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what kind of energy do i give off that people will just come up to me and complain complain complain.

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The beauty of living in a walkable city is that when you feel sad you can just walk and walk and walk till you stumble upon a place that makes you feel better

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high school is soo funny in hindsight. the entire time you're there thinking it's the most important period of your life and then the second you're out you're like well that was fucking stupid

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The lake town

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every week someone else is new on the internet and it can be you and it could save your life and it could make you money and it could have corporations in your comments calling you cute and sexy and beautiful and isn't that lovely?

i had a nightmare of a future where at red lights and stop signs, an ad would play across the stoplight. advertisers had sold it as "encouraging drivers to pay more attention." i woke up covered in thin sweat, grateful i don't live there yet.

i am playing video games with my girlfriend, make a twitch stream. i am good at makeup, make a youtube. i am good at crafts and mildly funny. tiktok and instagram and brand deal paid partnership.

commodity! make yourself a commodity! in this economy if you land the dehumanization of advertisement that's a godsend. get that bag! chase that coin! good luck paying off your student loans! make yourself a billboard. karl marx crawling in his grave, paint yourself as capitalist hellscape. show your followers. be terribly alone. build an empire of bone.

run, rat! run! but first, check to see if your fur is sleek. for that all-natural glow, check the link in bio.

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something ive noticed as i got older is that when i was 15 being called a child would get me so offended but now that i'm 25 when people say "oh you're so young" it's the biggest relief

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snoopy of the day

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Jeanette Winterson, from The PowerBook

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stop trying to be palatable, stop trying to be palatable, stop

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it has to be said i <3 characters who are victims of circumstances they created for themselves. especially when the bed they made for themselves to lie in is so horribly cruel and punishing that it interrogates the idea that anyone can be truly said to "deserve" anything at all.

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i feel like i'm going Italian

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I wanted to like the new Haruki Murakami book because i was the biggest fan of his novels as a teen but it's so boring so far and it just feels like a repetition of his previous work, especially Hard boiled wonderland and the end of the world

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it’s easier to hold onto bad habits if you are ashamed of them constantly repeating the same pattern over and over again. I’m not exactly sure why, my guess is it’s because that poor self image convinces you that you deserve to live that way. But once you forgive yourself for it and hold genuine compassion for your choices your grip can finally loosen.

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My beautiful boyfriend and my mom

So many beautiful people with curly hair in the world life is worth living

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Honestly so many of my insecurities got solved by realizing who the fuck cares and if someone does care they’re a weirdo for that

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My boyfriend and i bite each other all the time