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It had been a long year, 2024 was a wild ride, so many new things, hard things, but- it was worth it. I sat in the living room of my friends house, Wyatt, him and I had met this year. He was my certified smoking buddy. Every Tuesday for the last six months I made a routine of packing up my smoking stuff and bringing it with me to his place, we would get high, order shitty junk food, and watch even shittier movies, it was great!

'Just so happened Tuesday landed on NYE this year, he sat on the couch behind me, and i sat on the floor with blankets and pillows, my arm resting on my knee as i peered into my glass full of god knows what, Wyatt wasnt exactly the king of mixing drinks. "what did you accomplish this year dude? any leaps n bounds n shit??"

"eh- not much i can think of off the top of my head, what about you?? you do any great things this year??'.

I thought for a moment, "not much, i mean- god uh, let me think about it".

I hadnt mentioned to Wyatt before now that i was trans- just a few months before we had met i had gotten top surgery- and I had been on T for years at this point. Should i bring it up? It had previously slipped my mind before hand, but now- what if he wasn't chill about it. Enough thinking, time for a dab to chill out those nerves. I took a large drink of what ever was in my cup, and started using my torch to heat up my tool, before taking a long deep breath in. All my problems seemed to feel like nothing for a moment, "I mean, I had top surgery this year, not to long before we met, that was pretty sick, but besides that I'm not sure i did very much this year either".

He looked at me for a moment before saying anything, i could feel my stomach turn to knots- it wasnt long before he spoke again, but it felt like forever. "top surgery?? like, what those trans people get?? how does that work?? were you born a man or a woman?? like i mean- im pretty accepting dont get the wrong idea here!! I just, i dont know. I dont know a lot about that sorta thing, grew up in rural Alabama, so i dont know nothin about that sorta shit yah know?".

I let out a sigh of relief- he wasnt really educated about this, but thats okay- at least he was willing to learn and that was more than enough for me. "Well, I was born a woman, but i identify as a man. I take horomones to help with that- helps me transition easier, makes my voice deeper, helps me grow hair, stuff like that- and i had top surgery to help me too, helps me pass easier and i dealt with a lot of hatred towards my body for years because of my chest. But, im happier now since I had it removed".

He nodded "well, uh- i dont uh mean to sound insensitive or anything, but are they able to change the down there bits? or like do you even want them changed??"

"nah dude, some people have a lot of dysphoria or self hatred in regards to the shit between their legs, i dont mind it so much- besides, the surgery to get a penis is stupid expensive and only works half the time. The other half the time you may not even be able to feel anything down there again, after learning that i just figured it wasnt worth the risk yah know??".

He nodded again "does it like, change at all down there??"

I nodded a bit "I mean yea- you get bottom growth, so like your clit grows a bit yah know? its a lot more sensitive too- more sensitive than a penis or a typical clit, its something to do with the nerves down there growing and shit. but its not to shabby".

There were a few moments of silence, then he stood up- i could tell he seemed a bit anxious, so i brushed it off as nothing, just anxiety around learning about new things. He looked over at me and said "hows bout another drink dude??"

I nodded, sure, why not- we were only about half an hour until the ball dropped anyways, what harm could a few more drinks really do, besides, seems like he needs it to calm the edge hes got right now. "give me something strong, wanna start out the new year with a bang"

I said with a chuckle.After a few moments he brings me back a drink, i look into the glass and sniff it- it smells strong. I take a long sip and immediately almost cough up a lung, it brings tears to my eyes, "good shit man"

I say with a pained voice. "hey, dont get mad at me- you just said you wanted something strong, i gave you something strong" he said laughing a bit.

The room went quiet again, then he said "could i see it?"

I tilted my head a bit "see what?"

"well uh, you know never mind man".

Now I was curious, "nonono, what do you wanna see?? Im curious now, you cant just say that and then drop it"

"can i see your clit? im curious?"

My face went red, i could feel it all the way to my ears. I couldnt tell if that was because of the words or the alcohol but regardless- i looked down for a moment and noticed he had been a bit excited himself - i could feel myself getting a little excited too, with a soft twitch.

I hadnt really ever thought of sleeping with Wyatt before, but im not exactly sure why I hadnt- maybe just because I assumed he was straight or something. He was plenty attractive though, long dark curly hair pulled back into a pony tail, stout build, just a little taller than me, dark eyes, punk sorta style - he *was* my type.

The silence caught up to me and I realized i had been staring at him for awhile now, i went to speak, but he beat me to it. "ah im sorry i asked, i don't wanna seem insensitive im sorry dude"

"nono, Wyatt your okay, really your fine."

The air went stale again before i spoke "I dont mind showing you if you really wanna see it"

he nodded a bit "are you sure??"

"yeah, im really curious, im sure".

I nodded and then stood up I undid my belt, but stopped for a moment- the only light in the room was the tv behind me, i could see him but not very well, but i could tell he was eagerly awaiting my next moves, i wanted him to wait for them.

I took my time and slowly undid my belt, slowly removed it, and inched towards unzipping my pants- i could tell he was going insane, curiosity or if he just *needed* me that badly, was this his plan? to 'see' it, then want to touch it, maybe even taste it. Whatever it was, i wanted him to really *want* it, so i took my time. Finally i had my pants and briefs off, and i switched on a lamp beside him on the couch so he could see it, before sitting down beside him and spreading my legs a bit, making sure my clit was fully visible.

