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spencer will make it better.

**WARNING**

this story contains 

talk of a dad being really mean.

a lot of crying.

you went to see your parents today and you were really hoping that it would be better this time then the last time you where there your dad has really never liked you, but your mom loves you so much and you love her and with spencer on a case you were lonely y/n was driving back home after another awful time 

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SPENCER + polos

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back to december

TYPE: ANGST

WARNINGS: NONE

A/N im so sorry i haven't updated

"I'm so glad you made time to see me. How's life? How's your mom?" I ask Spencer. It's been months since i've seen him. Since i've left him.

He looks up and faces me. We were sitting on a park bench. The one where we first met.

"I couldn't say no. I've been fine, life is usual, working, going to more drive in Russian films than usual though" he said slightly laughing. I used to go to the Russian films with him, I smile back at the memory. I don't speak Russian so he would translate it and whisper in my ear.

I laughed too and it felt very nostalgic laughing with him again but then I started to feel guilty.

I think about the last time I saw him. He gave me roses and I left them there to die. I was delusional. It happened often. I have a breakdown, I think I know what I want, I make a big decision, then I regret it.

"And how have you been?" he asks. "Oh um- I've been okay, you know the usual working" I simply reply. Well it's true. That's all i've been doing other than crying to my friends about how much I fucked up.

He nods and we sit there in an uncomfortable silence for a little bit.

Come on Y/n. Swallow your pride. Tell him you're sorry. Be honest with him.

"I'm sorry" I blurred out.

He looked up at me shocked, his brown eyes filled with hurt. A hurt I put in them. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. Im sorry for that night. Id go back to December all the time. I thought I wanted freedom but turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you wishing I realized what I had when you were mine. I'd go back to December and make it all right again if I could."

He was speechless. He didn't know what to say. He opened his mouth to say something but nothing came out.

"I-It's okay" he finally spoke. "Things happen people break up"

"No, no it's not. These days I haven't been sleeping. I stay up replaying myself leaving. When your birthday passed and I didn't even call" I feel my stomach sink remembering the day of his birthday. I was thinking of calling him but I couldn't. I just had broken up with him and I didn't think he would've wanted to talk to me.

"Y/n/n seriously its not big deal" he said tears forming in his eyes.

"I'm sorry Spencer, I made a mistake" I let myself be vulnerable for once in my life. I don't like to talk about my feelings, Spencer knew that. I hope he knows that this is serious for me right now.

Tears slip out of my eyes. "And I think about summer all those beautiful times I watched you laughing from the passengers side. I realized I was in love with you in the fall"

Tears come from his eyes and he quickly wipes them.

"And then I just got scared. I got scared because I never do good in relationships. I let the one good thing I had go. You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye. Im sorry. I wish I could go back to December and make it all right again but I can't."

He hugs me. "Y/n you should've talked to me. I could've helped you we could've worked things out" he held my hand softly. "I know, I know I just" I paused. "I don't know how to let people in, Spencer. B-But I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile. You were so good to me, So right. And you held me in your arms the September night when I got into a fight w-with my mom. That was the first time you saw me cry."

"And I would do it again, people make mistakes. Id do anything for you Y/n"

I cried in his arms just like I had before just like I used too. It felt like I was finally home. "Maybe this is wishful thinking, but if we were to get back together Id love you right"

"Y/n...." he started.

"I love you but, you really hurt me I can't trust you"

I felt my heart break. I felt the pain he felt. Him saying he can't trust that I wouldn't do that again. It felt like the world had suddenly got colder. "I-I um I understand" I whisper. I collect my stuff and stand up.

"Goodbye Spencer"

I walk away. Not looking back. Suddenly I hear him calling my name. "Y/n!"

He ran up to me and kissed me. It felt so nice. So nice to have him in my arms again so nice that he's mine again. Everything was perfect. He finally pulled away. "I love you and i'm willing to work on forgiving you" he said holding my face. "I love you Spencer Reid"

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Spencer x reader - Calming

could you do a Spencer reid x reader where they have a temper problem and gets mad easily and one day morgan or someone makes them mad and spencer calms them down? - Anon💜

You were simply trying to do your work, that’s all you wanted to do, but when you sat down on your chair it fell from under you.

Derek, JJ, Emily and Garcia started laughing and you jumped up, spinning around with fire in your eyes.

“Who the hell messed with my chair?!” You growled.

“Come on baby, you know it was a harmless joke.” Morgan smiled.

You marched over to his desk and swiped everything off from it, including his drink and breakfast.

“Woah (Y/N) calm down!” Emily yelled.

