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you’re so smooth

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make me whole

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i am devoid of emotion save this aching rot in my chest😍

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i wanna go home to the desert

High Desert

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went to your marsh and no body knew you …

Tule Elk

Point Reyes National Seashore California 

Center for Biological Diversity

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At the end of summer and the beginning of fall, grizzlies feast on salmon that return to the Taku watershed to reproduce.

PHOTOGRAPHY BY DAISY GILARDINI

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“Maturity” 🐾 by giovanni harvey

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“I Saw the TV Glow” (2024)

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when you go to the gender clinic you can ask about being buried alive left to scream and claw at the lid of your coffin until you emerge into your real body & your real name but idk if it's covered by insurance

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i hate when i, a completely healthy person (very chronically ill), get sick (flare up) for no reason at all (i exerted myself way past my limit just cuz i didn’t wanna be “annoying”)

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this is my # trans vent account, follow me here too 🏳️‍⚧️

I don’t even know what it means to be trans anymore. I am really a man if no one sees me as one? now my body is too tired and hurt to bind, now my anxiety makes my T shot a chore, now my voice still isn’t deep enough, now my clothes still don’t fit me right, now my hair still drives me insane, now I still find myself ugly, now dating is devastating.

I think I just have depression (+ other things).

Im 10 months on Testosterone and on the waitlist for top surgery in a year.

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i don’t want ‘fetish’ love. im tired of only being hit on by older straight or bi men that ultimately see me (a trans man) as a little girl or close enough to keep them closeted. I don’t want love like this, I don’t want to be desired like a Creature , I don’t want to be hidden like a shameful thing, I don’t want to be treated like a woman.

it’s so constant that I fall for them back and then when they break my heart it makes me sick because they make me sick.

# not your fantasy

# will I ever be loved for who I am

# will I ever be not a secret

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Summer Fruit (2023)

by giovanni harvey

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hi, I painted this tobacco plant to process someone I was in love with that gifted me tobacco and I had it with me 24/7 and the day I lost it I knew our relationship was doomed ❤️

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by me (Giovanni Harvey)

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by me (Giovanni Harvey)

Digging for Pearls(2024) is about loving someone that is closeted and how devastating that is for you and them.