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Pareidolia

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The new hot tub is a little chillier

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I made a bad comic and now you have to look at it

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fire season

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First time ever trying blockbench!! It was definitely a learning process, and the thing I made isn't exactly revolutionary but I'm proud of it!! I want to create models for an imaginary farming/pastoral update, so a mouse is a good start :D

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I love Gem's new design so much asdfhwfueoipw-

(Also curse tumblr image quality for not even being able to get good quality for something that is literally only 100x100 pixels)

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Life Series Advent Calendar #3

1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9 / 10 / 11 / 12 / 13 / 14 / 15 / 16 / 17 / 18 / 19 / 20 / 21 / 22 / 23 / 24

Another Swiss biscuit, and this one is much more internationally known: the children’s favourite, the Spitzbuben!

Obviously the classic jam colour is red, but we sometimes make some with orange or passion fruit jam, and obviously I had to do a mysterious green jam to complete the trio of hearts. Side note: Grian’s iconic face silhouette is actually perfect for this, I’m considering making these IRL.

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They dancin

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there’s three ideas in my brain threatening to merge into a coherent thought so this is an attempt to move that along but we know that:

gem is one of the youngest players in the series and is the youngest player that did not participate in evo (in terms of age, but important to this, in terms of version history)

gem is canonically a worldwalker

gem was sick — very noticeably so — for the first two sessions of pl

what if it was the version history that made her sick?

what if gem woke up with the rest of the members in a new world, but in a version that was antithetical to her nature? in a version where the only worldwalker was herobrine, who was accustomed to the sharp edges of unfinished code. in a version without the same server security she was used to — no whitelists, firewalls, even borders that glitched out — making it harder for her to stay present, to stay focused, to stay there at all.

what if it was harder to be a worldwalker back then? what kind of viruses and traps were lain in the code to try to patch out herobrine and those like him? what if the air was coded thinner and to cut as he breathed it in? if the sun became abnormally bright and the night abnormally dark, but only to him? what happens when the devs try to code a person out of existence?

and what happens when gem is that type of person? headaches, dissociation, coughing fits, chronic pain? when she wakes up so disoriented that she agrees to a team sight unseen, because they’re all friends on hermitcraft — it’d be fine, right? but they’re not on hermitcraft & by the time she realizes it’s too late, she’s scared but willing to give it a try?

what happens when she finally adjusts on episode three — a mix of acclimation and newer version history — only for the whispers to start and a secret to be given to her, once again? when memories of previous seasons rush in too fast to catch her breath, only to be comforted by the assistant to her murder and the architect of the games?

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i went to "mad at me" island expecting to find people i knew, something i understood. but when my boat landed, standing upon the shore were a million empty husks wearing my own face. every foot of the island was occupied, and everywhere i went, they watched me with contempt. they never spoke, never breathed. they simply watched. no matter how i grovelled and begged, snarled and cursed, tried to hide or kicked and hit, they simply stared. the hatred in their gaze was inescapable, but i could hardly return it, knowing that their doomed existence was of my own creation. knowing that the hatred was nobody's but my own. in the end i just wept, unable to stand the relentless gaze of my own infinite glare.

the guy who i accidentally cut off in traffic last week was there also

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Phantom Riders

A couple close ups below :)

i dont know why i did it lineless, dont ask me why. i got possessed i think

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Credit: Sebastian Odd Violin

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sometimes tiktok is actually incredibly good

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“I just saved your life.”

(That was me, not anyone else — strange, isn’t it? Yet I feel myself wanting your thanks.)

“I just saved your life.”

(Yes, I fought my nature, but not that much. A small deed. Don’t punish me.)

“I just saved your life.”

(There’s a red poison in my heart but I fought it for you. Do you understand? I saved you. I shouldn’t have.)

“I just saved your life.”

(Don’t you see? I can still be your ally, despite the red. We can still be friends. Nothing has to change.)

“I just saved your life.”

(Life, the one thing I don’t have. I could have taken it from you and we would have been equal again, but I didn’t, because I know how precious it is.)

“I just saved your life.”

(Nothing has to change. Do you understand what I’ve done for you?)

“I just saved your life.”

(You have gone against your very nature. This will not go unpunished.)

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I’ll never not be amused by the fact that I can drop the words “crucifix nail nipples” into a conversation and some of you who have been with me since the livejournal days will join me in the flashbacks, screaming and crying all the way.

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on survival

-// @aridante // @orivu // @buzzkillgirls // ? // ? // richard siken// @cemeterything // moomin, tove jansson// @disenchanted-killjoy // isn't that enough, shawn mendes// @ prettytheyswag on twitter// @ coletyumuch on twitter// ? // ? // bird by bird, anne lamott// undertale// @strawberrycircuits

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The BEST boogeyman