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findingsunshine-blog2 · 4 years ago
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I'm very proud of myself. I'm proud that I had the courage to say goodbye which was the hardest thing to do. I'm proud that I overcome the pain of letting go, that I learned to live and fight every day without you. I know this process was really hard and I'm very proud of myself to say I loved you for 5 years and now I'm finally over you.
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findingsunshine-blog2 · 4 years ago
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In my 23 years of existence i never cared about my future. During school years all I did was do my assignments and comply at deadlines. I just go with the flow and I don't have specific goals and directions in life. Maybe it's true that at this age a lot of people don't know what they want in life and everyone is confused.Until today came and I wanted to become something i will be proud to see in the future. I will work harder each day and i hope when i will see this post again maybe after 3 to 5 years later. I could say that I've never been prouder of myself.
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findingsunshine-blog2 · 5 years ago
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GIRL POWER!
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findingsunshine-blog2 · 5 years ago
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Be the person you ever wanted to be
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findingsunshine-blog2 · 5 years ago
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How long will it take to find the right person? Like the right one. It's just weird that you need to be married or be his/her live in partner first to fully know the person you once said you wanted to spend the rest of your life with. But again after couple of years of being together in the end you'll just discover that you made the worst decision of your life which is choosing him. And fuck. All the efforts and years together was wasted in just one mistake which is being dumb in love. Like how can you start over? Money and efforts maybe they didn't matter. You can earn money and you can give more effort but TIME? You cannot bring back time. You cannot go back to the past and youth. It's just frustrating that you've wasted long years to the wrong person and will continue live it today and the rest of your life.
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findingsunshine-blog2 · 5 years ago
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The universe is working for the best life story for you
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findingsunshine-blog2 · 5 years ago
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I'm a girl who likes someone who barely knew me. I can't tell him because obviously how? I can't send him a random messages because I'm afraid he'll think I'm weird or what. I'm just thinking what if this world works the other way around. Like girl will confess her feelings to boy and boy will decide if he pursue her or tell her she should stop her feelings.It's just hard to be a girl. Agree?
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findingsunshine-blog2 · 5 years ago
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It was a tiring night in no extraordinary day
I had been trying to escape the mess where I'm drowning
It's on the bus where I found you sitting next to me
You were wearing a black face mask, I can't hardly see your face but I don't give a shit
In the mid of the ride I had suddenly felt dizzy and it's because of the aircon maybe
I asked you to close the aircon at the back so you did
Maybe you felt my discomfort and tried to fix the aircon at front and asked me "are you still cold?" quickly you removed you're jacket and covered it on my body like a blanket
I didn't know how to feel
I never thought even a second that anyone would do that for me. Maybe it was a small gestures but for the first time I felt that I belonged.
Before you left, you introduce yourself using your first name so do I. I want to ask more about you but before I did you're on your way out. I felt disappointed to myself. I'm helpless.
Before you walk away you told me take care of myself. And that moment I lost you.
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