foreverhakyeon-blog

[foreverhakyeon-blog]

Me : Neo is not relevant anymore. 2018 is all about Chabean Hakyeon : Surprise, bij

[foreverhakyeon-blog]

Wake Up

pairing : Hakyeon x Taekwoon | Neo

word : 2460

Oneshot of bestfriends Hakyeon and Taekwoon, whereby Hakyeon got into accident and in coma.

"Hakyeon, wake up" Taekwoon whisper as he shakes Hakyeon faintly. "Please"

"How am I going to live without you" his eyes starts to water, "I can't"

Hakyeon was still lying helplessly on the hospital bed.

******

Taekwoon's POV

Im not mute. I can talk if I want to. I talk if I need to.

It's just that, I refused to do so. I chose to observed instead of talking. It's comfortable being like this, observing the others.

But that's not what the other thinks.

'Taekwoon is a freak'

'Look at how he look at us, is he planning something'

'I've never heard his voice'

'Taekwoon is weird.'

I'm used to hear things like that. There are times when they act like they were whispering but it was loud enough for me to hear what they said about me. I hear it all. Sometimes they just say it in my face. I don't really care though. Let they say what they want. People are free to say what they want to say anyways.

After a while, people start to take advantage on me.

'Taekwoon will lift that heavy thing'

'Taekwoon will clean the classroom'

'Taekwoon will never say no, he don't talk anyway'

'let Taekwoon do it'

I just nodded and do what they ask me to do. It's not hard anyways. It felt helping them. I don't mind.

But after that,

They started to do more.

Sometimes they beat me without a reason.

'he won't say anything'

'Taekwoon can be punchbag for the day. He'll never report it to anyone'

'because he don't talk'

******

"Stop it. Why are you doing this to him?!" I heard someone yelled from a far. I saw he ran to us ; me and the three boys. Jay, minki and Junho. They used to be my friends. Well, I thought they are. Until one day they suddenly starts to beat me without a reason.

"are you okay?" the boy asked me in concern. I have never saw him face before.

"oh. new kid. seems like you wanted to get beat to. you need some teaching" Jay said, his fist are ready to punch the boy.

"Try if you have the gut." The boy said bravely. He is a lot smaller than the three boys, can he fight them?

Jay started to launch a punch to the boy but he was fast enough to dodge it. Seconds after that the guard came. The three boys run away. The boy then report to the guard "They bullied my friend!" Since when I became his friend? The guard nodded his head as he look at me with pity. "Bring him to the nurse's office" The guard said before continue chasing the three boys.

"Hey, are you okay?" The boy ask me again. He help me stand up. I nodded.

"What is your name?" He looks at me. I showed him my name tag. "Ohh~ Jung Taekwoon" he smiled.

Hakyeon extended his hand, "I'm Cha Hakyeon"

******

"Taekie you're back!!" Hakyeon cheered happily as I walk in the house. After that day, Hakyeon and I had become really close. We even went to the same university. Hakyeon had always been there for me. He protects me with all he have. He is cheerful and fun to be with, but sometimes I wish he can control his anger.

It's not that he ever beat me when he is mad or something. Hakyeon will never hurt me. He rarely gets mad at me. But he tend to hurt those who hurt me.

If only I didn't bumped into Kangin on the way home today, it will not turn out this way. "Taek?" Hakyeon called me as he noticed that I was avoiding him.

I covered my face with mask and wear my favorite black hoodie. "I'm tired." I said, hoping that he will understand and leave me alone.

"Something is wrong with you" I heard Hakyeon muttered. We have been for so long that he can notice even a slight changes of me.

"Wait!" He hold my wrist, preventing me from running away. He forced me to face him. He reach my mask and in a second the mask are off my face. Hakyeon observed my face.

His face slowly turned red, boiling with anger. "Who did this?" He touch my purple cheek. Obviously someone has hurt his bestfriend and Hakyeon wouldn't let that person go.

I flinched. This is not what I want. Last time someone had accidentally punch me at the stomach, Hakyeon punched him back and the boy had to stay in hospital for three days.

"Tell me who. I'll kill him with my own hands" Hakyeon said again. He punch the wall angrily.

"I promised to take care of you didn't I? I'll protect you. Tell me who! I'll search for him. I'll kill him for you. who the fuck-"

He punch the wall again

"hurt-"

again

"you"

and again

"I'll kill-"

Hakyeon hand starts to bleeds

"him"

I reach him, locking his hand in my grip and hug him to cool him down. "It's okay. It's okay. Calm down." I whispered and patted his back. "I'm okay. I'm okay"

******

"Taek, what are you going to do if I'm not around anymore? Who's going to protect you?" Hakyeon asked one day when we were watching his favorite drama.