I could feel my face turn red once more and feeling the could air of the room was enough to make me twitch again. At this point i could see he was fully erect and it made my face even more red. He looked at me and then down at my clit

"wow uh- that does seem different, i uh- i" at this point he was also red in the face. "can i touch it?"

he asked very softly. "i mean, if you want to you can but you uh- know its gonna like- like im gonna get even more turned on than i already am, and i can tell you are too, i can see your friend waving at me, do you really want to just touch it, or do you just want to fuck me?" i said, the first bit feeling shy but leaning into a more cocky headset to egg him on.

"cant i do both?"

"I dont see why not, but are you gonna just sit there all night or are you gonna put your words into actions".

He inched closer to me, and then looked up at me, as if asking if it were okay. I nodded a bit and then i felt him touch me. It had been a while since I had done anything with anyone else- after i broke up with my ex a year ago i kinda stopped looking for anything since i had my chest still, and didnt think about it to much after but this felt *good*.

I could feel him lightly press against my clit in a circular motion and instinctually i started thrusting myself against his hand a bit in an attempt to get more, and let out stifled moans. At this point I felt him pull away and looked towards him- he was undoing his pants quickly and i could see him shaking a bit- he must be very excited, maybe it had been a long time for him too.

"do you need help with that boss?" I said with a slight laugh and he let out a chuckle of his own and nodded a bit.

I reached over and undid his pants, "do you mind if i taste it?" I said smirking a bit, lightly teasing him about asking to touch me.

He nodded "yes please". I got down on the floor in front of him and leaned in before taking him whole in my mouth.

I slowly started to bob my head and lightly build some suction in my mouth, pushing my tongue up against him for added sensation. I could feel him throb and twitch in my mouth, and hear him let out soft gasps and moans here and there, before he gripped my hair and started thrusting into my mouth. I gasped a bit myself and went to work, i could hear his soft mutters 'fuck fuck fuck, that feels so good' as he yanked my hair lightly and thrusted quicker into my mouth. I added some more pressure against him and could feel him throb even more and groan.

I knew now it wouldn't be long before he finished- so I put a little extra effort in, and just like i thought, i felt his whole body tense, the grip on my hair got tighter, and i heard a loud gasp, before warm liquid filled my mouth. I pulled away, unaware he was still finishing, and realized shortly thereafter, strings of white decorating my face and hair now. "you make quite the mess dont you hm?"

he nodded a bit 'ah, im so sorry about that!" he said in a bit of a panic "hey no, i like the decoration, but, maybe you could do me next?"

he nodded "yeah, yeah i think that would be fun"

I nodded and laid back on the couch again, i could feel his warmth as he positioned himself over me. i could feel his hands run over my sides, my rib cage, and i felt him lean in to my neck. His breath against my neck made me shutter, and i tilted my head a bit to allow for more room, lightly reaching my own arms up to feel along his chest.

I felt him lightly bite down and slowly move his tongue in circular motions, to leave a hickey. He pulled away and leaned in again to leave another one, then another one, with each hickey i could feel the warmth between my legs grow, and i let out soft moans "mmm, fuck, cmon man, i need you" i said in a whisper between gasps and soft moans "you cant make me wait all night, this is unfair"

He laughed a bit "oooor i could just tease you all night?"

"nnnng, c'mon man please"

"beg for it". I felt my heart skip a beat for a moment, then looked up at him, making eye contact

"please, please i want you so bad, Wyatt please fuck me, please please touch me" i said, my face getting more red with every word, shaking a bit out of anticipation.

He smirked at me "good job" he said leaning in to kiss me. for a moment i could feel him nibble on my lip a bit, I lightly opened my mouth and felt him lightly press his tongue against mine as he grabbed my hips to pull them closer to his. I could feel him push into me, and i let out a soft yelp before breaking the kiss. Soft moans erupted from me as i felt him slowly thrust into me "Wyatt mm, fuck, yes".

I wrapped my legs around his hips in an attempt to push him even deeper into me, and gripped onto his back. I could hear him moaning softly too, "faster, please faster" i said in a whisper, before feeling him thrust into me faster. We both started letting out whimpers and moans, with each deeper, faster thrust i let out a moan a bit louder than the last "fuuck, you, you feel so good Wyatt,, mmm dont stop, please dont stop" i muttered between breaths.

I gripped tighter onto him, i could feel my nails digging into him as he let out a soft gasp in response. I started to shutter a bit myself, i knew i was starting to get close. "Wyatt,, i think im gonna cum" i muttered softly between breaths

"me too,, i think im getting close too". I could feel us both tensing and my grip got tighter, he started thrusting faster, harder too, i felt like i couldnt breath it felt so good-

my moans erupted into loud screams of just sheer pleasure as i could feel myself fixing to finish "mm, im gonna cum! ahh! wyatt yes!!"

I could hear him in a whisper "fuck,, me too, im gonna cum too" i felt his whole body tense and shutter as he let out a load moan, finishing just as i screamed out, finishing tightly around him. in the background we could hear the tv playing- "HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!" with loud crowds cheering.

I laughed a bit and leaned up to give him a peck "looks like we just missed the ball drop, but, i guess i did ask to start the new year with a bang"

he laughed a bit himself before getting up. "we should get cleaned up, take a shower with me- i can wash your hair" he said with a smile. I nodded "yeah, i think i would like that,, but you sooo owe me some killer Chinese food when we get out".

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