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What I did to give it all....virtually.

Can do tomorrow??? 😆🤭🥵😂

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Who is that guy that appears in my dream? It felt like, we were interested in each other... Never ever seen his face in real life before. His sweetness and the playfulness...but I didn't get a chance to get his number 😂 I know it was just a dream...but I feel like I want that kind of person in real life. Like, I want to have that kind of boyfriend so bad right now...🤭🤭 Does God writes my destiny to meet such a person some day??? Sigh....

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The so-called CB 2.0 is starting tomorrow..

So annoying..from 8 pax to 5 then down again to just 2.Just as the beginning of Hari Raya. And who's fault is that? A lot cases came from the airport.

I'm gonna b bored to death I guess...friends not helping at all. This time I am jobless, still procrastinating on looking for one. I dunno myself either. I'm telling myself..next week..next week...but I'm not moving.

I should be continue praying but I missed Subuh and now....is my body too relaxed or am I just plain lazy?

I should just stay dead for now 😒

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Momma....you're so cold...

I couldn't get the last warmth from you

It's regrettable somehow..

But I don't want you to suffer so long...

I hope you'll be warm there...

I'll warm you with du'a... Insya Allah..

I couldn't get your prayers and blessings anymore..

I wouldn't hear your calls and asking my whereabouts, and all that nagging and whatnot...All that, no more...

I couldn't get to complain to you anymore..

I'm sorry I'm always angry...

Who do I turn to after this?

I've guessed that you will be gone once that one son came...but I ignore it...

I know I'm seeing you sighing so loud...the little inside my heart was worried...I was against you laying too at the right side...part of me wanted to stay..forget about work..but I had to...

That was the last moment saw you still living...and Sri pat you to sleep...I don't forget to turn the Ayatul Qur'an before I left for work.

Momma... I saw you asleep...

And that was the last time I saw you sleep...

This morning....the life in you has gone... I knew it....did I deny it? I dunno....but I knew...you have left...to Allah...

If I were at home I would've looked if you're still breathing....

But Momma, it's okay...

Alhamdulillah the suffering has ended...

I have to work hard to meet you again...

Goodbye for now Momma...

I love you... I didn't say this to you..but I hope you know that..

09092020

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Miss my kitty at home ㅠㅠ 22hours.... #catsofinstagram #gingerkitty #petsofinstagram #gingerLeo (at Eungam) https://www.instagram.com/p/B8WW--yhwfk/?igshid=f2gofpj9kc4a

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#ceritasemalam #yesterdaychillin #BEAUTIFULKILLERHONGBIN #HappyHongbinDay #HappyKongDay https://www.instagram.com/p/B3A0J8-hmlk/?igshid=1dldl8vz2hg1w

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Petition to call fans of both VIXX and Monsta X Starbebes!

Reblog if you agree!

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leo getting scolded by hyuk 😂

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Masya Allah..Thanks for all the well wishes and prayers.. Alhamdulillah for I am blessed of still having my Mom..even at the newly turned 80,with at times having a weak strength..I would not trade it for anything else in this world..I dun even want to think of the "what ifs".....😔 Let's be thankful for now..So,that you will not regret it later.... #momsbirthday #lovemom #thankyou https://www.instagram.com/p/Bt0J8XqhSJz/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=10bvteskhycbv

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Resting #04022019 #cnyeve #staycay https://www.instagram.com/p/BtdFBrNhR64/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=x3wr0evg8wvt

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Suddenly froze from grooming when I sneezed 🤣🤣 #catsofinstagram #kittensofinstagram #gingercat #gingerkitten #mygingerLeoakaserundingakaboboi 😆 https://www.instagram.com/p/BtAtPgFhLFM/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ko5u9bae5jti

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Opening +Idol #ceritalepas #BTSLoveYourselfTourInSg #190119 https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs4RJaxhIvj/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1omoj4jsnkh29

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#BTSLoveYourselfTourInSg https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs0UDCshhoL/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=10ko5fyhwll28

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View from restricted zone xD #BTSLoveYourselfTourInSg https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs0Ly8UBxJX/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=wvdi2l1vjwb1

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#Morning2019 #01012019 #Tuesday https://www.instagram.com/p/BsEZxJPhZgR/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1fcxh5mwg082k

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Kita jalan2 cari makan #newyearseve #31122018 #chillaxing (at Haig Road Market Food Centre) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsDbrjAB_E7/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=j193dpf83cnm