I stop crunching the food in my mouth and look at him. Hakyeon is strange like this. Sometimes he would ask weird questions all of sudden. "Are you going anywhere? or you have incurable illness? are you dying?" I asked him back. I had never dream a life without him.

"No. What? are you happy if I have that kind of illness? What kind of friend are you?!!" He punch me playfully "answer me"

"I think I'll live peacefully. I can protect myself. plus, I don' have to cook for you too hahahha" I laugh as I said it. Hakyeon pouted. "I hate you. seriously" He stand up and walk to his room.

"yah! are you sulking? I'm kidding" I laugh. He is so sensitive nowadays.

******

Hakyeon started to play his ukulele

When I'm gone, when I'm gone You're gonna miss me when I'm gone You're gonna miss me by my hair You're gonna miss me everywhere, oh You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

When I'm gone, when I'm gone You're gonna miss me when I'm gone You're gonna miss me by my walk You're gonna miss me by my talk, oh You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

"No I'm not" I said playfully. He sang louder and almost shout at me

When I'm gone, when I'm gone You're gonna miss me when I'm gone You're gonna miss me by my hair You're gonna miss me everywhere, oh You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

When I'm gone, when I'm gone You're gonna miss me when I'm gone You're gonna miss me by my walk You're gonna miss me by my talk, oh You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

******

'When are you coming back?' I messaged Hakyeon. It's been six days since he goes back to his hometown, Changwon. I admit that I felt a little bored alone at the house. Usually I would go back to my hometown too but my parents are on vacation so there's no one at home.

After five minutes I heard my phone rang, I pick it up

"You miss me don't you? I knew it you can't live without me" I heard Hakyeon loud voice on the other side of the phone. He is cheerful like always.

"no, I'm not. I'm just bored"

"You are so egoistic Jung Taekwoon. But whatever I took that as you miss me" He stated.

Seriously. Why did I pick up his call?

He is soooo full of himself.

"I'm hanging up" I warned him

"Jeez. I'm going back tomorrow. Happy?"

******

I ran into the hospital as soon as I reach there. "Taek hyung, wait for me" I heard Hongbin shouted from the back, but I can't. I have to hurry. I head to the counter "Yes, can I help you?" the nurse asked me.

"I..I..I" I keep stuttering as I can't form any word to say. My face was bloodless. This can't be happening. Tell me this isn't happening.

"We're looking for a patient name Cha Hakyeon" Hongbin panting, he said and catching his breath. "Okay, give me a sec"

******

We headed to the room the nurse had told us. Hakyeon lying unconscious on the bed. His face was pale. There's scratches all over on his face and his body. His leg broke and being supported. His head were bandaged.

"Ha-Hakyeon" I rush to his bed. "Ha-Hakyeon, wake up" I shake his left hand softly. My tears fall down like razor blades. "Wake up" I said again, crying.

Hongbin touch my shoulder from the back, he was crying too.

******

I told him to go back the next day, because it was raining so bad that day. But he said he promised his friend to come back early. I still remembered he smiled, saying he can't break his promises. He is so stubborn. If only he listens to me....

I recall what Hakyeon's sister told me.

Stupid.

You still broke your promise.

You said you're going back.

It's been a week.

Stupid.

Fool.

You said you're going back.

Liar.

You're a liar Hakyeon.

******

It's been two weeks since Hakyeon's accident. The doctor said that he was healing but he still haven't open his eyes. The doctor said everything is okay. but he isn't waking up.

I visited Hakyeon every single day. I even take turn with his family staying overnight at the hospital, taking care of Hakyeon. Sometimes I would bring flowers. Sometimes I bring book to read it to him. Sometimes I even talk to him, I tell him stories even though I know he'll not react to what I say. But somehow, deep in my heart I know he can hear it.

or maybe I hope so.

"You're a good friend Taekwoon" Hakyeon's sister patted me on the shoulder one day, she hand me an apple."At least eat something. When was the last time you eat?"

I take the apple and smile at her. I couldn't even remember when was it. I look at Hakyeon again. I look at the wire that being painfully connected to his body.

I suddenly remembered Hakyeon cheerful voice when I come back after having a rough bad day. 'Taekwoon are you okay? Let's do something you like! Remember that movie you liked so much? Let's watch it again! Taekwoon I bought your favorite meat. Let's eat it!!

"Hakyeon is a good friend" I replied after a while.

