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AGAIN IT'S BEEN NEARLY TWO YEARS like get the FUCK OVER IT but sometimes it hits so hard again that I just don't wanna keep living uggghhhg

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genuinely what's the point! what is the fucking point! why let anyone get close to you when they'll just turn around and treat you like you're absolutely nothing to them!

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idk I just want to fucking disappear why am I so fundamentally unlikeable that this has happened to me so many times and he said he would never do that to me and somehow he did it worse than any of them

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did he really care about me so little? I can't think about it too much or it makes me feel sick lol

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I actually think I've been subconsciously distancing myself from everyone ever since tbh I actually think part of me doesn't want friends because they will always go eventually and it hurts too much

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very sad that I can't be around my own sister without being reminded that one of the closest ppl to me in my life ever just decided to cut me off and never speak to me again wahoo :') it's literally been two years snd I don't think about it that much anymore but every time im with her I can't really avoid it! yippee!

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need to get into woodworking :/

it's actually so embarrassing to be like "oh I'm non-binary 🤪" because I'm literally just so outwardly Girl?? like there's zero reason to take it seriously at all I hste it

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my hobbies are literally fucking painting my nails and knitting I'm not even trying huh..

it's actually so embarrassing to be like "oh I'm non-binary 🤪" because I'm literally just so outwardly Girl?? like there's zero reason to take it seriously at all I hste it

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it's actually so embarrassing to be like "oh I'm non-binary 🤪" because I'm literally just so outwardly Girl?? like there's zero reason to take it seriously at all I hste it

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people on ebay will really be like "7 skeins of unlabelled yarn. think some of them are sock yarn. could be anything really. probably actually just acrylic" like I am looking for sock yarn for a reason and I'm actually sick to my stomach

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i am in fact NOT being very brave about it and will whine and complain until i die. As is my right

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I feel like I've been flip flopping back and forth between "oh I'm more mentally ill than I thought" and "actually I'm normal" since I was like 13

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genuinely so whack that food used to take up so much of my brain space and now it's just a small part of life

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I actually can't begin to describe how good it is to have a good relationship with food now like it is actually NORMAL. I don't eat too much or too little I just eat the right amount. I'm a healthy weight and I don't have to constantly fight to maintain that like I can just listen to my body? before I got my ADHD diagnosis I was secretly very excited about the idea of medication because of the appetite suppressing and like ... little did I know that instead of fueling my ed it actually cured it! pranked again!

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sometimes I miss when I lived in my flat but then I remind myself I used to spend half the day in bed because I was too hungryh to do anything else and then I would sit on the floor eating pickles and crying at 3 am