grin.

Kai is going to Kaeya a sly smile.

"So you and the chief alchemist huh?"

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The speed at which kaeya spun around was comical, eye wide, face covered in a splotchy flush, and jaw dropped at the question. "W-what? Ahaha! What- cough crap- whatever do you mean Kai?"

"Me and Albedo? No no we're just friends! Where'd you even get that idea from, psh like I'd ever entertain a lover... but if you oh I don't know.. heard something then I'd gladly listen." Kaeya finally got out. It wasn't that obvious was it? Nobody's said anything so clearly he's been doing a good job keeping his pining for the blond in check.

(News flash: he hasn't.)

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Kaeya practically deflated into his chair, turning his head away from that little shit grin of Kai's. "Okay so I have a small infatuation with Albedo- like i mean the smallest of crushes, but it's fine I'm so normal about him it's insane."

Jeez how did he even fall for the alchemist? Even though the realization hit him like a ruin guard, because really who just wakes up imagining doing domestic things with a coworker. Pin pointing when the mear mention of Albedo's name started to make him sigh wistfully was almost impossible for Kaeya.

"It's not that interesting of a story I fear, one day I just woke up and realized just how much I cherished him. Yet it's not like we're together, I'm much too happy to even stand by his side to tell him how I feel, your thanks are appreciated though."

Kai is going to Kaeya a sly smile.

"So you and the chief alchemist huh?"

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The speed at which kaeya spun around was comical, eye wide, face covered in a splotchy flush, and jaw dropped at the question. "W-what? Ahaha! What- cough crap- whatever do you mean Kai?"

"Me and Albedo? No no we're just friends! Where'd you even get that idea from, psh like I'd ever entertain a lover... but if you oh I don't know.. heard something then I'd gladly listen." Kaeya finally got out. It wasn't that obvious was it? Nobody's said anything so clearly he's been doing a good job keeping his pining for the blond in check.

(News flash: he hasn't.)

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Kai is going to Kaeya a sly smile.

"So you and the chief alchemist huh?"

@tales-of-eternity

The speed at which kaeya spun around was comical, eye wide, face covered in a splotchy flush, and jaw dropped at the question. "W-what? Ahaha! What- cough crap- whatever do you mean Kai?"

"Me and Albedo? No no we're just friends! Where'd you even get that idea from, psh like I'd ever entertain a lover... but if you oh I don't know.. heard something then I'd gladly listen." Kaeya finally got out. It wasn't that obvious was it? Nobody's said anything so clearly he's been doing a good job keeping his pining for the blond in check.

(News flash: he hasn't.)

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Kaeya being a homo for 3 paragraphs.

Kaeya truly couldn't tell how this infatuation began, it was as if he couldn't remember a time where his heart didn't belong to those analytical hands of Albedo's. It just had became a common fact of his life, another instinct he gladly followed like a mindless lamb. How could he ever not? How could he possibly not swoon with every word that leaves his lips, with each curt laugh and crooked smile Kaeya believes more and more that Albedo is utter perfection. Something more holy then he could ever be, yet he allows him to stand side by side as if they were equals.. as if his hands weren't stained by the sins of his own and of those before him.

So can he truly be blamed for wishing to worship the grounds he walks on when such gorgeous eyes peer up at him in such a way his breath is stolen away in a instant, and his name is said with such a unfamiliar softness he doesn't want anything but to be the only one who's name leaves his lips like that. Nestle the warmth so close you couldn't tell where one began and the other ended. Can he truly be all at fault for wanting such a fairytale like ending for him and a man he knew could quite possibly never feel the same?

Yes. Yes absolutely he can be. Yet will he keep down this path knowing how no matter the outcome as his heart beats solely for the blond, he'll gladly enjoy every outing like it's the last they'll ever have, cherish every shared sunrise as if his breath will stop the moment it peaks. Even if at the end of this all that Albedo thinks of him is someone to be cursed and disgusted of Kaeya will always look back fondly to the awkward smiles and silences between them, and especially how pretty he made his name sound, like he was someone to be loved. Kaeya's heart shall always be Albedo's from this lifetime to any and all after.

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Kaeya would have pouted if he wasn't used to this song and dance already. A huff leaves him as his heart beats faster with every step Albedo takes, his heart is borderline roaring in his ears when he stopped so close, he hoped the other couldn't somehow tell how happy he was at such a simple sentence.

"Well then aren't you lucky such a dashing knight has come to save you from such a tragedy?" He teased, cocking a brow up. "I suppose that means I'll just have to drop by more often, for your sake of course."

If ever questioned Kaeya would blame the flushing of his face on the cold air. But by the gods he's gorgeous more so than words can describe, when this close he could see the snow flakes that cling to his hair and lashes, and how the sun made him look otherworldly- it's almost embarrassing how simple laugh is making him melt.

Starter for @frostknaw to introduce a new muse..

▎ ִֶָ ࣪ ៹ a dance that ends with death, the soft click of heeled shoes against cold stone resounded through the snowy peaks of dragonspine. this place was one of memories, secrets that have been concealed with lock and key, thing that aren't supposed to break their chains and wreck havoc upon the peaceful lands of Mondstadt.