Hakyeon always love watching drama. I remembered that one day he forced me to watch his favorite drama with him. I end up accompany him watching the dramas almost all the time.

"Hakyeon, guess what?" I said as I took a sit beside his bed.

He didn't reply, but back then he would always asked me back, "what?" excitedly. I miss his excited face that would glitter as he want to know what I'm going to say.

I open my laptop, "I downloaded your favorite drama. Remember that drama called cheer up? You love it so much right? We haven't finish the drama yet you know?"

I open a folder named 'Cheer up' and click 'play' on episode 8. "Let's watch it"

After two hours of watching the drama I get tired. I look at Hakyeon that was still lying peacefully. "Hakyeon, why are you still sleeping? Wake up."

"You said you'll protect me. How are you going to protect me if you're lying like this" my eyes starts to water again. I did not bother to wipe my tears. I hold Hakyeon's weak hand and squeezed it lightly, "I miss you"

Suddenly I remembered all Hakyeon's words. My memories with him being played again like a flashback. I remember the first time we met. Our graduation day. The day when we both got into the same university. The day when we first time drank liquor and get drunk together. The day when we begged our parents to let us rent an apartment near the university. The day when we went to Jeju Island for vacation. Everything being played back.

'Hi, I'm Cha Hakyeon'

'I promised to take care of you didn't I? I'll protect you'

'you're my bestfriend Taekwoonie'

'You miss me don't you? I knew it you can't live without me'

'You are so egoistic Jung Taekwoon'

'I'm going back tomorrow'

******

Hakyeon's POV

It hurts. My body hurts.

I look around. It was dark. I was left alone in the dark.

Where am I?

Am I dead?

'Hakyeon, why are you still sleeping? Wake up.'

'You said you'll protect me. How are you going to protect me if you're lying like this'

'I miss you'

Taekwoon?

Is that you?

Why...

Where are you?

I look around, searching for Taekwoon.

Suddenly I saw a light beam in front of me. I ran and ran, chasing the light

"Taek!! Is that you?" I scream wholeheartedly.

"Taekwoon!!" I yelled. The light slowly fading. I felt my body slowly started to weaken.

I close my eyes.

I'm scared.

Taek help me.

I open my eyes when I felt my hand being squeezed.

It's so bright that it hurts my eyes.

I look around to the unfamiliar place.

Where am I?

I try to move my hands and legs.

I thought I was, I thought I could move them.

I couldn't.

I desperately try to move my toes, but it felt like there was nothing there.

What happened? I started to panic. I tried again, slowly and steadily, I gained some control over my fingers. I could move my thumb. I sighs in relief.

I then notice someone crying while holding my hand. I squeeze his hand, and suddenly he look up.

He look at me in disbelief.

I wanted to ask what happened but I'm too weak, my voice won't go out.

Taekwoon. Taekwoon.

He look at me and cried. He cried and cried. "Hakyeon" He said

I nodded. I look at him warmly. I observe Taekwoon that look like a mess. His hair was all over and his face are swollen.

"You're back. I thought I lost you. I thought you left me!" He cried again.

"You promised to protect me but you didn't wake up. I'm afraid. I thought I lost you" He cried so bad.

"It was so hard for me. I miss you so much I felt like dying"

Seconds after, the doctor rush in, checking me all over.

After a while the doctor smiled, looking at me, "Welcome back"

I turn my head, looking Taekwoon. He was still crying.

I smiled at Taekwoon. “Taekwoon-ah”

"W-Welcome back Cha Hakyeon"

[foreverhakyeon-blog]

Still Mad

"Taek, I-" Hakyeon tried to explain.

"Forget it, Hakyeon. Get out. I wanna be alone". Taekwoon cut Hakyeon's words, not looking at Hakyeon but the bracelet instead.

"oh shit" Hakyeon cursed under his breath. He gazed at Taekwoon's bracelet that have been split into two. Was it his fault?

Well, he just wanted to look. What is it so special about that bracelet Wonshik gave Taekwoon that Taekwoon really really like it. It's just some pricey bracelet. What is it that makes it so special to Taekwoon?

He sighed effortlessly. Taekwoon's gonna get mad. No doubt. He may be going to sleep alone tonight.

Hakyeon grab his phone and dialed Hongbin's number, "Bin, I think I might crush at your room tonight"

••••••

"I'm home" Taekwoon announced as he stepped in their house. He look around and found out that the house is super quiet. Does everyone have schedule today? Not that he care about it. He himself is already tired to care about others.

Taekwoon walked to the kitchen to make some coffee.

