fluffypalmtree

[fluffypalmtree]

困惑

懒得修了，等我哪天想写那个贴额头亲亲的时候再改吧。

主要是我想看两个人的初遇，研究者的壳子裂开，露出除了冷静之外的表情会是什么样子的，困惑，被摸得到的音乐震撼到…这样的感觉。

话是这么说，但其实一直在用小演奏家的视角或者第三视角。

她一开始没感觉不太对，但是看向频谱的时候多多少少有些偏差。���果说是提前编制好的频谱，那么有些延迟是正常的，但是波形会随着她演奏方式的改变而微微偏移，这就让她有些疑惑了。

“嗯…我也解释不太好，我带你去找负责技术的人？”就这样，她被拉着兜兜转转，到了后台。负责人从文档里抬起头，亚麻质的衬衫挽到手腕往上一点，露出机械表和掌根蹭到的一点墨渍，非常典型和理论打交道的刻板印象…这是她的第一反应，然后描述起她的困惑。

“不，这不是提前编制好的波形图。”负责人摇了摇头，“你感觉到的延迟可能是计算需要一定时间，再加上如果对所有的反应都给出响应的话，可能会变得太敏感…”她的声音平静到有些冷淡的程度，微微皱眉，似乎是在想怎么用尽可能通俗的语言解释清楚。“当然，如果你想要我这边把延迟稍微调整一下，也可以。”负责人重新在电脑里打开了什么文件，修改了些数值，然后上传保存，站起身来。“好了，你再试试看，如果需要再加或者减延迟的数值再找我…要不这样吧，你拉一下我看看。”负责人站起身，示意她跟上来，去现场看看情况。

音乐学院的同学在讨论的时候就已离开，现在舞台上只有她们两个。她坐下来，拉了几个空弦音，然后左手按在弦上，演奏了两句简单的乐句，观察着波形的变化。还是不对。她的手从高把位滑到低把位，无意识地拉出一个滑音，听上去像是大提琴也在发愁思考。然后她站起来，把琴向负责人的方向小幅度推了推。“我说不好。要不你来试试？”

“我？我不会演奏大提琴。”平静的，陈述客观事实一样的回应，负责人并没有接过她手里的琴。

“不，你不需要会这个。”她示意负责人在琴凳上坐下来，“我会帮你架好。展的后半段也有邀请观众来试一下空弦音带来的震动体感和波形对吧？你来试试看，说不定就知道了…啊稍等，你比我高，等我调整一下尾钉…好了，这样把琴拿住，让它搭在你的胸口，就是这样。”她绕到负责人身后，给她演示右手执弓的姿势，引导着她把弓搭在弦上，拉出一道断断续续的波形，然后直起身，手依然扶着琴身。“能感觉到吗？声音和波形有点对不上。”

负责人转过头看向她，刘海稍微有些挡住眼睛，但她觉得眼镜后面似乎露出些困惑和惊讶，闪着她有些读不懂的光。她看到对方下意识按向与琴体接触的肩膀的手，听到对方有点犹豫的声音。“我…能再试一次吗？”

[fluffypalmtree]

二七十四

第一次见到霜十四的时候，她刚从教书先生的念叨之下逃出来，满脑子还都是五是逢四进一，上上下下的算盘打得脑袋昏昏沉沉，课上多亏了灵机一动才没因为背不下来乘法口诀被先生打手板。父亲和她介绍说叫叔叔，又指着对面成年人拉着的，和她差不多年纪的男孩说他叫霜十四。

双十四。十四好像在口诀里提到过，两个十四是多少，口诀里没有吧…还是自己没背到？她摇了摇头，把乘法口诀从脑袋里甩掉，然后跟着父亲提到的称谓打招呼。

“孩子，你叫什么名字？”

……面前好心婆婆的声音把她拉回现实。逃了多远，上次吃饭是什么时候，自己又在哪儿？剑鞘早就不知道什么时候丢了的，剑也断了一半。头昏昏沉沉，她勉强倚靠着身边人的手和旁边的门框站直，又回到了那个逃到后院，把教书先生的念叨甩得远远���午后。现在表明身份只会引起不必要的麻烦，但总得想出点什么，给面前人一个回应…

二七十四，这个童年时丢下的口诀重新追上了她，突然在她的脑海里响起来。

她抬起头，对上婆婆关心的眼神。“我叫二七。”她听到自己的声音这样回答。

我发现我是真的很喜欢那种当前的某个状态和之前微妙的重合…一种flashback。

[fluffypalmtree]

Been Chosen

“算是吧，我现在算是在见习…在家里的神社。”年轻的权禰宜溜出自己的房间，在神社屋外的墙旁席地而坐，电流声和虫鸣一起传到16小时之外的友人手机里。

“你的意思是，你回国之后，继承了家族神社？不是我说，你把这…五六年努力想要打破的刻板印象全重新恢复了。”友人的声音里带着不可置信，他半开玩笑地回应。“我还是不理解。你就这样…放弃了目前最有潜力的万物理论？你怎么忍心放下她离开的？”

“我的好奇心早就被磨灭啦。”权禰宜的声音柔软又温和，和无数次组会上讲解推导过程的时候并无二致。“我不像你们那样，靠着对宇宙的好奇和构建宇宙最基本的规律，这样的想法就能做下去。”

对面是长久的沉默。“多宇宙模型所能做到的可不只是满足我的好奇心。这是一种语言，我只是在构建这门语言，把它变得更完整，能够解释更多的事情…”

“我明白，你是被理论物理选中的那个人。”权禰宜破天荒地打断了对面的话，“我不是，我没法讲你们的语言，所以我逃跑了。”