The alchemist knew, deep down in his artificial soul that he were one of those secrets who was never meant to breach the surface. He had once thought about destroying his home- no. the place he considered home was the appropriate label for the town of wind. He had no right to refer to that place as his home, if anything, he was a mere guest there; a stranger in a place they didn't belong.

a bittersweet smile graced his boyish features as he approached a high enough cliff, his blue gaze taking in all the scenery. It was beautiful, a sight that was never meant for him. a pause, two pauses seem to go by before the alchemist lifted up his gloved hand to wipe away the sudden liquid that leaked from his eye.

the sight alone left Albedo shocked and breathless. since when could he cry? his mind whirled with possibilities, the utter confusion that seemed to fill the expense of his body was soon interrupted by the crunch of snow that sounded behind him. with a flash of golden light, his sword appeared in his hand, brows furrowing as he turned to locate the sudden noise.

he froze in his tracks and the frown that laid upon delicate features soon turned to that of a wary smile of recognition. the sight of the dark blue hair and the fluffy white scarf upon broad shoulders gave Albedo the confirmation that this man meant no harm.

" Calvary Captain, didn't expect too see you again so soon. "

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The scorned son lowered his hands that were raised in a mockery of surrender, a warm honest smile was bestowed onto his face as he slowed to a stop just a few paces behind the chief alchemist. For an almost awkward minute or two he didn't say anything, couldn't bring himself to say anything far too distracted by the vision his eye was blessed with.

"Albedo, here I thought we were close enough to drop titles. You truly know how to break a guy's heart." Kaeya started, shaking his head with a quiet sigh. "I do hope my presence isn't unwanted..?"

It was as much of a question as it was an offer, one to turn away and act like he hadn't seen the wet trails of Albedo's tears, to add this secret to the mountain he's gathered. Yet a disgustingly selfish part of him wished the blond would let him stay. Let him soak in his radiance like a sinner offered salvation, even if it was for just a second.

Starter for @frostknaw to introduce a new muse..

▎ ִֶָ ࣪ ៹ a dance that ends with death, the soft click of heeled shoes against cold stone resounded through the snowy peaks of dragonspine. this place was one of memories, secrets that have been concealed with lock and key, thing that aren't supposed to break their chains and wreck havoc upon the peaceful lands of Mondstadt.

The alchemist knew, deep down in his artificial soul that he were one of those secrets who was never meant to breach the surface. He had once thought about destroying his home- no. the place he considered home was the appropriate label for the town of wind. He had no right to refer to that place as his home, if anything, he was a mere guest there; a stranger in a place they didn't belong.

a bittersweet smile graced his boyish features as he approached a high enough cliff, his blue gaze taking in all the scenery. It was beautiful, a sight that was never meant for him. a pause, two pauses seem to go by before the alchemist lifted up his gloved hand to wipe away the sudden liquid that leaked from his eye.

the sight alone left Albedo shocked and breathless. since when could he cry? his mind whirled with possibilities, the utter confusion that seemed to fill the expense of his body was soon interrupted by the crunch of snow that sounded behind him. with a flash of golden light, his sword appeared in his hand, brows furrowing as he turned to locate the sudden noise.

he froze in his tracks and the frown that laid upon delicate features soon turned to that of a wary smile of recognition. the sight of the dark blue hair and the fluffy white scarf upon broad shoulders gave Albedo the confirmation that this man meant no harm.

" Calvary Captain, didn't expect too see you again so soon. "

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writers block is gonna kill meee i hate it here))

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( * BOOK PROMPTS !

the girl with the louding voice - abi daré.

❛  i taste the salt of my tears at the memory of it all. ❜

❛  you know how this is a good thing for your family.  ❜

❛  i don’t want to just be having any kind voice. i want a louding voice.  ❜

❛  think how you been suffering since your mama.  ❜

❛ i know it is not what you want.  ❜

❛  think of how your family will be better because of it.  ❜

❛  you will suffer in this house.  ❜

❛  she will tell you that i am a wicked woman.  that my madness is not having cure. ❜

❛  i cannot remember much of what happened to me last night.  ❜

❛  i was too afraid of having a baby so quick, afraid of falling sick from the load of it.  ❜

❛  when i held her in my hands for the first time, my heart was full of so much love.  ❜

❛  my children make me laugh when i am not even thinking to laugh.  ❜

❛  children are joy. real joy.  ❜

❛  this is what i have been wanting all my life, to leave this place and see what the world outside is looking like.  ❜

❛  i hang my head down, feeling a thick, heavy cloth as it is covering me. the thick cloth of shame, of sorrow, of heart pain. ❜

❛  if she wants to dance, she should go to a bloody nightclub.  ❜

❛  god has given you all you need to be great, and it sits right there inside of you.  ❜