Suddenly he remembers how his stomach has been acting up lately because of the excessive coffee he took. Not to mention how everyone especially Hakyeon has been nagging at him because of it. "seems like we'll have strawberry milk today", he patted his tummy softly.

After having one glass of strawberry milk and chilling at the living room for a few minutes, Taekwoon decided to take a bath. Yes, he needs a warm bath that can washed away his tiredness. And maybe tonight he could cuddle more with Hakyeon while sleeping. He smiled happily thinking that tonight Hakyeon didn't have any schedule.

••••••

"Taek, I'm so sorry" Hakyeon begged, knees on the floor, making a face showing that he is sorry.

Taekwoon inspect his pretty bracelet that now has break into two. How the heck it happened?

He glared Hakyeon with anger, "how.. what.. why?", he exhaled heavily.

"forget it" he murmur.

"Taek, I-" Hakyeon tried to explain.

"Forget it, Hakyeon. Get out. I wanna be alone". Taekwoon cut Hakyeon's words, not looking at Hakyeon but the bracelet instead.

••••••

"I just don't understand, why would you sleep at my room when your room is just next door." Hongbin said as he type something on his keyboard. Maybe he was chatting with his friend, or maybe he's getting ready for a game. Hakyeon's not sure. But looking at how Hongbin is ready with headphones on, maybe he's going to play in a bit.

"You know I don't like sleeping alone right!" Hakyeon pouted. He is sitting on Hongbin's bed with pajama on.

Hongbin rolled his eyes in annoyance. His leader hyung is already 28 years old but seems like Hakyeon won't get matured. "Then, why here? I thought you're sleeping at Taekwoon's room?"

"yeah, like always. What are you doing here hyung?" Hyuk suddenly bug in.

"Oh my god- I almost got heart attack!" Hakyeon neck sliced Hyuk. "ask yourself. What are you doing here Hyuk?"

"We're going to play overwatch." Hyuk stated happily.

Wrong choice. Maybe Hakyeon should have choose Jaehwan's room instead. By looking at a few snacks that has been on the table, he knew that the kids are not going to sleep tonight.

••••••

Hakyeon knocked Jaehwan's room, "Jae, are you-"

"Grrr you naughty boy! Come here" he heard Jaehwan's loud voice in the room merge with Wonshik's chuckled.

Hakyeon's face turned red thinking about what those two are doing. It better not be what he thinks it is.

Guess Hakyeon don't have any choice.

••••••

Hakyeon rolled around his bed, finding a position so that he can sleep. But no matter how much he tried, he can't sleep. He closes his eyes. "Sleep sleep" he scold his own self.

He sit up angrily. "UGH"

He reached his phone, sending messages to Taekwoon

[Hakyeon 01:30] Taek I can't sleep T^T

[Hakyeon 01:31] Can I come to your room?

[Hakyeon 01:33] I'm sorry. Okay?

[Hakyeon 01:34] I can't sleep without u :(

After ten minutes he still don't get a reply. He noted that Taekwoon is really mad at him.

[Hakyeon 01:30] Taekwoonie :'(

He wait and wait.

After fifteen minutes Taekwoon finally gave a short reply that make him smiles.

[Taekwoon 01:45] come here.

••••••

Hakyeon walks happily into Taekwoon's room and saw him already on the bed, lying with eyes closed. He lie down next to Taekwoon, "Are you sleeping?" he asked, facing Taekwoon.

Taekwoon didn't give any reply. Hakyeon nodded his head, understanding. Maybe Taekwoon is already sleeping. Nevermind, as long as Taekwoon is next to him that is enough to make him happy.

Slowly, without making any noise that might disturb Taekwoon's sleep, he scooted closer to Taekwoon. He want to hug Taekwoon while sleeping. His hand is halfway in reaching Taekwoon's body when a voice interrupted, "I'm still mad"

Taekwoon said. Eyes still closing.

Hakyeon pull back his hand. He lie silently and keep his hand to himself. "I'm sorry" he mumbled softly.

His voice almost breaking out. It's not like he planned to broke that bracelet. Well, he admit that it is his fault for being to careless but Taekwoon don't have to be this mad at him. He use his end sleeve to wipe the small tears that has been falling down since god knows when. He sobs silently.

Taekwoon open his eyes when he heard a faint whimper next to him. He sighed in guilt. Maybe he is too harsh to Hakyeon. Plus, it's just a bracelet. He could get it fix in no time. He turn his body and face Hakyeon. Hakyeon is now pouting like a little child.

Taekwoon spread his hand and capture Hakyeon's small body in it. While hugging, he tangle his legs with Hakyeon's.

