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need to get into woodworking :/

it's actually so embarrassing to be like "oh I'm non-binary 🤪" because I'm literally just so outwardly Girl?? like there's zero reason to take it seriously at all I hste it

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my hobbies are literally fucking painting my nails and knitting I'm not even trying huh..

it's actually so embarrassing to be like "oh I'm non-binary 🤪" because I'm literally just so outwardly Girl?? like there's zero reason to take it seriously at all I hste it

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it's actually so embarrassing to be like "oh I'm non-binary 🤪" because I'm literally just so outwardly Girl?? like there's zero reason to take it seriously at all I hste it

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people on ebay will really be like "7 skeins of unlabelled yarn. think some of them are sock yarn. could be anything really. probably actually just acrylic" like I am looking for sock yarn for a reason and I'm actually sick to my stomach

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i am in fact NOT being very brave about it and will whine and complain until i die. As is my right

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I feel like I've been flip flopping back and forth between "oh I'm more mentally ill than I thought" and "actually I'm normal" since I was like 13

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genuinely so whack that food used to take up so much of my brain space and now it's just a small part of life

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I actually can't begin to describe how good it is to have a good relationship with food now like it is actually NORMAL. I don't eat too much or too little I just eat the right amount. I'm a healthy weight and I don't have to constantly fight to maintain that like I can just listen to my body? before I got my ADHD diagnosis I was secretly very excited about the idea of medication because of the appetite suppressing and like ... little did I know that instead of fueling my ed it actually cured it! pranked again!

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sometimes I miss when I lived in my flat but then I remind myself I used to spend half the day in bed because I was too hungryh to do anything else and then I would sit on the floor eating pickles and crying at 3 am

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I'm just so deep into my crochet era it's All I want to do why can't someone just pay me for that

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mentally I think I'm doing actually surprisingly good atm but also finding it really hard to talk to like everyone for some reason

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done with using my brain too much! I just want to do my silly little crafts!! 🙄

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LOVE how all of these "look back at these memories!" things are just like. hey remember when you were very mentally unwell

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it's funny that in my mind I'm like "oh if only I could know if anyone has ever found me attractive... then I would finally feel better.." like I don't have a partner who does and like I wasn't top 5% on OF? like bestie.... perhaps true peace must come from within and not from external validation

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idk if I'm "ugly" per se but something about how I look is so fundamentally wrong

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I could potentially remove the pockets and create new ones by just folding the ends up?? would solve the problem of it being too long as well