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so 333 is my guardian, messenger, angel number all of that. i’ve known that for 2 years now. no messages have ever been more clear. so i met trent and i just KNEW he was mine, on our first date i asked him when his birthday was, because i thought maybe i found “him” and i was sure it had a 3 in it. August 3rd. 3rd son in his family, and his number growing up was always 3.

Both of our mothers names are Barbara. Mine born on 4/22, his 11/22.

His fathers birthday is the same as my niece, his fathers middle name is the same as my sisters middle name.

Both of our step dads are libras with birthdays 5 days apart, my brother and his nephew were born the same year and just 8 days apart.

when i first moved here, i used to get off work and go to a trail called yesler swamp, a random loop near a college that really really is not something crazy special. i found it at random and always went after work or after a hard day, i could look out at a gorgeous little swamp, trees behind me, a protected little secluded area that felt was mine. it was that isolated. it’s special to me so when i met trent 4 years later, i took him to my yesler swamp. that’s when we learned that at some other point in earth time, trent was a random man living in port orchard, 1 hour away. who worked in another city called auburn, nowhere near seattle and even further away from this special little swamp. his job held classes at a building right at yesler swap, and trent was there. taking classes, going on lunch breaks and walking the same trail i was at. he’s always been there. our lives… the countless synchronizations.

he’s mine. mine. mine.

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Earth signs are so under appreciated. They’re literally molded after nature’s mystery. Their internal landscapes are lush and flourishing like gardens and they have hidden meadows with dewy lavender skies and caves inside of themselves they hide in, filled with creatures and life that’s only in darkness. They’re filled with precious gems and metals. They have the willpower of mountains and not only move them but mold them into empires. They change like seasons but they don’t need to announce it, they become it. They’re quiet normally because nature doesn’t need to be loud to be heard. She’s seen and she’s felt and she’s where we all dwell. She is everything and everywhere and without her no other element could be known.

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you’re allowed to settle for a calm life, despite people on social media making it seem like you should do all these adventurous things. you don’t have to travel far and wide in order to be happy. you don’t have to have an amazing career in order to be proud of who you are and your life. live your life the way you want to, calm lives are good. a calm life is what i’m aiming for.

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i will never be over this. this is UNBOTHERED. this is what minding my own business has given me. shout out to my angels who look after me time and time and time and time again i love my ancestors the absolute most. i feel more connected closing my mind eyes and just talking to them than anything else. “throwin up a prayer, it’s a hail mary. i’ve never been religious but i feel like the scriptures got it all there it’s not just gypsies and fairies.” just listening to good fucking music rn. brooooo faces by mac miller is sooooooooooo fucking GOOOOOOOOOOOD that mixtape came to me in a dream. i don’t have to write it here cause i’ll never forget that gift from whoever. i love music what a beautiful gift. any way...if you are not me and you’re reading this then i hope you’re good. i hope you have peace in tho cause this shit really isn’t that serious. 🌲🌿🌴🌱🌱🌲 also you got yourself to *gaaaaaaaaaging omg* Seattle like girl. i really cannot be beat. thriving

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you love to see it

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I’m becoming the hottest, healthiest, most productive version of myself 💋🦋

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Bessel van der Kolk, The Body Keeps the Score

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