In a split second a pouting Hakyeon turns into a smiling Hakyeon. Hakyeon hugs Taekwoon back tightly. He smiled happily and closes his eyes. Now he can sleep in peace.

"I'm still mad" Taekwoon reminds him.

Hakyeon continue smiling. Nevermind, as long as he could hugs Taekwoon.

[foreverhakyeon-blog]

Confession

pairing : Hakyeon x Taekwoon | Neo

words : 1366

In which Hakyeon confess to Taekwoon and Taekwoon didn’t know how to reacts to it

"I like you" Hakyeon suddenly blurts out. They both sat in the kitchen that late night. Or is it morning already? Taekwoon wasn't sure.

He went to the kitchen because he was thirsty, and he can't sleep. He saw Hakyeon was drinking his banana milk, so without thinking much he joined the latter. It was nice, they were talking like how they usually did, getting updates of each other, what they have been up to these days.

Taekwoon were busy with Vixx LR's activities, they were preparing for their Japanese album release so he barely meet Hakyeon or even the other members except Ravi. He and Ravi would head out to the company before the other wake up and only go back home late night, the members usually were all sleeping when they arrived home.

Hakyeon on the other hand were busy with his charity project. Happy bean, if he's not wrong. They didn't talk lately, thus Taekwoon doesn't know much about Hakyeon's charity project. He only knew about it when he saw Hakyeon posted about it online. He actually feel really proud, knowing that the leader is doing something to help others during his break. At least he knew Hakyeon has activities instead of getting bored doing nothing in their dorm. The leader would usually complain when he don't have anything to do.

They barely see each other, both busy with their own schedules. So it was nice, to finally see and talk with Hakyeon. He suddenly missed this; just chilling with Hakyeon. He almost forgot how much he love doing this with Hakyeon. Hakyeon always been someone that he enjoys having conversation with. There's no awkwardness, their conversations would flows out easily.

"I mean, not like between brother. I like you. I love you. You know?" Hakyeon continues, fidgeting his fingers looking at the table.

Taekwoon was too shock with the sudden confession. He wasn't prepared. How is he supposed to respond? "I...." His words paused, he's searching for the right word. What was it? He just can't find the right words.

Hakyeon suddenly stands up. He laughs awkwardly, Taekwoon swore Hakyeon's face was really red and his face somehow shows that he is hurt. "Forget it. Ugh, this is stupid. I'm sorry something must be wrong with my brain. Just ignore this Taekwoon. I never said this. Okay?" Hakyeon says, very fast and he sprints out of the kitchen before Taekwoon could even give an answer.

••

The following day Taekwoon didn't see Hakyeon anymore. Hakyeon didn't eat breakfast. Taekwoon even told Wonshik to go to the company first, because he wanted to wait for Hakyeon but the latter never come out.  At night when he came home, Hakyeon's door was locked. He tried to call Hakyeon out, but Hongbin stopped him. "Hakyeon hyung is tired. Don't bother him". Hongbin says, somehow sounded harsh, but Taekwoon just brush it off.

Hongbin would be a little overprotective over Hakyeon sometimes. Maybe because they knew each other longer than the others, they understand each other more. Taekwoon can't stop but feel a little jealous over that small facts. That Hongbin understands Hakyeon more than him, that Hongbin knew Hakyeon better than him.

••

Days passed, Taekwoon still couldn't find a way to meet Hakyeon. He can't find Hakyeon anywhere. There's always obstacles when he tried to seek for the man. Hakyeon always find a way to run away from Taekwoon.

It's been one week since then. The last time Taekwoon  gets to talk to Hakyeon was that night, when Hakyeon confessed. Taekwoon really want to meet Hakyeon. He need to give an answer. He need to clear up the situation between him and Hakyeon.

"Where are you guys going?" Taekwoon ask when he saw Jaehwan, Hongbin and Hyuk all dressed up. "We're watching movie!!" Hyuk answers excitedly before proceeding to wear his shoes. "Without me?" Taekwoon ask in disbelief. How could they watch movie without him? Don't they usually watch movies together, the six of them?

"We're gonna be home late. You have early morning schedule tomorrow, don't you?" Hongbin reasons, making Taekwoon nods disappointedly. Not fair, the members going to have fun without him!

"Wait. What about Hakyeon?" Taekwoon suddenly remembers. Wonshik gonna stay in his studio tonight, but he don't know what is Hakyeon's plan for tonight.

"Resting I guess" Hongbin answers. "Don't disturb him! He's tired so he need the rest" Hongbin warns him before Taekwoon could even say anything.

