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I’ve been having some stressful days lately, I just want mommy to take away my adult privileges for a bit. Pull out the diapers, pop in my paci, and hold me until all my scary thoughts dissipate 🥺

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Mommy pointed out a hook in a sex store when we were on vacation. I’ve been looking forward to the use they planned.

I’d love for them to restrain me, securing the hook to the ceiling (or shower rod) just high enough that I remain on my tip toes, and then leave me for an indeterminate amount of time.

Or maybe they take my hair in a ponytail, and secure it to the hook, keeping my pulled taught, and my head far back.

Or what if they had me on my hands and knees, tugging on the hook for motivation as I ravenously service them.

I look forward to my time with this hook :)

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Thinking about being pinned and smacked around by a hot dyke whose only goal is to make me cry from pleasure. Overstim, spanking and whatever the fuck else they want to do to me.

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wetting yourself/leaking a pull up while facing the wall in time out. cg comes to get you when the timer goes off, turns you by the shoulder gently, looks you up and down and says, "aw, baby, again?" but all you can do is sniffle cause you were trying so hard to be good during your punishment but you just couldn’t hold it

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My life has been very busy, and I have sadly gone three (3) weeks without diapers ! I can’t live like this 😪

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Reminiscing on a few weeks ago. Mommy and I were play fighting and they held my arms behind my back and gave me a wedgie. I went beet red. They teased me for how excited it made me, and then made me beg for another one. After enough pleading they yanked my panties as high as they could get them, and ordered me to hold them there. After which they made me stand up, and led me to the full body mirror to examine the damage I was enacting on myself. I love the ways in which they humiliate me :)

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I want to be edged until I cry real hot tears. Not just a little sniffle, I need to sob

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I love the daily confirmations of my babyhood. Bringing me a drink in a bottle, encouraging me to cuddle my plushies, pretending to not understand unless I address them as mommy. I cling onto every little crumb I’m offered :)

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The weathers warming up. I dream of a nice picnic :) a day for the two us, coloring books in the sun, no potty breaks, just a squeeze from mommy every so often to check if I need a change

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Since acquiring a decent stockpile, I have spent an increasing amount of my alone time in diapers. I love my nights alone, soiling myself and humping the plushies they bought me. I get some thrill thinking about what mommy would do if they caught me during this ritual. Nothing they haven’t seen before, but I know they’d revel in my embarrassment…

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so flattering to watch someone going thru my blog. Like a form of exhibitionism.

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I wanna be unpotty trained so badly. I already have interoceptive issues, I make little piddles all the time. I want to just wear a diaper so I don't have to worry about it, but that's not enough. I want to erase any possibility of ever going without a diaper again. I want to really, truly need my diapers.

And I wanna be reminded of it too. Reminded that I completely and utterly failed at being a big girl, that I'm helpless to resist because I love my pampers and everyone knows it, and surely that means I belong in them. I didn't just fail potty training, it was a mistake to think I ever was in the first place. Nothing but a helpless little diaper girl from the start~

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Thinking about mommy playing with my precum that’s leaked across her fingers, making me think it’s for her enjoyment, before locking eyes with me and putting her fingers in my mouth. Making me taste myself from her fingers. Asking me what I think about it. Forcing me to talk around her fingers to answer, while she presses them down on my tongue.

Making me sound ridiculous as she touches herself with her other hand. And then swaps the fingers in my mouth. Now I’m tasting her.

She wants me to compare. Over and over, tasting us both, she’s just enjoying forcing me to think of new things to say, that I’m tasting the mess we made. Fluids mixing not through sex, but her fingers on my tongue.

She can be so cruel sometimes.

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Tomorrow is valentines, and mommy and I have the whole day together. In my denial this week, my mind has run rampant with daydreams of what we’ll get into. I hope to be bound, struck, used, edged, fucked, and humiliated.

I hope they pull my hair as they fuck my face, telling me to do better.

I hope they bind my hands and my feet, and then whip me until I cry, telling me “if you hate this so much, fight back” as I struggle against my restraints.

I hope they fuck me senseless, comparing my clitty to their strap.

I hope we share brief moments of tenderness, a sweet blissful loving, as I affirm my devotion to them.

I hope I stay on edge until the bitter end, horny, frustrated, and desperate, begging mommy to let me cum after hours of fun.

It’s the holidays that get my gears turning the most. Special occasions mean special fucking. And this special girl (me) requires extra special attention 🥺

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Valentines is coming up, and I’ve blocked out almost the whole day to spend with mommy, so we can fuck as we please before going to the aquarium and then dinner. I bought some cute new diapers with fishies on them, I think they’d be perfect to toddle around in that night :) I’d love to spend the evening holding mommies hand, trying to stay dry and avoid crinkling too much. I know how much they love to embarrass me 😖

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I was a good girl last week, and was rewarded with some much needed diaper discipline. I received a proper fucking, and left pent up and powdered in my pretty pink diapers. The next morning I helplessly pissed and rubbed for two hours as mommy berated me with how pathetic and stinky I was. We took plenty of pictures, I look at them every day and reminisce on the time we share :)

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I am once again allowed to cum without permission. And while I do deeply enjoy mommy owning my body, I now get to make videos for them. I love being their e-whore :)