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Girl dinner

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What a lot of people don't understand about self harm is that often you do actually feel better after. It's like when you're half awake and groggy and then suddenly fully wake up.

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Well fuck

A bit of light in the darkness:

There is no one more wonderful than him. He loves me so greatly and cares so much. He is more giving than anyone has ever been to me and still wonders if he does enough.

I hope I am enough for you, too. I love you.

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The best part about heartbreak is how little you eat

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A bit of light in the darkness:

There is no one more wonderful than him. He loves me so greatly and cares so much. He is more giving than anyone has ever been to me and still wonders if he does enough.

I hope I am enough for you, too. I love you.

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The "to be or not to be" soliloquy is so much more real and raw than people give it credit for because of the line's popularity. I truly wonder whether to be or not to be? It is the most daunting question. The answer becons me. In times like this, I wish to not. Maybe I will go through with it.

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I am so foolish. I am so unworthy.

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I don't deserve a single thing I have

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I wish I were someone better

I wish I were someone worthy

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I feel oh so worthless. Stupid. Incompetent. What a waste of space....

I'll never amount to anything. I can't get a good job or have valuable achievements like my friends and peers. Just sit around and waste away. What a waste, what a waste.

I hate myself

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I did it anyways

The canvas longs for another stroke. But fresh paint is so hard to keep hidden.

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The canvas longs for another stroke. But fresh paint is so hard to keep hidden.

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Everything would be better if I just died

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He only sounds like he cares when hes drunk

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I feel like some stupid whore. Nothing knocks you down a peg like a guy telling you he doesn't want you wanymore while you're naked in his bed after a date...

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I did it agian for the first time in months. I want to keep doing it... but I know that would excessive. Too noticeable if there are too many little lines.

This isn't over the boy, the boy just sent me over. This is about me. I think too much. I get my hopes up. I overstep too much.

I'm too much. I know I'm too much. Sometimes it's fun, freeing... but I always end up too much- too far.

Can I get a do over? Can I be someone else? I just want to be someone better.