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don’t let anyone on this website call you cringe they literally have a tumblr account

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why are time loops always only like 1 day long?

the real horror is a months or years long time loop. no speedrunning your torture here. you have to sit with the consequences of your actions for a loooong time before the release of knowing the consequences and actions have been erased.

but oh, all the actions and consequences are gone. those relationships you built? empty. you can never build them again without the constant guilt of knowing that it's not as real the second, third, thirtieth time when you already know all their secrets and they none of yours.

but you can't hide. you can't isolate yourself because what if this is the time the loop breaks and then what? years gone by of missed chances with people who have changed you a thousand times and now circumstances have changed. you can never build back what was washed away by your own inaction. they'll never be able to meet you like they did the first time if you don't choose to meet them the first time every time

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I'm so excited I'm getting a guitar for my birthday and I'm going to start taking lessons!! I've always wanted to learn guitar and I'm so hyped to start!!!!

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THIS

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the temptation every time there’s heavy rainfall to just go out on the street and

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Plssss update die a hero or operation sunshine possess even if it's a small one just update it plssss

Writing takes so much mental energy and effort and tbh I am burned out like I've never been burned out in my entire life. Do not a phd kids, and if you're stupid enough to do it, don't be unemployed after. I can make zero promises when either will be updated. That being said, I'm happy to answer specific questions you have about either story/what's coming next.

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Start

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When Eleanor said "find Chidi" in a desperate attempt to help a future version of herself, because she had no idea what would happen in the future, because she was terrified of her fate, because she was too panicked to have any thoughts other than that of the man who she knew for certain would save her in any universe. And when Chidi said "there is no answer, but Eleanor is the answer" as a moment of clarity, looking back at everything he knew as the best version of himself, because he had every thought conceivable, but the most important of them, the one at the forefront, was that of the woman who he knew for certain had saved him in every universe.

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So sadly the Slur Song has become too powerful and the shadowy powers that be have joined forces to stop it from charting

On the upside it means a whole panel of professional music industry executives had to sit there and awkwardly listen to the whole song which is hilarious

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underrated form of humor: just making shit up in past tense

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Also getting in my feelings a bit, may the leopards not go hungry.

Sticker available.

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Amsterdam    -    Jeroen Henneman ,1970.

Dutch,b.1943-

Colour lithograph

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they call me an undercover agent. the way i’m. under the covers :) cozy in bed :)

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You should only write in present tense with extreme caution.

not because it's bad or anything but because if you do it even once you're going to be editing the bits where you shifted tenses out of your writing for the rest of your life

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The envy of the woods. 

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invented love