“What’s going on?” Hotch called.

“They fucked with my chair!” You yelled up.

“Garcia get Reid up here, (Y/N) come this way.”

Hotch and Rossi both walked over and you got even worse.

Storming over to Derek you stood toe to toe with him, staring directly into his eyes.

“You think it’s funny to fuck with my things?” You growled out.

“Calm down.”

He was used to this, he knew you got angry easily, everyone did aside from Emily, who only joined the team a couple of months ago.

She stepped next to Derek and you turned to her, breathing heavily.

“You need to calm down.”

“Prentiss don’t.” Rossi warned.

You didn’t move.

Before anyone could stop her she had pushed you backwards a little and that was it, you completely lost it.

“Don’t fucking push me Emily Prentiss!”

You pushed her back, and walked forward repeatedly pushing her.

“(Y/N)!”

Derek ran over and stepped between you both, stopping you and you spun around marching back over to the desks you grabbed a notebook and went to throw it.

“Don’t.”

Spencer appeared in front of you.

“They’ve gone mental.” Emily said.

Aiming the notebook in her direction you went to throw it again and once again Spencer stepped in front of you.

The whole time he wore a soft smile, slowly reaching out.

“Reid don’t!” Emily yelled.

He placed a hand on your shoulder, and you looked at him.

“Drop the notebook (Y/N).” He said calmly.

“They’re pissing me off.”

“I know, but come on, drop the notebook. Come talk with me.”

Spencer reached his other hand and lowered yours, letting you drop the book on the floor.

Lacing his fingers with yours he led you over to his desk which in the flurry of anger you messed up.

He sat you down on his chair and sat on the desk in front of you.

“Breathe.” He whispered.

You put your head on his knee and took a few deep breath while he played with your hair, helping you calm down.

“That’s it, just keep breathing. Calm down, they’re just messing about.”

“I know but it’s pissed me off… I just wanted to finish my work…”

“I know sweetheart, but when you’re calm we’ll talk to them okay?”

You simply just nodded.

A few more minutes and you finally looked up, standing up, you wrapped your arms around Spencer and he held you back.

“How?” JJ asked, “how can you always calm them down so fast.”

“They’ll never get angry at me.” He smiled.

You pulled away and looked around before turning to Derek with a sheepish smile.

“Sorry Derek…”

“That’s cool baby, you know that. I’m sorry I messed your chair up I’ll fix it.”

You smiled and walked over, giving him a hug as well.

You also hugged JJ and Garcia who was rambling about how worried she was for you.

You then turned to Hotch and Rossi, giving them both a sheepish look before turning to Emily who was stood with her arms crossed.

“I’m sorry Emily… I.. loose my temper easy… i didn’t mean to get aggressive or push you.”

“Sorry I pushed your first, I didn’t realise Reid had such a calming affect on you.” She smiled.

Spencer walked over, wrapping his arm around your shoulder.

“We’re not sure why I do, but it’s perfect.” He beamed.

“No little miss anger, you gonna help clean up?” Derek asked.

“Course I am baldy.”

Every laughed and didn’t say anything as they helped you clean up.

Spencer stayed close to you, ready to jump right in if something happened again

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*don’t say it, don’t say it OKAY I’m saying it:* I’M FEELIN 32. And Alana is feeling 30. Don’t worry we tested everyone! Thank you so much for the birthday wishes, I love you all so much 🥰🎂

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HOW DID U LIKE RED TV

oh my god. ITS AMAZING. I CAN STOP LISTENINF ITS SO GOOD I LOV IT SOOOO MUCH AND I LOVE ALL THE VAUL TRACKS. also the new girl at home is amazingggggg

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it’s always you

TYPE: fluff

WORD COUNT: 872 sorry it’s short lolz

"Can you promise me something Spencer?"

"What is it?"

"Promise you won't fall in love with anyone while you're away"

"I promise. It's always you."

Ten years since i've seen him. Ten years since he started his job at the BAU. I'm finally going to see him again.

I'm not sure where it leaves us. When he left we loved each other but it's been years since then. I've dated a couple people, i'm not sure if he has.

I get out my car. It's cold during October. I have a light sweater, I should've brought a thicker one.

I shiver before walking into the building. It was a little intimidating. Not only where there a bunch of fbi agents walking around but there was the pressure of seeing Spencer again.

I go to his department and walk in. I immediately spot him. "Spencer" I said quietly. He heard me and turned. "Y/n" he comes up to hug me. "I've missed you so much" he says engulfing me in s hug. I hug him back, I can feel eyes on us. It's uncomfortable but I don't care.

