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*feels my body get anxious for no reason* what is it boy, what do you see?

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hey guys one day january will be over it's not today but it will be one day

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some kind of night last night. what was supposed to help didn’t, I only stayed firmly planted in my head. heaps of denial and self-loathing, even now lolol but it’s actually not fucking funny. apparently I just wake up in the morning and decide to look the other way

am I losing myself? not being true to myself? am I causing myself unnecessary pain? yes yes yes

did you know that if you take your anti anxiety medication as prescribed, you’ll feel a calm wash over your being and although you know it’ll be short lived and doesn’t get to the root of the issue, it’s still much needed and appreciated. why don’t I do this every morning for work

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Когда-то здесь кипела жизнь

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desperately need to read or watch something that will alter my brain chemistry and turn me into a new person

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starting tomorrow i will be a real person in this world

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crawling out of my skiiiiiin

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inside me there are two lungs. and one liver. one stomach. a few meters of intestine. there's a lot inside me actually

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Longyearbyen, Norway

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LGBTQ+ couples and activists celebrating the legalization of gay marriage in Thailand, which takes effect January 23rd. Thailand is the first country in Southeast Asia and the third place in Asia, after Taiwan and Nepal, to legalize same-sex marriage. (via AP)

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had the most fucked up dream about dad last night - we were at his funeral, he was alive but at any moment he’d be gone. I couldn’t breathe the entire time, choking on my sobs, feeling like I’d pass out. I grabbed his hands and looked at his face and asked if he’d visit us often in our dreams and he said yes

He had chemo today after over a month without. His hair is growing back into a mini faux hawk, so are his eyebrows and mustache. He’s been eating cbd gummies everyday and getting the munchies and one of his favorite things to eat is a gas station hotdog with lots of mayo, a line of mustard, and sauerkraut. He messages our family group chat to say good morning, have a pleasant day at work, have a good day at school grannies, love you guys.

I feel so lucky to still have both my parents. I appreciate coming back home every week and just being around them, whether we’re talking, drinking our morning coffee, watching a movie, watching the news, cooking. My sisters bring their kids over more often, so my 3 year old niece is finally comfortable enough to be her goofy self around us.

Its’s also their 32nd(?) wedding anniversary this month 💕

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The only acceptable ads should be shit like "groceries on sale" and "free event at the local library"

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this got me i must sayyy