Taekwoon was ready to argue but Jaehwan cuts him off. "Let's go. We're late!!! Bye hyung" Jaehwan says and pull the two maknaes with him.

••

Taekwoon stays in his room for half an hour before he gets really bored. Maybe he should join Wonshik in the studio, at least they could discuss about the Japanese album or even play with butt. But he's too lazy to walk out of the dorm, plus with the cold night's weather, no thanks. After another minutes thinking, he grabs his phone and send a short message to Hakyeon. Sending a message wouldn't hurt, right?

'what are you doing?'

He gets a reply after two minutes, magically. He thought Hakyeon would't even reply.

'sleeping'

Hakyeon gives a short reply. Taekwoon can't help but laugh bitterly. Sleeping huh?

'we need to talk. Don't you think so?' He send another message.

'Nope. I'm tired, Taek.'  Excuse. It's obvious Hakyeon is just giving an excuse.

Without thinking much, Taekwoon stomps to Hakyeon's room. "Hakyeon I know you're not sleeping. Let's talk" Hakyeon stay silent. He don't even give a reply and ignores Taekwoon's request.

So Taekwoon did what he thinks best. "Fine. If you don't wanna talk then we're going to be like this forever!" He says, sounded angry. He himself don't know why. But instead of walking back to his room, he sits himself next to the door.  If Hakyeon don't want to come out then he's going to wait. Maybe Hakyeon will get out of his room, when he's thirsty or anything. So Taekwoon wait and wait. He play with his phone silently and cautiously, worried that Hakyeon might know that he's there.

After an hour, Taekwoon heard the door clicked unlock. At a fast speed, Taekwoon push the door with all his strength and gets into Hakyeon's room. Hakyeon screams in surprise when he saw Taekwoon. "Oh my god. I almost died!!" He says, frowning.

They stares each other for a little seconds before Hakyeon broke the silence, "umm.. I'm thirsty" Hakyeon excuse himself, he tries to run away but Taekwoon caught his hand before he get to reach the door.

"You can't. No more running away" Taekwoon close the door, and locks it. Hakyeon gulps, he's going to die soon.

"There's nothing to talk about. I told you-" Taekwoon presses his lips to Hakyeon in a swift, stopping Hakyeon from continuing his words. His hand creeps to Hakyeon's smaller frame, holding the latter as if Hakyeon would run away. Hakyeon tries to push him at first but he's not strong enough and ends up giving in. He replies to the kiss and soon enough the kiss becomes desperate.

They parts when they both lose their breath. Hakyeon fix his gaze to Taekwoon in confusion, breathe shaky due to the lack of air. "W-what"

"I love you too" Taekwoon says sincerely. He holds the slightly smaller man tighter. Enough with one week Hakyeon tried to avoid him, he can't wait anymore. "I've been wanting to tell you this since that night, you know? I love you, Hakyeon" he says again.

"You know how hard it was for me? You were running away from me this whole week" he walks further, pushing Hakyeon backwards. "You can't do this to me. Suddenly confess and then avoid me" he complains, frowning. He pushes Hakyeon to lay on the bed as he climbs on to him.

"So no more running away, okay?" he asks, looking at Hakyeon in the eyes searching for answers. He love Hakyeon. He really do. He can't bear to lose Hakyeon.

Hakyeon broke into a smile, the smile that Taekwoon had missed so much. Hakyeon nods. "Okay"

"I love you" Hakyeon says and they kissed again.

[foreverhakyeon-blog]

Love wins

pairing : Hakyeon x Taekwoon | Neo

words : 1724

note : I’ve posted this on wattpad/aff but never in Tumblr so.... yeah hope u like it :D

"who win?" Hyuk ask Ken as he took a sit beside him, watching his two Hyungs fighting. They were shouting at each other, everyone could hear their loud voices.

"IT'S JUST A PLATE. WHY CAN'T YOU WASH IT?!"

"LOOK, I AM LATE THIS MORNING! I HAVE MUSICAL PRACTICE. WHY CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND AND JUST HELP ME WASH THAT ONE FREAKING PLATE" Leo make sure to stated the 'one plate' loudly. He don't understand why Hakyeon need to get so worked up because Leo forgot to wash his own dish this morning.

Hakyeon rolled his eyes in annoyance, "FOR YOUR INFORMATION, I HAVE MY SCHEDULE TOO THIS MORNING BUT I MANAGE TO WASH MY OWN DISH, WHY CAN'T YOU?!"

