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//You've been gone so long I forgot how amazing your writing is and how in character your Roy is

Oh gosh this makes me want to cry, I promise I wont be gone long I may still come on from time to time I just need to wait until my hands get a little better~

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A Sorry Announcement

It is with great regret I come to you now. I have been super silent over the last few for many reasons, partly because of my health, partly because I’ve been struggling to find the words to say this. 

I’ll be going on hiatus for a while. 

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[flameofishval]

A Sorry Announcement

It is with great regret I come to you now. I have been super silent over the last few for many reasons, partly because of my health, partly because I’ve been struggling to find the words to say this. 

I’ll be going on hiatus for a while. 

I don’t know what it is, but lately I’ve just been struggling, I can’t seem to do anything. I’ve been so antisocial to the point of people I used to talk to every day haven’t heard from me for weeks. I don’t know what’s wrong and I don’t want to upset anyone which is why i’ve partly been putting this post off.

But yesterday after a doctors appointment I realized I need to take a step back.

I have a swollen shoulder muscle an inflamed elbow and I found out the reason my hands have been locking up; something called Raynauds, which is to do with the blood vessels in my hands constricting in the cold so it doesn’t get enough oxygen and blood flow.

I’ve always had a lot of problems with my hands but lately it’s been super painful to-type my joints would lock up and my fingers would go numb. I’ve been dropping things and I have no grip.

As a writer this is mildly irritating. As an artist it’s horrifying I keep dropping my pencil/pen and it’s driven me to tears more than once..

I still have all the muse just no will to write and when I do write it can cause me quite a lot of pain.

It makes me feel even worse because I want to write and I just fumble over my words like a useless idiot. My brain is a mess and I think the best thing I can do is take a step back and collect myself and my thoughts before I ruin one of the best things I have.

You guys are more than welcome to come chat to me on skype or on my personal kittiofdoom but I can’t make any promises that I’ll be good conversation.

But for now, or at least until my hands stop playing up I’ll be lurking.

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He rubbed his hand, in a gesture of mock hurt before he straightened.

"Can't take a little heat, my dear?" He purred, enjoying Edwin's pain. He couldn't help it.

"I don't want to fight you because I don't want to hurt you, why must you make everything about violence? You'd have thought all that travelling would've done your temper some good, but in fact it seems even shorter." He was half speaking in jest, half serious a look between concern and smugness settling on his face.

       Smacking his hand away again, scowl still on her lips— very much wishing she had her metal hand right now so it’d hurt just a bit more when she punched him in the fucking jaw."Stop laughin’ at me ya jackass! And if you don’t wanna fight then don’t get me angry on purpose—"

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[ I'm probably gonna work through drafts a little and cut down~ if I drop a thread and you want to pick it up again, please let me know~ I'm just a little overwhelmed.]

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Well I hit 200 Followers on Christmas Day, I cannot believe how far I have come. Thank you all so much.

For my 100 follower celebration, I did a follow forever, I'll probably do another one of those at 250, but this time I'm gonna do something different.

So I'm gonna do a giveaway.

First Place gets

a banner/graphic of choice like these

A drawing from myself (My art blog is here)

And 10 Icons like these 

Second Place Gets

A Banner/Graphic

5 Icons

And Third Gets

3 Icons

Rules

Likes and Reblogs only count once.

You must be following me

The Giveaway Ends 15th January

Good Luck everyone and thank you once again!

[flameofishval]

—————————-& the amount of ʙʟᴏᴏᴅ                                  I have on my h a n d s is enough to make                 you think TWICE about ever                                                                     loving                                                                                         me.

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I’m so sorry it’s late, but this is a gift for my FMA Secret Santa, flameofishval!

You said in one of your answers that you think Col. Mustang’s greatest gift would be spending time with people he cared about, so I tried my best.

I really hope you like it ;u;

Happy Holidays!

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Reblog if it's alright for your muse to be given Christmas presents by other people's muses

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"Merry Christmas, Colonel. N-need me to take you somewhere for Christmas Eve?"

Roy tilted his head towards her, lowering it slightly.

"Pehaps a visit to see Hughes, then Gracia, then I think we should head home. I just want a quiet evening.."

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Tagged By: lightningxatxmidnight Name: Harley Nicknames: H, Syroodlenoodle, Remi, Riley, Ren, Quinn, Chibi (I have a lot of weird nicknames aha) Birthday: 4th November Gender: Female Sexual Orientation: Pansexual Height: 5’6 Favourite Colour(s): Blue, Red, Green growing fond of lilac Time and Date at the Moment: 7:57pm 24th December Average Hours of Sleep: 5-7  Last Thing I Googled: Cheesecake Recipe One Place That Makes Me Happy: My desk chair How Many Blankets I Sleep Under: One sheet, one blanket wrapped around me like a cocoon  Tag five people you want to know better! The first 5 people that read this that haven't done it yet.

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Important. Not putting this under a read more because you need to see it. I will NEVER understand it when someone with the same muse as you sends hate, writes negative things indirectly aimed at you, and overall just gets hostile. While it is understandable that people get insecure about portrayals and who has the nicest theme/icons/posts blah blah   why can’t people of the same muse just think: "Yeah cool ! they write them differently, wow awh yeah sweet u go wonderful person!"

you don’t even have to follow each other or interact but stop being so hostile and negative, we are all here to have fun we all choose our characters for our own reasons                                             lets celebrate that

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holds out a wrapped gift containing a bottle of expensive xing sake. " Merry Christmas Colonel bastard.....

His eyes widened slightly, fingers brushing against the wrapping and causing the papers to crinkle.

"I....." His words caught in his throat and he took the present gently. "Thank you.." He murmured, eyes downcast towards the ground.

"You seem to have caught me as a surprise..I wasn't.. I never.." He chewed on his words trailing off into silence, clutching the package to his chest gently.

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He sighed heavily, shoulders slumping as his mouth opened and the truth came flowing out.

"Yes, yes I have feelings for them!" He snapped, throwing his hands up in a exasperated gesture.

"mmmm...How do you feel about Fullmetal? Cause I've been hearing some interesting rumors lately... And remember you cant tell a lie~"

For the next five questions my muse can not tell a lie. 1/5

He screwed his face up for a few moments, fists flexing before clenching at his sides.

"I care about Fullmetal a lot… I find they are capable and smart and… rather extraordinary… since I don’t have a choice but to tell the truth about the matter. What they have been through… what they have achieved… it’s …simply amazing."

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What are you getting Riza for Christmas?

For the next five questions my muse can not tell a lie. 2/5

"Well, there is a fantastic bottle of wine with her name on it, a brand new gun cleaning kit, some treats for Hayate, some flowers and a necklace." Roy clamped his hand over his mouth.

"Don't tell her." He mumbled through his fingers.

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"Merry Christmas Eve~"

Roy smiled warmly, offering his arm to the woman. "And a Merry Christmas Eve to you too, my Riza. Shall we spend it together?"

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"mmmm...How do you feel about Fullmetal? Cause I've been hearing some interesting rumors lately... And remember you cant tell a lie~"

For the next five questions my muse can not tell a lie. 1/5

He screwed his face up for a few moments, fists flexing before clenching at his sides.

"I care about Fullmetal a lot... I find they are capable and smart and... rather extraordinary... since I don't have a choice but to tell the truth about the matter. What they have been through... what they have achieved... it's ...simply amazing."