“嘿，平。”友人的称呼她的名字发音总是很奇怪，不太能辨认到底这是在叫名字，还是单纯吸引他注意力的语气助词“还记得那些科普讲座，那些推导和建模吗？你甚至能把理论知识给小孩子解释清楚，你讲我们的语言讲得比我们所有人都好。”

权禰宜摇了摇头，尽管对面看不到。“我解释得清，是因为我知道，作为普通人会在哪里卡壳。”她想起那些安静的夜晚，和现在一样的夜空，窗外的星星。她想起那些在实验室中的争论，白板上划出的难以辨别的痕迹，和望着同窗，竭尽全力跟上他们步伐的自己。“我不是那个被选择的人，追不上你们……所以我逃跑了。”她用几乎无法辨别的声音，重新重复了一遍。

“你说什么？刚才地铁进站太吵了，我没听清…普通人然后怎么了？”友人那边传来地铁门打开的声音，然后是嘈杂的人声和脚步声。“我说真的，既然决定在这里的研究所继续工作，我真的该考虑买车的事情了。”

“不，没什么。”权禰宜站起身，扶着墙小幅度活动着自己坐麻了的腿，她突然轻笑起来。“我说，这就是为什么我这么羡慕你们。”

[fluffypalmtree]

GUYS I FOUND A MEGALINK FOR CRIMINAL MINDS: EVOLUTION S18 EP1!

You’re welcome, fellow international viewers!

Sadly, I won’t get to watch it today because my dissertation is due tomorrow afternoon 💀 Let me know if it works.

[fluffypalmtree]

congraTS to the class of 2025 grads! 🎓♥️

In the words of Honorary Doctor Swift: “We are led by our gut instincts, our intuitions, our desires and fears, our scars and our dreams. And you will screw it up sometimes. So will I… We will recover. We will learn from it. We will grow more resilient because of it.”

[fluffypalmtree]

guys. please

[fluffypalmtree]

Be like 猫猫！咪咪咪咪咪咪嘬嘬嘬

me when i see a cat: CAT! cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat cat

[fluffypalmtree]

okay so if you need more veggies/fruit, protein or fibre (bc most people do NOT eat enough) in your diet but you struggle to do so, hear me out:

look up recipes (especially snack recipes) that are child/toddler/baby-friendly

i can guarantee there is a woman with a cooking blog out there who has found away to pack a bunch of vegetables into a surprisingly delicious little snack for her kids. this process has never failed me when i feel like i am not eating enough fruits and veggies. my entire flat is eating spinach muffins at the moment, which doesn’t sounding particularly appealing to most people and yet somehow. they’re delicious.

[fluffypalmtree]

[fluffypalmtree]

I love when you can tell the author of a fanfic is British.

Like oh, they’re doing MATHS homework? They’re visiting their MUM? They’re on HOLIDAY? They’re sharing a FLAT?

Like okay whatever you say mate

[fluffypalmtree]

[fluffypalmtree]

Here’s some good and easy comment ideas for those who feel shy or don’t know what to say but would like to leave something:

1. A classic: keyboard smash such as

Nrbdbsbbkigq or fhbdboejwbakwjev

2. THEM <3

(Fill in pronouns as needed or refer to a pairing)

3. Screaming, crying, throwing up, ect

Or it’s cousin:

4. Kicking my feet, giggling

5. [Block of copy-pasted text] I like/love this bit in particular; I like how you phrased this

6. I keep rotating [character/section of text] in my head

7. I read this while [insert what you were doing; ie: procrastinating a test, waiting for the bus, ect]

8. Extra Kudos!

9. Encore! Bravo! Magnificent!

10. [character name] my beloved

11. I relate to this so hard

Optional, include [line of text] or situation you relate to

12. Thank you for sharing!

13. 💖💖💖

14. I love how you’ve written [x character trait]

15. I love this kind of AU so much!!

16. I’m so excited to see what happens next! I hope [random story prediction here]

17. I will commit atrocities for this character!

18. This is some hella good soup!

19. This is my favorite [trope, paring, au]!

20. AAAAAA They are so [soft/traumatized/attractive]!!!

Feel free to mix and match these for an extra special comment!

Additionally, if you have some favorite go-to comments, feel free to share!

[fluffypalmtree]

[fluffypalmtree]

writing tip: searching "[place of origin]ish names" will get you a lot of stuff and nonsense made up by baby bloggers.

searching "[place] census [year]" will get you lists of real names of real people who lived in that place.

[fluffypalmtree]

i know i've said this before but i'm going to say it again because the more i work with geriatric women the stronger i feel about the fact that the only anti-aging that women in their 20s/30s should be obsessed with is building strong bones and muscle mass. that's like the most important thing you can you can do right now to lay a good foundation for healthy aging. you can botox the shit out of your face but that's not going to do anything to save you from dying prematurely from a fatal hip fracture that you can't bounce back from because you didn't do anything to prevent yourself from becoming frail and breakable. like i know that sounds harsh but that is reality for a lot of older women and i don't want that to be you.

[fluffypalmtree]

PLEASE do yourself a favour and check out this wikipedia-styled template for google drive, made by @ Rukidut on twitter

I decided to try to sort my ideas and whats canon regarding my ocs with this and ITS PERFECT. IT ALL FEELS SO CONRETE. and i sure as hell AM Going to continue to use this with every single OC I have until google drives is set ablaze- Just!!!!!!!!

Also; link directly to the doc, just copy the file and you have your own lil template!!!!

[fluffypalmtree]

HELLO WORLD!!!