findingmyelysium

[findingmyelysium]

03.01.2022

Dear diary,

It still feels weird, ya know? Spending most of your time in an empty room with no one to talk to. It feels... lonely. I feel lonely.

It's 2 a.m. I should sleep. Maybe when I wake up things will be better.

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bts: home @ jimmy fallon

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This is so wholesome tho ✨

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Aye welcome to the world chen's

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choose your fighter

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Thank you so much for the support baby. I love you

My beautiful and talented friend/soul sister @findingmyelysium in a K-Pop dance group.

They just released their cover of MAMAMOO's 'HIP'.

Show some love to her and the crew, they did a FANTASTIC job!!

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Beeetch how are youuuuuu I miss youuuuuu how was schoool

BEEETCH I'M FINE I THINK I FINALLY GOT MY SHIT TOGETHER AND I'LL BE RELATIVELY PREPARED FOR THE JANUARY MOCK EXAMS

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I'm-

Well, a hoe gotta hoe 🥴🥵🤙

Tagged by @loser-dot-com 💕

Tagging @isearchedtheyooniverse @optimizche 🌈

And yes, I'M ALIVE. I'M STILL HERE

Okkiiiee I was tagged by @smut-wars to do this so thank you I'm excited! Haven't done a tag in a while :)

Am I surprised it's hwa??? No and that meme is killing me cuz if I looked over and he was there that would be my face 😂😂

(And doesnt he just look beautiful...wow)

Anyways I'm gonna tag: @jongins-sidehoe @cafesan @dimpledsatan @actuallythatwaspromise @kodabodaa (cuz hey why not?)

No one has to of course! It's just for funsies :)

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okay but forreal...in an industry where a relationship could literally tank your career, raw dogging is a daredevil sport and I salute Chen and his contributions to the Pull Out Olympics. A fallen hero but a hero nonetheless‬!

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[!] Show your support towards Chen by posting nice and supportive comments and the pics above on their Lysn app on mobile. There are negative comments being posted among which asking him to leave the group(EXO). You can post even if you aren’t an ace member (don’t have the paid version).

Go to lysn app > search EXO > click on the first account that pops up > on EXO’s profile go to the side bar and look for “BASIC” > on BASIC you’ll see Chen’s letter.

Some korean phrases you can send for him with #순딩이들 #장군님 

• 앞으로도 함께 해요 (Let’s be together from now on too) • 항상 믿고 응원 할게요 (I’ll always believe in you and support you) • 종대야 항상 고맙고 사랑해 (Jongdae, always thank you & I love you) • 종대 덕분에 평생 행복해요 (I am always happy thanks to you) • 영원히 행복하길 바래요 (I wish for you to always be happy) • 저희는 종대 항상 사랑하고 자랑스럽게 생��해요 (We always love you & are proud of you) • 항상 여기 있을게! (we’ll always be here) • 오래 오래 사랑하자! (let’s love for a long time) • 종대야 축하애! (congrats!) • 무슨 일이 있어도 저희는 항상 종대 곁에 있을게요. (Always be by your side no matter what.)

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Jongdae had the AUDACITY to make an album about loneliness and heartbreak only to go home and enter the loving embrace of his soon to be wife’s arms. He said ‘Y’all lonely bitches need quality sad songs and I’ll provide that but that ain’t me lol’

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When we say exo paved the way we now include marriage rights for idols

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Well this aged well

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I'm an auntie-l now 💞

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Hello, this is Chen.

I had something to say to my fans, that is how I came to write this letter. 

I am unsure how to start this, so I am very nervous and anxious. But I want to be honest first to my fans, who have given me so much love, so I am uploading this letter, as lacking as it may be. 

I have a girlfriend, with whom I want to spend the entirety of my life with. There were many worries about what kind of situation may come of this at first, but so that my members, company, and the fans who have shown pride in me would not be shocked by sudden news, I was communicating with the company discussing with my members because I wanted to deliver the news just a little sooner. 

During that time, a blessing came to find us. A situation where discussing our plans with the company and members became necessady/unavoidable arose. I was very taken aback, but I was able to gain strength through this blessing. 

I was worrying about when and how to deliver this news, but I carefully mustered up the courage so that I would not delay it any longer. 

My sincere gratitude to my members, who gave me their sincere congratulations after hearing the news. And to all the fans who gave me, who is lacking, so much love, I give you my deep gratitude. 

I wjll alwags remember my thankful heart, and always try my best without changing/moving from my place. I will show a better version of myself that can return all the love you have sent me. 

Always, thank you. [trans]

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MAP OF THE SOUL : 7 — ‘Interlude : Shadow’ 

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I'M SCREAMING