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When you're mean to me this is who you're being mean to. (picture of tiny kitten or something) When you're being nice to me you're being nice to an altogether different creature

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redesign your pussy. we know how to do it. coochie calculations. put them into action

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yeah it's called my mutuals circle on tumblr

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collect girl cubes to level up your girl level and unlock new abilities

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microwave popcorn is such a beautiful technology. captures the full range of sensory and emotional experiences. there's even a part where it gets loud and scary. the 1812 overture of cheap snacks

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How do you get the courage to transition/come out? Right now I'm studying at a small college and I just feel a crippling lack of anonymity. The idea of coming out to my teachers or classmates, or even being recognized by people who knew me as a guy, feels so extraordinarily terrifying and shameful. I'm so terrified of attention in that regard, especially if it's negative. I know that it's a bad idea to wait for a better situation, but I just never got over caring about how people perceive me and the idea of transitioning is legitimately paralyzingly scary. I feel like I just need someone to force me to.

anon, i love you. this shit is hard and i know the feelings you are talking about. i wish i had better news for you, but nobody is going to force you. in fact pretty much every institution and cultural norm on earth as well as the existing biases of probably a majority of people everywhere are all inclined toward discouraging you from doing this.

but estrogenesis, i hear you cry, that's not encouraging at all. it isn't. but i have good news too. you wouldn't be asking me this if you weren't already sure that this is something that you want and need. the hardest part -- not knowing -- is over. i understand the impulse to look around you and wish that it looked less like an uphill battle, and to fixate on the pushback you will probably get from outside. but the solution isn't going to come from reducing that pushback, it's going to come from overcoming it.

you are, understandably, intimidated. but the thing is, you're only looking outward. my advice to you is to look inside. do you want this? i think you do. do you love yourself enough to decide that you deserve it? do you love yourself enough to say that it's yours, that everything that comes with it is yours? you will never move forward if you are waiting for anybody to give you permission because on this bitch earth? they never, ever will. you have to love yourself so much that you can decide that you have a right to this and you'll be god damned if anybody's going to stop you. you're not seeking their permission, you are doing your fucking thing and anybody who doesn't understand can get the fuck out the way.

i wish i had a better answer to "how do i get over caring about how people perceive me" than "you just have to love yourself so incandescently that they can't even cast a shadow in your direction" but that's basically it. take some time, mourn the idea that everybody's gonna like you, and then put on some 2024 kendrick lamar & make up your mind that anyone who isn't on board is dead to you. that's the best advice ive got. i love you.

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The Room (2003) Dir. Tommy Wiseau

The Room Messiah (2006) Dir. Tommy Wiseau

Children of the Room (2013) Dir. Tommy Wiseau

God Emperor of the Room (2018) Dir. Tommy Wiseau

Heretics of the Room (2021) Dir. Tommy Wiseau

Chapterhouse: The Room (2022) Dir. Tommy Wiseau

Prelude To the Room (2036) Dir. Brian Wiseau

Legends of the Room (2039) Dir. Brian Wiseau

Hunters of the Room (2043) Dir. Brian Wiseau

Sandworms of the Room (2044) Dir. Brian Wiseau

Paul of the Room (2045) Dir. Brian Wiseau

The Winds of the Room (2046) Dir. Brian Wiseau

Sisterhood of the Room (2049) Dir. Brian Wiseau

Mentats of the Room (2051) Dir. Brian Wiseau

Navigators of the Room (2051) Dir. Brian Wiseau

Princess of the Room (2060) Dir. Brian Wiseau

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What's it like being the prettiest girl in the whole world ??

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L0C4T1ON SET [Northern Hemisphere] I5 EXPER1ENCING A S3ASONAL CCCALEND4R SHIFT. TAKE TIM3 TO ENJOY FR3SH THINGS 4ND REL4X, 0KAY?

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How do you get the courage to transition/come out? Right now I'm studying at a small college and I just feel a crippling lack of anonymity. The idea of coming out to my teachers or classmates, or even being recognized by people who knew me as a guy, feels so extraordinarily terrifying and shameful. I'm so terrified of attention in that regard, especially if it's negative. I know that it's a bad idea to wait for a better situation, but I just never got over caring about how people perceive me and the idea of transitioning is legitimately paralyzingly scary. I feel like I just need someone to force me to.

anon, i love you. this shit is hard and i know the feelings you are talking about. i wish i had better news for you, but nobody is going to force you. in fact pretty much every institution and cultural norm on earth as well as the existing biases of probably a majority of people everywhere are all inclined toward discouraging you from doing this.

but estrogenesis, i hear you cry, that's not encouraging at all. it isn't. but i have good news too. you wouldn't be asking me this if you weren't already sure that this is something that you want and need. the hardest part -- not knowing -- is over. i understand the impulse to look around you and wish that it looked less like an uphill battle, and to fixate on the pushback you will probably get from outside. but the solution isn't going to come from reducing that pushback, it's going to come from overcoming it.

you are, understandably, intimidated. but the thing is, you're only looking outward. my advice to you is to look inside. do you want this? i think you do. do you love yourself enough to decide that you deserve it? do you love yourself enough to say that it's yours, that everything that comes with it is yours? you will never move forward if you are waiting for anybody to give you permission because on this bitch earth? they never, ever will. you have to love yourself so much that you can decide that you have a right to this and you'll be god damned if anybody's going to stop you. you're not seeking their permission, you are doing your fucking thing and anybody who doesn't understand can get the fuck out the way.

i wish i had a better answer to "how do i get over caring about how people perceive me" than "you just have to love yourself so incandescently that they can't even cast a shadow in your direction" but that's basically it. take some time, mourn the idea that everybody's gonna like you, and then put on some 2024 kendrick lamar & make up your mind that anyone who isn't on board is dead to you. that's the best advice ive got. i love you.

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these pictures of slenderman at dashcon will forever be like my favorite thing ever

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girl: "so what do you do?"

Me looking away bashfully: "I am the subject of diverse and meaningless cruelties"

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“Blah blah blah I love this I love that”

-Typical song lyrics— and yet people would rather listen to that trash than my podcast (I discuss films from a Men’s perspective)

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