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QUERY FROM // @seeksbrother

claire moves up to his desk, he's working hard and she knows it. but she's also being exceptionally needy at this point. who was she to deny herself. " you should pay attention to me. " she simply states, leaning forward to she could make eye contact with him, eyebrow arching. " i'm feeling neglected. "

Oh - she is not the only one to play sly games. When she finishes speaking to him, he lets a sigh pass him, reaching up to pull off those sunglasses of his, though his eyes stay closed for a moment, before flicking open, pupils widening then narrowing as orange-red eyes lock on to his target. He always has the look of a predator sizing up prey - and it is no different now. His lips curve upward slightly, easy for the untrained eye to miss - but not her.

" Tell me then - what would you have me do about that ? " His tone stays velvet smooth and perfectly calm, his gaze never once leaving her. " It sounds as if with such neglect, fantasies may come. Perhaps if you want to change how you feel, you should indulge in sharing your deepest desires with me. " He stands, moving a gloved hand to grip her chin, forcing her gaze to stay on his. Today is a day he very clearly wants to play a little.

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There's a distinct lack of confidence in the rookie which gives away everything Albert needs to know. A first - yet still eager to do it. A brow arches as he stares down at Leon. It all seems too... hesitant. Too gentle. A scoff passes his lips, and he speaks in a curt tone. " Really now ? I expected you to be a little more eager for this chance. Your eyes hardly leave my form when you think no one is looking. It's no surprise to the entire department. Everyone knows. Yet here you are - almost hesitant. This could go to any other person - yet I chose to allow you. Are you not appreciative ? Is this not what you want ? "

A gloved hand takes a harsh grip of blond locks, forcing Leon's head to stay tilted upward, looking at Albert. " I expected more from you. " It's said with the curt hint of disappointment. It functions as a test. To see if the rookie will try a little harder, show some more eagerness for him. He wants the blond before him to want him. To need him. It's not going to be as satisfying if that hint of desperation isn't there.

@finalparadigm sent A gloved hand takes hold of the rookie's chin with practiced ease, a harsh grip in place. The Captain leans in close, a low growl in his voice as he makes his demands of his rookie. "Get down on your knees and prove yourself worthy. I might fuck you yet, dearheart."

Blue eyes meet Wesker's as he grabs his chin in a harsh grip that is impossible to pull away from. Even if he were try to jerk away, Wesker's grip is so forceful, he doubts he'd be able to.

Already, he can feel the heat on his cheeks and he curses himself for it. He must look pathetic and foolish with the way his cheeks warm up and the way that growl sends shivers down his spine is unmistakable.

"....Uh....what?" He says lamely, despite how he knows what Wesker is asking of him but....he's never done that before. Not with a man, anyway.

But, he wants to please Wesker, and if Wesker wants his mouth on him - who is he to say no?

"Okay." Leon settles on saying so that Wesker will let go of his chin and when he does, Leon drops to his knees while trying to push away the nerves.

Is it obvious how he's never done this? Fuck, he hopes not.

Quickly, fingers work at Wesker's pants to get them undone. He does that with ease, working Wesker's already erect cock out of the fabric with ease.

Fingers wrap around his cock and he begins with a few slow strokes before he leans in forward, after a moment of hesitation, and gives a experimental lick to the head of Wesker's cock, watching his facial expressions and hoping for some kind of guidance.

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A small tidbit for the day; Wesker adores degrading his partner. Pushing them to their limits, making them prove worthy of penetration. When he can discern his partner is into it - it makes for a lot more fun behind closed doors.

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I'm still gonna be low activity on here since I'm getting more pains & of the like. Fatigue keeps setting in and I'm just going to do the smart thing and rest. Easiest way to cope with pain is to be dead asleep so I ain't feeling it tbh.

It's just been rough & I'm sorry if I've been distant or anything. It's literally I just feel like shit day in and day out and I'm doing my best to just deal with it. My blogs are really just... moving lower and lower on my priority list because it's just energy sapping and I don't have the muse right now because my moods been so low.

If you have my d/is/cord and wanna talk, plot, anything, I am around and can 100% handle that. I'll also do little dis/cor/d rps as well with people to a degree but I'm slow there too. I'm just gonna be picky with what I write because tbh it's at a point where I just need to write self indulgent stuff I like for me, you know?

So anyway I love you all and hope you're all doing well! I will... do stuff when I'm feeling better.