❛  you believe, i know you do.  ❜

❛  you just need to hold onto that belief and never let go.  ❜

❛  when you get up every day, i want you to remind yourself that tomorrow will be better than today. that you are a person of value. that you are important. ❜

❛  i wasn’t born into wealth. i have worked hard for my success. i fought for it.  ❜

❛  if you want to be like me in business, you will have to work very hard.  ❜

❛ never, ever give up on your dreams. do you understand? ❜

❛ you are me. i am you.  ❜

❛  there are words in my head, many things i want to say.  ❜

❛  i want to live in this life and help many people so that when i grow old and die, i will still be living through the people i am helping. ❜

❛  we can all be understanding each other if we just take the time to listen well.  ❜

❛  you must do good for other people, even if you are not well, even if the whole world around you is not well.  ❜

❛  who knows what else tomorrow will bring? ❜

❛  the future is always working, always busy unfolding better things, and even if it doesn’t seem so sometimes, we have hope of it.  ❜

❛  i want to shout at the night and tell it to never become a tomorrow.  ❜

❛  rich people have plenty brain problems.  ❜

❛  my chest feels full of birds flapping their wings inside of it.  ❜

❛  tomorrow will come. nothing i can do about that.  ❜

❛  get up. you are needed.  ❜

❛  sometimes even the strongest of people can suffer a weakness.  ❜

❛  anybody can learn.  ❜

❛  sometimes i wish i can just believe for a good life and it will magic and happen for me, just like that.  ❜

❛  it will all make sense one day. one day, things will get better.  ❜

❛  you’ve been through so much, so bloody much, and yet you always have a smile, you cheeky thing, you always have a damn smile on your face.  ❜

❛  i felt a fraction of what you had to endure for months.  ❜

❛  all this bullshit happening to me, that’s nothing compared to what you’ve been through. nothing.  ❜

❛ if you can pull it off, then kudos to you.  ❜

❛  who knows, maybe someone will talk about you too one day. you know, as part of history.  ❜

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I hate being iron deficient these supplements taste like ass))

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(I wanna throw kaeya at someone)

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⛧°。 ⋆The MIND of one. The SOULS of many. Writhing and squirming for the next chance of rebirth.⋆。 °⛧

Open to all, semi-selective, low activity headcannon/au roleplay blog for Herta. I am not affiliated with hoyo in anyway shape or form, nor do I claim to be the character I portray this is just a fun dive into artificial immortality yall. Programed by @statics-radio, media by @barside-daydream

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⤷ ⋆ [𖣥] 𝐃𝐚𝐲𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐫 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐈 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐈’𝐦 𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 . . But my time is fickle . . 𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝. And with my departure . . 𝐅𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐛𝐨𝐫 . . I feel I am sinking . . 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐰𝐢𝐦.

▍𝐧𝐨𝐧-𝐦𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐞𝐱𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐯𝐞 . 𝐬𝐞𝐦𝐢-𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 . 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐇. mun is a legal adult who doesn't mind interaction with minors. 𝐩𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧 𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐝𝐮𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐨𝐟 𝐢𝐧-𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧. before any of hvy's pet racists come after me, i am a person of color. so with my interpenetration of KINICH 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐚 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞, 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐢𝐭, 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐠𝐨 𝐚𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐜𝐤 𝐦𝐞. rules below the read more tab.

▍DIRECTORY . .

▍GRAPHIC CREDITS >>

▍CARRD >>

▍TAG DUMP >>

▍RULES ..

Ⅰ .. you are racist, homophobic, transphobic, put down female characters for the sake of a ship, a drama starter, and if you're just in general a bigot, please do not interact. you can lie all you want too but i'll find out sooner or later <3

Ⅱ .. if you give me give shit about Kinich's skin color please fuck off, as someone who's a person of color and who has failed to see representation in any of Mihoyo's games, and where natlan is based off- they should have darker complexions. but if you don't like it- block me !!

Ⅲ .. I am multiship and multiverse friendly. please don't hesitate to drop an ask or dm, and im willing to give up my discord if you'd like to plot or just get to know me better !

Ⅳ .. minors are allowed to interact but if anything leads to a suggestive / nsfw territory, please dni !!

( more rules to be added, too tired to add more rn )

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💿 + Razor !!

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You bear a striking resemblance(Some kind of semblance of somethin’ I been rememberin’)You appear familiar, dear(You look just like my bathroom mirror)-6up 5oh cop-out

a lil long mb))

In all honesty the reason Kaeya spoiled Razor so much wasn't all because of how adorable and hard to say no to he was, though it did always nudge him in a certain direction. No in the honest truth it was because of how much he saw of a younger him in the boy, one that while walking a different path ended up somewhat better for the hell of it. Perhaps this was him also healing himself overtime by letting him show his son this love he never believed himself to be worthy of.

He knows he has issues and that he'll most likely never be as good at Crepus was but that's okay, as with each morning spent curled up together with whatever book the captain decided to read that day whilst the sun was a small baby step closer. "What we thinking for a late breakfast bud...?" He questioned, rolling his head to look at him.

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send me a 💿 and i'll shuffle my music and write a starter based on the first song i get!