Fillmat = PHIL MATejtschuk. Yes it's a ridiculous name, but we'll move on. I post whatever I deem worthy enough to dangle in front of you bloody internet people, you. Be that knicker-soakingly funny pictures, music you should definitely bother to listen to, or just me ranting on about my breakfast that morning being too hot or too cold or too breakfast-y. EXPECT SOME MILD WIT AND A DISTINCT LACK OF PROFESSIONALISM OR SENSIBLE BEHAVIOUR.
Don't wanna be here? Send us removal request.
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also, if you're wondering why I'm reblogging myself, it's because I'm reblogging from years ago. I'm not an idiot. Well, I am an idiot, but not being idiotic in this instance. Yeah.
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I’m not sick, but I’m not weeeeeeell and it’s so hoooooot ‘cause I’m in heeeeeeeeeeeeeeell!
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I want to be the kind of person who can do that. Move on and forgive people and be healthy and happy. It seems like an easy thing to do in my head. But it’s not so easy when you try it in real life.
Susane Colasanti, Waiting For You (via barbieandken)
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i'm going through every post on my blog
cos I'm rather enjoying it. Which sounds self-involved, but it makes sense that I would enjoy the things that I chose to reblog... so what the hell.
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It'll probably get boring me reblogging everything you post, but that's your fault for posting my exact thoughts exactly.
^THIS.
When did sex become so impersonal?
Because I always believed it was pretty personal, possibly sacred even between two people who gave a shit about each other.
You know what I’m too tired to rant.
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yknow, those lyric things? With the musical accompaniment? Well here's a rough version of: One Way Street (At Your Convenience)
Sick of being at your convenience, hanging on your every word, well I've got a few of my own. Sometimes I dream of being alone. Sick of fearing my own shadow, of watching where I step For each smiling Kodak moment There’s two I want to forget
And we said that we would not grow old We’d forget what we'd been told We said we’d gaze up at the stars, until we’d counted the last But now I think the moments past
Sick of sickness, the nervous feeling You’ve left here in my gut Well I’ve given up all hope Guess I’m tying my own rope
The feeling’s mutual, when it’s convenient on and off like a light Takes one word that I say To cause a fire that will burn all day
And we said that we would not grow old We’d forget what we were told We said we’d gaze up at the stars, until we’d counted the last But now I think the moments past
I miss you dearly, I was so stupid I had you but you’re gone I hate the phrase "I’m moving on" Cos this is right where I belong
And we said that we would not grow old We’d forget what we were told We said we’d gaze up at the stars, until we’d counted the last But now I think the moments past
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reserving my right to mope slightly
considering recent events.
Hey, it's still better than being massively bitter and resentful! But decidedly less fun.
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There are no happy endings endings are the saddest part so just give me a happy middle and a very happy start.
Shel Silverstein (via cullandcoffer)
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“I’m bored’ is a useless thing to say. I mean, you live in a great, big, vast world that you’ve seen none percent of. Even the inside of your own mind is endless; it goes on forever, inwardly, do you understand? The fact that you’re alive is amazing, so you don’t get to say ‘I’m bored.”
Louis CK (via flowcat)
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Now that I think about it...
I'm actually quite looking forward to getting to know someone completely new... I've only ever really gone out with people who I knew from school, and now that that tie has gone, I get to do the proper dating thing, and actually find out about someone from scratch.
Sounds a mixture of exciting and terrifying. Indeed, in the words of the poet and scholar Ronan Keating, "Life is a rollercoaster, you've just gotta ride it". Oh, Ronan. So wise beyond your years.
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I dunno what's happened with you mdear, but this couldn't be more relevant to me either. And MAN IT SUCKS. But mindless enthusiasm, eh :)
I know now that it's not that you gave up on me.
Because you never did.
You just don’t love me anymore, and that’s worse.
You’re everything that I want, and I couldn’t even make you stay.
I am worthless.
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^This Would love a decent 2:1. A first is just a dream.
Just under 15 hours
until dissertation results are released. Holy shit I am nervous.
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Hello by the way
I'm not usually this miserable - I just happen to have a very important interview tomorrow ( to get into RADA) and have just split up with my girlfriend.
GREAT TIMING YEAH
But it is the perfect time for a new beginning :) So HELLO and welcome to the mindless-enthusiasm-and-optimism train. Please keep your arms and legs inside the carriage at all times. Choo. Choo.
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I'm back.
Nearly 22 years of alleged knowledge and experiences - yet I still feel about five years old, and still feel utterly useless in knowing what to think, say or do. The unavoidable futility of being human. That's the thoughtful stuff out of the way. On a lighter note, I'm back to blog. Will be interesting to see how tumblr has changed, cos I know I have.
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