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The way you smile, with you’re head ducked down quickly, like you’re embarrassed by the sudden show of emotion, like you didn’t mean to give away what you guard so closely, is burned into my memory.

I miss you.

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“You promised to stay, even if I got lost, but I was always lost and you were never here.”

— tara love / you only made promises with crossed fingers

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the woman you’re becoming will cost you people, relationships, spaces, and material things.

choose her over everything

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Maybe its just right person wrong timing, or maybe im just too fucked up to be loved by anyone

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“I never liked my name, until I heard the way you say it.”

— My Beauty Comes From Within (You) // c.r.m.

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only afterwards do i realize i wasn’t in love. but thank you for letting me think i was. it was a nice feeling

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Nobody has ever fought to be in my life.

- All I want is to be important enough to someone that they would go to the end of the world for me if I asked.

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I fell for him all at once; I looked up one day and I was falling. I fell for you slowly; you took over my heart piece by piece until you were everywhere. He taught me how to love fast and loud, how to let go and run wild. You taught me how to love quietly and gently, how to settle down and cherish the beauty in shared silence.

You both broke my heart just the same.

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“I think no matter how much time passes by, I will always have a weak spot for you. And that terrifies the hell out of me.”

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Nothing is more attractive than having your effort and consistency reciprocated.

-m.t.t.

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I thought I was over you, but then I saw your face and my heart said otherwise.

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This😭

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“I told myself that I would feel what I feel. I promised that I wouldn’t try to fight my feelings. But I can’t do it anymore. You make me so happy, yet loving you makes my heart hurt so much. I want to cherish what we have, even if I’m just another friend to you. But it’s so difficult letting myself fall for every little thing you do and say. It’s so painful being the only one falling. And as much as I care about your happiness, it kills me to watch you fall for someone else, to see you only see her. So I’m stopping myself. I won’t melt at how soft your eyes become when you face me as we talk. I won’t become excited when I look for you in the crowd and find you. I won’t think anything of the random moments when you hold my hand or touch my face. I won’t tell myself every excuse just to see you or talk to you. I won’t think we’ll become anything more.”

— i’ll let you go.