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I'm hoping that in time, you can lay down all this weight you've been carrying around and maybe one day you'll find your way to climb on up out of your grave with the bits of you you managed to save..

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I don't give a fuck about anything anymore.

I'm done.

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— caught in a dreamy fog

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i never faked my love and care to someone.

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“Maybe I don’t deserve anyone” is the worst feeling ever.

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Sometimes I’m sad for no reason, and my brain can’t process which part of my unhealed trauma is hurting.

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I’m a burden to everyone in my life

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I miss the idea of home, I don't know what that feels like anymore. I feel like I'll never find what I'm looking for, or feel what it is to be genuinely happy and loved. I know I've made mistakes, but I also know I was pushed beyond my limit and continuously blamed for how I reacted. I don't know how to feel, I just feel fucking empty.

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“Close some doors today. Not because of pride, incapacity, or arrogance, but simply because they lead you nowhere.”

— Paulo Coelho

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Being gentle with her because I know she never deserved her past, and she genuinely deserves pure, nontoxic, sweet & kind love.

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In the most positive way, I think I've lived for too long—seen too much, felt too deeply, and now, everything feels unbearably heavy, like I was never meant to last this long and carry all of this.

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Sometimes You won't be enough for people and it will have nothing to do with you.

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If they ask you about me, tell them “She was the only girl who loved me with honesty, and I broke her.” ― Shahrazad al-Khalij