"YOU KNOW WHAT? THIS WHOLE FIGHTING JUST WASTING MY TIME. BYE!" Leo walk angrily to his room. He slam the door, "RIGHT SLAM THE DOOR UNTIL IT BROKE" he heard Hakyeon's sarcastic comment. "WHATEVER" Leo shouted back.

"Here." Hongbin hand a bowl of popcorn to Hyuk. Hyuk grab it happily "What? End already? I'm late. damn it." Hongbin said, disappointed that he didn't get to watch the scene Hakyeon and Leo was making. "Who won this time?"

"hmmm I guess Hakyeon hyung? It was obviously Leo hyung's fault" Ken stated.

"yeah but," Hyuk take a moment to think, "it's not a big deal. Hakyeon hyung could just wash the dish. I don't see the problem here"

"but-" Ken wanted to continue his words but he stop as he suddenly remember that Hakyeon was still there, watching the three of them. It's like he can kill them in any minute.

Ken cough, "K-kids, I suddenly remember that I just bought a new game, l-let's play it in hyung's room" he pulled Hongbin and Hyuk to follow him and smiled awkwardly at Hakyeon. Three of them ran towards Ken's room.

~~~

The following day, Hakyeon and Leo get into a fight again while eating their dinner. "I didn't even heard a sorry" Leo stated.

"I did say sorry didn't I? I'll buy you a new one" Hakyeon said back, unexpectedly both of them was calm. They talk in a low voice but all the boys can feel how stern the atmosphere.

It all started when Hakyeon broke Leo's new earphone. Leo just bought it two days ago, he let Hakyeon borrowed it because Hakyeon wanted to. He didn't expect that Hakyeon will return the earphone, broken. Sure, Hakyeon did said sorry and guarantee that he will buy a new one replacing it.

But Leo can't help get irritated the fact the he bought the earphone just two days ago. How rough Hakyeon can be until the newly earphone can be destroyed in his hands?

Leo got up, he felt like his appetite just gone when he think about the earphone. "I'm done"

He bring his plate to the sink, wash it and walk back to his room.

"I think Leo hyung win this time" Hyuk whispered.

~~~

"So, what are we doing here?" Sungjae asked as he follow Hyuk enter his house.

"Ken hyung bought a new game. He let me borrow it!"

"Cool" Sungjae replied back.

"Oh Sungjae! You're here?" Ravi greet Sungjae. He was lying down on his bed, playing with his phone. Ravi and Hyuk shared room. Sungjae just nodded and smiled. He followed Hyuk, taking a sit and wait for the game to load.

"ARE YOU SAYING I'M THE ONE WHO'S WRONG?"

"OBVIOUSLY"

"NO I'M NOT, IF ONLY YOU DON'T"

Ravi, Hyuk and Sungjae look at each other after hearing the super loud shouting of his two hyungs. "what is it for this time?" Hyuk asked.

Ravi shook his head. "I don't know."

Hyuk just rolled his eyes, "I bet Leo hyung win this time"

Sungjae however didn't agree, "I don't think so. It's not that easy to win over Hakyeon hyung in argument"

Ravi nodded his head, "yeah, you have a point"

All three of them nodded their head. Watching Leo and Hakyeon get into argument is normal for them. They can get into a fight for even small things. Last week Leo ate Hakyeon's chicken and they fought because of that one chicken. They didn't talk to each other for two days.

