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Sometimes idk how to be happy.

Hard work is one way how to forget the sadness and loneliness.

Hard work to make sure there is food in table.

If God not let me happy with my choice, give me time God to accept your destiny.

No one cares with you in this town.

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And every time i try to fly

I fall without my wings

I feel so small

I guess i need you baby

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Kalaupun orang sudah tahu banyak hal termasuk keburukan gw ya gpp.

Karena toh juga orang yang menerima sama gw bukan krn kelebihan gw tetapi krn mau terima semua gw apa adanya dan ga berniat mengubah yg ada dlm diri gw.

Dan gw juga ga ngarep orang suka atau mau berteman sm gw.

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Katanya jumat itu hari baik untuk berdoa.

Hari yang doa lebih cepat terkabul.

Kalau boleh dan bisa berdoa sama Tuhan kematian gw di dunia dipercepat . Karena manusia ga akan pernah siap dengan namanya kematian.

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Cepat atau lambat pergantian fase akan berganti.

Termasuk kematian hehehe.

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Sadar diri gua siapa😆.

Ada di fase dimana tidak punya keinginan untuk dicintai dan mencintai (hehehe). Kayak uda mati rasa.

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Sometimes it is really hard to achieve. Hehe.

At this point of life yeah just what best Allah gives is best for me eventough hard to swallow🙂

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Just let it . Let it.

Maybe , He is the One and the only One where i share my hectic life.

Bye Nights. Maybe the next day will be better.

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Love is bitter.

Because my love is always bitter . Hahaha🤣

Yes it.

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Just think, i have to continue my life what happen is .....

If he doesnt want to say what is truly happen honestly , yeah maybe i have to off in digital life.

Swallow the bitterness of love in life.

And maybe i am one of human who doesnt deserve to be in loved.

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May Allah protect all sisters who do not have a male protector, those who have no one to defend and look after them. And He is indeed the Most Excellent of Protectors.

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If you are man, dont be afraid you have more independence as long as your life to choice.

As a woman, i will find reality in life finally woman is oppresed no more chance to make it choice. That is sadness.

If you meet some woman struggle their rights to choice, because theyre so strong and more .

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Healing process.

Thanks god you send violin, ukelele, guitar to heal. Sing a song with them is a treasure in world.

#Bekindtoeveryone#causenoteveryoneisstrong❤

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It is ok yeaaaaaaaaaaaahhh

You are not sick.

You are well.

#selfafirmation#bekindofyourself 🌻

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Pray for a man who serves with pure intention. A man who has Allah in his heart. A man who loves you beyond this short period of life. A man that honours you, respects you and loves you for the sake of Allah. He who will enjoin you towards goodness, advice you against vices. A man who will pray with you and pray for you after every conclusion of his Salah.

A man who loves you but loves Allah more. He doesn't make you dependent on him.

But on Him—the One who can truly make you whole.

He who will not only promise you to give you the grandeur of this world but also ask Allah to give you a permanent residence in Jannah.

A man that will hold your hand in Jannah (Paradise) and say, "finally we are here. Our final abode."

Dear waiting women, pray for a servant of Allah, and you will be genuinely pursued for the rest of your life.

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Trying to being passive girl hahaha.

So tired wkwk with all .

A quarter life crisis still haunt me.

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Future is not commonly people's mind.

I cant debate with people with fixed mindset because of i know it it is useless.

#violinist