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There is one thing in the world Wesker can't do - he cannot kill Chris. No matter how many chances he gets, how many clear cut easy shots he has - he can't do it. He will always at the end of it walk away. He's not ready to have an end to it - at all. If he could keep it going, he would. He refuses to acknowledge his emotions and instead keeps treading this same cycle that keeps tearing into him. If Chris is gone - he doesn't know how he'll react. How it'll feel. He doesn't want to face it. What he truly wants, and he knows it, is Chris to come back to him. Wesker firmly believes Chris and him belong at each others side - whatever way that manifests as. He can't leave the thought of Chris behind, never fully. If Chris is to die - it has to be by someone else's hands. Wesker will never be personally able to deliver the killing blow.

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Okay I know I shouldn't want it but I want ships because honestly Wesker choking and yanking his partners hair to establish dominance is kind of getting me in a way.

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A good plot I'd like to do is a whistleblower on Project W after Umbrella is taken apart. Someone getting mad about losing everything and resorting to releasing the project to get back at those they saw as having failed them - leaving Albert to deal with the consequences.

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Things I want to explore; Wesker being forced to face that he never had the chance to develop head on. Facing that he has no control, who he is is someone else. Everything he is and wants to be is fake, it's someone else's dream he's pursuing. Facing up to the fact he never had the chance to choose anything for himself, form his own opinions, choose his own destiny.

This can come in him being pulled before death in 5, or him being pulled from the mansion after signs of life are there. Either way. I'm open to plotting this & writing it.

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The more I think about it, the more Paradigm is inherently a Wesker coded song. Particularly when taking into account that his ideals, his ideas, everything he believes, was taught to him. He didn't form his own opinions, he was told how to think and act from a young age. Sometimes he does look back on it and he wonders. Wherein two lines from the song fit this aspect well;

I have to question if these thoughts are mine To live forever but did something in me die?

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For once, he laughs, shaking his head as he does so. " If you sincerely think I am capable of such a feat, I will indulge you. " The doubt in himself is very clear. " I am much better at doing rather than skipping around the point. I wasn't allowed frivolity when I was raised. " There seemed to be a lot he was missing when he was raised. He barely remembers the earliest years - more over only the teachings he was given. He's wondered - from time to time - if his thoughts are truly his. He puts it from his mind as quick as it came in.

" Perhaps I may have the capability to learn. Far be it from me to judge myself before an attempt is made. "

              he's an interesting case, indeed.    she certainly found it very amusing that he accepted being a pebble, though she wonders if he's even willing to upgrade from that.    ❝ your life is long enough to dabble into a little fun here and there, it's not detrimental. ❞    charlie paused for a moment, thinking it over before giving a light shrug of her own.    ❝ but of course, everyone works differently, i'm not going to force anything. ❞    it's just what she finds interesting with the people around her  —  they work ever so differently.

               ❝ but i'd love to help upgrade your romantic skills of a pebble to anything but. ❞

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Wesker's vision has always been 20/20 with a distinct sensitivity to light. He's never discussed this, simply instead resorting to wearing sunglasses in any sort of light, real or artificial. It is in his best interest to negate light inflicted migraines. After time it just become second nature to wear the sunglasses - he started to see his reflection as weird without them.

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Slowly learning what it feels like to be Wesker right out of the shower.

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QUERY FROM @travechery

❛  it's impossible to look away.  ❜

A disgruntled grumble leaves Albert, running a hand through his unkempt hair. Being stared at the way he was by Leon - it's hard to ignore it. Maybe he shouldn't have caved to letting Leon into his home. Of course this was going to happen when they both woke in the morning. It's unfortunate Leon woke the same time as he did, or maybe he'd get away with getting ready and presentable. Right now ? He knows he looks almost normal. Nothing professional about the mop of blond hair that sits every which way on his head. Blue eyes close, and he shakes his head.

" I'd prefer if you looked away. This is hardly a presentable state for me to be in. " He mutters it, before getting himself up from his seat on the bed, shuffling off toward the exit of the room, going clearly straight for the bathroom across the hall.

