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Living in Martial Law is so tough and hard

There, he Allan Devera, a kid

heard guns and bombs

Guns and bombs scare him lot

Crying in moms hugs when it starts

Playing outside he never been

As he is scared to be seen

Looking from a far

Their dreams filled with scars

Unfulfilled, plans unfinished, unsatisfied

There also, Maria Bohol

Widowed by her apple Chris Amorsolo

Living alone, militar takes her owns

Home is alone, Chris is not home

Bombs and guns makes her morn

Mesmerizing how her own killed by boom..

How her heart filled with lone

September 21, 1972

Whole town get scared

Allan, Maria experience the darkest

Phase... in their heart it is still on

Darkest phase that is written in their mind and souls

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Autobiography of Long Lost Girl

My name is Frances Jean Golgat Tabo. Everyone used to call me in my nickname "Kikay" and this makes me annoyed. I was born here in Cavite at Mama's Center at August 11,2004, Wednesday evening. I am a fifth child of my parents and the first girl in the family. My mom said I was so looking bubbly when I was born, that I have a hairy body and a thick black hair. Growing with my four brothers is so happy and fun, they always tell me that I was so lucky in everything because I was the only girl. However, my feeling of being favourite did not took too long after my mom and dad had another boy and a girl. Yes, were two and there I feel I'm not special anymore. Our family is so happy we never experienced being short of money not until that they had another childs. My mom and that had another child and now we were 11 siblings. Living with 10 sibling isn't that fun, there we would fight for toys,foods and attention. Living with a big family is so hard, specially in talks of money. My father is an technician Aircon and Refrigeration technician, his salary never been enough to provide our needs and that is why we were stuck with a debt.

Living in such a big family as I said is Isn't easy. There I have to walk all along home to school and vice versa which before my dad always take me to school and home. I was in grade school at grade four when I start feeling hatred for my family and everyone. There is such an event that I couldn't forget. My life became miserable and my studies has interrupted. I was on my grade five and my friends at that time is at their high school grade 9. I was so embarrassed of my self, I always used to blame those people around me for what just happened to me. Despite of feeling of being embarrassed I still choose to finish my studies. I went on ALS this 2021 and it is not easy. Pandemic had happened and everything had change. Studying all alone is isn't easy for me but with the help self dedication I passed. Now I am in my Senior High School at Gov. Juanito Remulla SHS an Humms student 11th grade. This year makes my breakdown and and my stress grow. I had to function every day to answer my modules so that I will have free time for my self.

Doing arts is one of my favorite hobbies. Almost everyday I do Art and I earn money from it. Doing it makes me so happy not until I do a Portrait of one of my brothers friend and he did not pay me. I feel like my Arts is not that good to be paid, I feel like I was never been good. I stopped making drawing up till now and it is I think almost 11 months. And there I found my new Hobby which is riding a bike. I always rides a bike every 1-2 hours. But now I Stopped it in order to focus on my study well. My grades is constantly lay-lowing and this is my fault. I always sleep late at night around 2-3 and wake up in 9 o'clock. I start being unproductive again because I cant find happiness anymore. My favorite things to do is now like a bubbles that later on will be gone too.

This second sem for me is so stressing than my first sem. My to-do list and missings is so numerous. Time management is a must this time that is why I'm doing my best to make save my time. Time management is hard as there is always a distraction like social medias, games and etc. But still I choose to stopped those distractions for I am not a child anymore that will play every time I want. I have to learn for my past, I should not let anger and distractions break my life. Being good to my self is my main goal. Glowing my mindset and heart is quite hard but still I'm trying too.