forbiddenbean02

[forbiddenbean02]

Tw: sh mention

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That feeling of invalidation you get when you don’t even have the motivation to cvt >>>>

like “wow you’re such a faker, too depressed to cvt? Pshhh, stop pretending you’re even a cvtter then”

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I have a question to the other people who sh.

Do any of you just feel like you can’t get angry? I don’t mean as in you actively shove it back so no one sees it, I mean do you genuinely just not experience feeling angry?

I get feelings of annoyance, but I swear I can’t get actually angry no matter who decides to bother me. I wish I could feel it and just lash out on whoever’s bothering me, but I never end up doing it because it’s like in the moment I just have a “do you know what, I don’t fucking care” mentality.

I only ask because I don’t know why I get it, and I just wondered if anyone else has the same thing.

(Tw: sh rant below)

Also can people just leave me alone and realise that this is a coping mechanism? I don’t get why it’s an issue if I’m not attempting to hit the self destruct button and I keep it cleaned myself. I’m not hurting anyone, just leave me alone to handle my own business 😭

[forbiddenbean02]

I hate them I hate them I hate them I hate them

I hate them I hate them I hate them I hate them

I hate them I hate them I hate them I hate them

I hate them I hate them I hate them I hate them

I hate them

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New account obviously, next time I’ll have to post more carefully 💀