They can't believe how childish their two big hyungs can be.

~~~

Hakyeon took a glance at his watch. 11pm. It's not that late. He thought. He just got back from watching Fantastic Beasts his bestfriend, Wongeun. He actually not into this kind of movies, but had to watch it because Wongeun forced him to. He have no other choice. Besides, it's been long time since he last get to spend time with his bestfriend.

He entered the house and saw Ken, Hyuk, Ravi and Hongbin watching the TV. He just smiled and walk towards his room to change his clothes. He wanted to join the kids watching TV but somehow, he got thirsty. He heads to the kitchen to grab a bottle of water.

Leo walks to the kitchen to make himself a coffee. He plan to stay up late tonight.

He notice Hakyeon reaching something in the fridge. "you want coffee?" He offered.

"No thanks" Hakyeon took a sit and observe Leo.

"why did you come home late?" Leo asked, breaking the silence.

"Wongeun ask me to watch movie at the cinema with him"

"Oh" Leo replied. He don't really like Wongeun actually. He felt like Hakyeon and Wongeun are too close to each other. Yeah, they are bestfriends. but still, it's annoying. Hakyeon and Minhyuk are close too, he didn't mind that but somehow he didn't like Wongeun. Hakyeon met Wonegun during his drama shooting, it's not that long ago but Hakyeon already declared Wongeun as his bestfriend. Leo hated that.

"We watched Fantastic Beast. It was a great movie"

"you watched what?"

"Fantastic be-"

"I thought you promised to watch it with me?!" Leo remembered last week Hakyeon promised to watch the movie with him.

"I didn-" Hakyeon think, "Oh my god, Leo I'm sorry"

"forget it!" Leo stormed out of the room in annoyance. He can't believe that Hakyeon was that careless to forget the promise he had made. Leo felt betrayed.

Hakyeon followed Leo. He felt bad. He totally forgot about that promise. "wait, Leo!"

"again?" Ken glance at his two hyungs. Ravi sighs, "again"

"Leo I'm sorry" Hakyeon apologized wholeheartedly. He did promised to watch the movie with Leo but he forgot. stupid Hakyeon why did you forget! He scolded himself. The least thing he wanted to do today is having a fight with Leo. He was already tired from spending the day outside today.

Leo throw himself on the bed. His back facing Hakyeon "you know what? forget it. Go spend time with Wongeun. I don't need you"

"What are you- hey I already apologized didn't I?"

"Whatever"

"Whatever? Woah! I can't believe you Jung Leo."

"......."

"LAST TIME YOU WATCHED TRAIN TO BUSAN WITH EUNKWANG WITHOUT ME EVENTHOUGH YOU PROMISED TO WATCH IT WITH ME RIGHT? BUT I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING AT ALL. IS THIS HOW YOU'RE GONNA ACT? FINE THEN!" Hakyeon squeal.

Leo turned his body. He sit cross-legged on the bed and now facing Hakyeon "what are you talking about? I did asked you to join us! but you declined. Because of what? Oh yeah because you had to accompany Wongeun to god-knows-where! It's because Wongeun is important than all of us right? than me?!"

"What? We're talking about my bestfriend here you know. What are you trying to say?!"

"I'm saying that if you love him that much then-"

"I didn't say anything about you and Yoseob!! And that day when you and Suho lay on each other during the concert! and when you go out in the middle of the night to grab coffee with Sunggyu hyung! I didn't say anything! Why are you comparing Wongeun with other?" Hakyeon said. Anytime soon his tears going to fall. He don't know why Leo need to be this angry just because of a movie. He can accompany Leo to watch the movie if Leo want to. The fact that Hakyeon just get home minutes ago also didn't help at all, he was really tired.

"What? That's not the same!"

"It is! I seriously can't understand you Jung Leo!!" Hakyeon walk out and left Leo. He head to his room. Stupid. What a stupid reason to be angry!

The next morning

Hakyeon wake up early to make breakfast for everyone. Today is his turn to do so.

He observe what's in the fridge, looking for any dish he can use to make breakfast. Nothing. Whatever. I'll just make toasts.

He saw Leo enter the kitchen to drink some water. He didn't bother to greet or turning to look at Leo. Hakyeon act like there is no one in the kitchen as he continued his work.

After five minutes, Leo is still in the kitchen watching Hakyeon making breakfast. Leo noticed Hakyeon's puffy eyes. Did he cried last night?

Hakyeon tried to ignore Leo's presence in the kitchen but somehow he felt disturbed with it. He can feel that Leo eyes are following his moves. He sighs and turn his body to face Leo.

"What is it?" Hakyeon glared Leo "What do you want?"

Leo shook his head, "N-Nothing"

"Tch. Nothing but still bothering me. I seriously can't understand you" Hakyeon muttered under his breath. He continued doing his work. "get mad for no reason, act like I'm wrong. It's just a small matter"

After a minute Hakyeon felt a pair of hand snake into his waist. Leo rest his head on Hakyeon's shoulder as he back hug Hackyeon "I'm sorry" Leo whispered into Hakyeon ear.

"And?" Hakyeon ask, obviously just short 'sorry' wouldn't make him satisfied.

"It's my fault, okay?"

"And?"

"I'm jealous. There. I say it"

Hakyeon laugh softly, "so all of this because you were jealous? Gosh, Jung Leo" He turns around to face Leo.

Hakyeon poke Leo's pouting cheeks, "Wongeun is my bestfriend. of course I love him. But I love you more. More than a bestfriend. You're special" He stated.

He hugged Leo, "I'm sorry too"

Hyuk walk out of his room and saw Ravi, Ken and Hongbin in the kitchen. He followed them and saw Leo and Hakyeon hugging. "Who win?"

"Love wins" they replied.

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