"I've missed you more" I say hugging him tighter. We pull away just then a very colorful woman came up to me. "Oh. My. God. Y/n! I've heard so much about you" she hugs me. I just give Spencer a confused look. "Y/n this is Penelope" he says.

I wave at her and smile. "Spencer's been so excited! He's been preparing for you to come back! He talked about you so much"

"Oh really?" I smirk looking at Spencer. He looks down at the floor and blushes. "Penelope don't tell her all that" he whispers. I laugh before hugging him. "It's okay Spencer i've missed you too"

More people come up to us introducing themselves. I now know Penelope, Emily, JJ, Derek, and their bosses Hotch and Rossi.

"You are just as gorgeous as Spencer said" Derek compliments me. "Thank you" I blush.

I look back at Spencer, whispering something to JJ. He looks so happy talking to her. Are they dating? He would've introduced her as his girlfriend right?

I start to feel nervous. I haven't seen him in ten years but those feelings are still there.

He comes back and hugs me again. "I can't believe you're here"

"I know I can't either" I smile.

"Guess what" he says grabbing my hand.

"What?"

"I asked for the rest of the day off so I can spend time with you" he smiles.

First we got ice cream from his favorite little shop. Then we went to his favorite library and checked out books. We went to his apartment and read a couple chapters of my favorite book together. Then we watched my favorite movie and he made us hot chocolate. We caught up with what's been happening with each other lately. I told him about how I love it here. Maybe i'll move here it seems like a good area. Then we went to go get lunch at his favorite spot. On the way home we passed a trampoline park and I begged him to go. He agreed. He jumped and bounced for about two hours.

Finally we were exhausted. We got into the car and played all of our favorite songs. I saw him on his friend a lot though. He was getting a lot of calls and texts from JJ. Maybe they are dating.

"I have one final surprise for you" he whispers. He puts his hands over your eyes. "Spencer I swear to god if you're planning to scare me i'll kill you" I joke.

I hear him laugh. "No Im not going to scare you Y/n"

I hear the door open and he walks me into what i'm assuming is his apartment. He takes his hands off of my eyes and I see candles lit and my favorite flowers are in his hands and two necklaces.

"Spencer" I say.

"Will you go on a date with me?" he says nervously.

"Yes!" I smile hugging him. He gives me the flowers and I look at the necklaces. They were matching best friend necklaces. They look like the ones we had when we were younger. "Spencer" I look at him in awe. "Where did you get these?"

"A couple years ago there was a store like the one we got from them from originally, and they were closing down so I went in and saw these and I had to get them. Ive been waiting for you to visit so I can ask you out with it."

He looks down at the floor all shy. "Awe Spencer" I hug him once again.

I pull away. "Wait.."

He looks up. "What?"

"I thought you had a girlfriend"

"What?! No I don't." he replies.

"What about the girl who's been texting and calling you all day?" I ask. "She helped me set this up Y/n, I promise the only person I want is you" he kisses your lips softly. You're shocked at first but then you kiss back.

"So I guess you kept your promise" I laugh.

"Of course I did. It's always you"

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spencer reid is a die-hard taylor swift fan

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please. reblog or like if you agree. I need to know how many people here on tumbrl respects everyone right.

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I also met my partner on here! This app is so amazing but weird

OMG YOU DID?!?! THATS SO CUTEEEE

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I feel like a lot of Taylor fans are fans of criminal minds

YEAH…. i didn’t know there are that many ts and cm fans until i got on tumblr i was so shocked to see people with the same two obsessions as me LMFAO

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taylor swift and cm? Hello

😏 who doesn’t love ts and cm

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Burnin’ it down 🔥

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call it what you want

sorta based off of this lyric: i'm laughing with my lover, making forts under covers

WORD COUNT: 1.1K

TYPE: fluff

"Spencer" I laugh. "What are you doing" I look over at him and my toddler. They were painting on the walls of our bedroom. "What?" he has some paint on his nose. "Mommy look what daddy and I painted" she points to the family that looked like us. "It's great honey but daddy and I need to talk real quick can you go watch cartoons?" she nods and leaves.

Spencer avoided eye contact with me knowing I wasn't totally okay with them painting on the walls of our bedroom. "Babe I just got our room repainted" I frown. He sits on the bad and grabs my arm pulling me towards him. "I know love I know. But I cant say no to her" he says looking up at me pouting. "Yes you can Spence. You're her dad you need to be able to say no sometimes"

He shakes his head and his wild hair becomes even more messy. "No I cant. She's too cute" he smiles. "Well you could've at least made her do it in her room instead of ours." Spencer thinks for a second and then shakes his head in disapproval of the idea. "No, we have green paint and her room is lavender. Green and lavender don't go together" he states. I shake my head in disbelief. "I love you so much but you're crazy sometimes" I kiss his head softly.

