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Can't I wanna have sex and wanna be alive? Is that not an option? My antidepressants treat the sad and the adhd, I've never been more mentally stable in my life, but I want to want to have sex again. Like, come on. Why are the option "be capable of being horny or capable of functioning. Not both, never both"

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I just wanna have libido and not want to kill myself, is that too much to fucking ask?

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Sounds ominous, I'm in

does anyone want to join my midnight shovel club?  we walk around the streets at midnight with shovels

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I can't believe this 🥺 so cute!

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i ate an edible and saw cats 2019 and let me tell you i was NOT ready for the main cats name to be my name too and when one of those fuckers onscreen said my name i JUMPED

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Oof. It's late and I just want to sleep but I can't stop thinking about this. I was younger than you and your friends were 3 to 6 years older than us. Instead of being mad at them for taking advantage of your friend who was practically a child, you were mad at me for sleeping with guys who previously gave you all the attention. They only wanted me because they couldn't have you and I was so broken I let them have me and for years you held that against me as if I were the only one at fault. INSTEAD OF HOLDING THE ADULT MEN ACCOUNTABLE! I was literally 15 and they were all like 19 or older and some how I was a bad friend because your adult friends took advantage of how young I was and how desperately I wanted to be loved. DESPITE YOU GIVING ME THE GO AHEAD SO MANY TIMES BECAUSE I ALWAYS ASKED IF YOU WERE OKAY WITH IT, you held onto that shit for years. FOR YEARS! And then you repeatedly chose shitty guy after shitty guy over me but still expected me to make you my number one priority.

Why does it still feel like we are in a competition I never signed up for. Why does it still feel like I'm fighting you for basic respect when you couldn't give me the same so many times. Why does it feel like it was always on me to be the mature one, to take the blame and make the apologies and make up for things that weren't even my fault. I was a broken child just like you and I just wanted us to find comfort in not being alone in our hurt and here we are a decade later still dancing around all of the hurt. I never got to tell you how much you were hurting me because I was so terrified you would kill yourself if I said anything about your behavior. Because the one time I tried to have a conversation about the hurt I was feeling you ran away threatening to throw yourself into traffic and landed in the psych ward. I know you were sick, but I felt like a hostage in our friendship for too long.

I don't want you to kill yourself, I want you to be accountable for your own actions as much as I have tried to be accountable for mine. I don't want to cause you harm, I just want you to acknowledge the harm you have caused me. I want you to learn and grow and do better. I want you to be happy and healthy and get the help you need and I hope that hearing the truth will encourage that instead of make you retreat into yourself. When we cause harm we should acknowledge our wrongdoing and get the help to do better next time. Please.

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Octopus filmed changing colours while sleeping.

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https://onlyfans.com/karminserenity

Yeah I'm horny on main, what of it

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dude seeing these Mega high quality images of the surface of mars that we now have has me fucked up. Like. Mars is a place. mars is a real actual place where one could hypothetically stand. It is a physical place in the universe. ITS JUST OUT THERE LOOKING LIKE UH IDK A REGULAR OLD DESERT WITH LOTS OF ROCKS BUT ITS A WHOLE OTHER PLANET? 

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unpopular opinion: mental illness can make people behave in extremely toxic and sometimes even abusive or manipulative ways. relationships and friendships with mentally ill people can be extremely difficult, unpleasant, or even harmful. though this may not be intentional and i have sympathy for those who struggle with this, other people are allowed to remove themselves from your life for their own happiness and sanity. they are not bad people for this. the idea that someone *has* to stay with you while you heal or help fix you is wrong, people are allowed to prioritise themselves. it’s on you to seek therapy and heal. being mentally ill doesn’t give you a pass to behave in toxic ways and hurt others.

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