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🐝  *  ―  𝑩𝑹𝑶𝑲𝑬𝑵 𝑰𝑹𝑰𝑺 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.  (  all of these are taken from the album ‘the eyes of tomorrow’ released in 2007 and 'x lover' released in 2021.  feel free to adjust to better fit your muses.  )

❛  you're attempting to bore me.  ❜ ❛  maybe we're all insane?  ❜ ❛  i see you enjoy this.  ❜ ❛  i'm feeling much better, my friend.  ❜ ❛  never again will i give in.  ❜ ❛  now fight, unless you're willing to die.  ❜ ❛  this is the moment i've been waiting for.  ❜ ❛  no doubt or fear, my view is now clear.  ❜ ❛  i've never felt so alive.  ❜ ❛  i still remember the way you said goodbye.  ❜ ❛  no matter how hard i try, i can't forget about love.  ❜ ❛  until the end of me, you'll be the death of me.  ❜ ❛  i dare you to cross the line again.  ❜ ❛  i'm waiting to be broken inside.  ❜ ❛  nothing from the past ever happens quite the same.  ❜ ❛  but i never expected that i'd underestimate my love for you.  ❜ ❛  i guess i'll spend another lifetime searching for a new hope.  ❜ ❛  it's impossible to look away.  ❜ ❛  i'm astonished by your absolute beauty.  ❜ ❛  set all your fears aside.  ❜ ❛  is this the part where we start our lives?  ❜ ❛  here comes the part where we start our lives.  ❜ ❛  i feel i've already been here.  ❜ ❛  so why does nothing make us wanna try?  ❜ ❛  just one touch, you can change my mind.  ❜ ❛  i can say the process is painless. that'd be a lie.  ❜ ❛  i don't have the strength to let you go.  ❜ ❛  deep within my soul, i've always known that you're everything i've ever needed.  ❜ ❛  just say the words and i'm all yours.  ❜ ❛  i'm scared to death of living this life without you.  ❜ ❛  how can this be wrong when it feels so right?  ❜ ❛  would you give me one more night?  ❜ ❛  i'll show you everything that you've ever dreamed of.  ❜ ❛  will you find your way home?  ❜ ❛  don't give up on me, i'm giving this my everything.  ❜ ❛  i still believe in you.  ❜ ❛  i'll fight any war with you and for you.  ❜ ❛  i wonder why i waited for you.  ❜ ❛  there's not a harder thing a man can do than pretend he's not in love with you.  ❜ ❛  i've been lost for a little while but i feel free.  ❜

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The real treat for anyone getting close to Wesker is seeing him every morning with his hair in a mess and all around his face. Seeing him with his guard down, grumbling as he wakes himself up from deep sleep.

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How easy it was to get people to submit. Having power - others understood to bend knee. Thoughts of using viruses to bring an arm back echo in the back of his mind, though Wesker knows better than to put that forward immediately. Such things don't go far often, considering it caused the loss in the first place.

" You will have to show patience. " He states it bluntly. " Such things do not come immediately. I will need to set some people to work on it. You'll have to stay in a facility with a team until such a time a replacement, a working one, can be built for you. " A pause, before continuing. " You'll then go through rehabilitation with it, then I will assign you to a detail. " It never hurts to have security around, especially with his plans. With any luck, based on previous infection, when he releases his engineered virus onto the world, perhaps the man before him would take to it instead of being destroyed by it.

" There are two ways to do this, but I am assuming you prefer the idea of bionics to the use of viruses to regenerate lost tissue. Either one can be done. "

The scarred male sighed. He himself was stressed. Angry and felt rejected by his country for something he couldn't do. He did owe Wesker. The fact he said that limbs were replaceable as if they had some sort of lizard dna stashed somewhere made Krauser somewhat skeptical as he cocked his head to the side.

"I seemed you out for that reason. The government threw me away like trash. But you know power. I..apologize for my demands." He gave a slight nod towards Wesker's words. Actually taking the moment to let them sink in. Times of life left him cold and distant from people. But leon he missed. So he by all means was willing to do anything.

"I'm desperate. A wolf in a damn cage. You can do it. I'll gladly pledge my life to you. No questions asked." But that was a mistake. He knew what he was doing. And he was willingly walking into an obviously placed trap into making a deal with a devil. That didn't matter.

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Wesker kind of matches Jareth from Labyrinth at the end when he's questioned how he's been generous and he goes off;

"Everything that you wanted I have done. You ask the child to be taken, I took him. You coward before me, I was frightening. I have reordered time, I have turned the world upside down, and I have done it all for you. I'm exhausted from living up to your expectations, isn't that generous?"

While truthful it's twisted and put in a manipulative light. It's hard to deny, but the way it's worded puts him in a better light. It's how he conducts himself if he ever manages to keep someone at his side.