"Mommy, daddy come hurry" Spencer and I both rush to the living room, hearts racing scared something happened. We get to the living room and Winter is sitting there perfectly fine. Spencer catches his breath putting a hand over his heart. "Winter, you got to stop yelling like that you scare daddy sometimes" he says sitting on the couch with her.

I take a seat next to Spencer and lean my head into his shoulder. "Mommy I want to make a fort just like the one on tv" she says pointing at the show. Both Spencer and Winter look over at me with puppy dog eyes. "Okay we can make a fort but promise not to paint on the walls anymore okay? Can you promise." Winter nods and smiles agreeing to the promise. "Okay go get blankets and pillows from your room and daddy and I will get some from ours" she runs to her room.

Spencer and I grab about 3 blankets and a couple pillows. Spencer sets up the fort and Winter screams. "Yay! Daddy, mommy let's go in now" she smiles grabbing our arms and pulls us in. Winter and I sit comfortably, Spencer's taller than both of us so he's a little hunched. "Daddy I forgot bunny can you go get him for me. He's in my room" she tells him. Once he leaves, Winter pulls me close. "Okay I didn't actually forget bunny. When daddy comes back let's scare him" she whispers. Yup that's my child. I laugh.

"Okay let's do that."

"I couldn't find bunny. I'm Sorry" Spencer says entering the tent. "Wait where are you guys" I look over at Winter and give her a nod. She jumped on him. "Boo" I yell. "Ahh" he screams. "You guys scared me." he says.

We all laugh.

The day goes on and soon it's night. We have dinner. Then we have some desert, funfetti cake, Winter's favorite. Then we took Winter a bath. Then we started to get her ready for bed. "Mommy can we all sleep in the fort." Winter asks. "Okay if you want too"

She giggles and runs to the fort. Spencer's sitting on the couch. "Daddy come to sleep with me and mommy i'm the fort" she laughs again. Spencer raises his eyebrows at me. He walks up to me and whispers "You promised we would do stuff after she fell asleep tonight" he frowned. "I know but I couldn't say no to her" I smile.

We get into the tent and Winter lies in between us. "Daddy tell me a bed time story" she says cuddling up to him. "Okay love"

He starts telling her a story about a princess who fights off a dragon and saves the kingdom. Winter claps at the end of the story and giggles. "Mommy, daddy, can I have a brother or sister" she asks.

My eyes widen and I look to Spencer. We've discussed it before but we weren't sure if Winter would want a sibling. I guess this is the confirmation.

"Really? You want a sibling?" Spencer asks. Most siblings would probably not want a sibling and get jealous of the attention they get.

"Yes!" she smiles.

"You know if you get a sibling daddy and I have to take care of them a lot and give them a lot of attention and we might not be able to give you as much until the baby is olde enough" I say.

"I will help you with the baby mommy. I promise." she says. I look over to Spencer and smile.

"Okay daddy and I will talk about it and then we'll see okay?" Winter nods. "Goodnight mommy. Goodnight daddy."

Spencer and I say goodnight to our daughter. "I can't believe she wants a sibling" I laugh. "Yeah me too"

"So should we" I look over to Spencer and hold his hand. "I can't say no to her. So yes. We should start trying for another baby"

I smile big and lean over to kiss Spencer. "Does this mean we can finally get married?" I ask quietly. Marriage was a touchy subject for me. He knew how my parents were and how it scared me of marriage but I couldn't be more positive that this is the person I want to be with forever.

He grabs my hand and brings me out of the fort. "What are you doing" I laugh. He goes into the cabinets and doesn't return for a bit of time.

He got on one knee. "Y/n L/n. Will you make me the happiest man alive and marry me and I promise I will get you a real ring as soon as possible" he holds a ring pop out to me. "Yes Spencer i'll marry you".

He gets up and kisses me passionately. He slides the ring pop on my finger which was slightly too small since i'm a full grown person. I laugh and lick the ring pop. "Mmmm blue raspberry my favorite" I smile. "Only the best for the love of my life" he gives me a peck on my lips. "You're my favorite person. Do you know that?"

He nods. "You tell me that often" he says hugging me. "Well you are and you're my forever. You, Winter, and whatever kids we have in the future you guys are my forever"

He cries softly. "I love you so much Y/n"

"I love you more”