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Nabi, to be honest I grew a lot and still growing, back then I thought kailangan ko mahanap yung perfect girl para mag work yung gusto kong relationship, yun pala it's the other way around, I need to find the girl who is willing to make a relationship work with me and that's what makes it perfect. I'm grateful everyday and you're making me grow as an individual. Whatever happens, whatever conflict pagdaanan natin, now I'm starting to be more and more confident na kaya natin, so whatever happens, don't worry you always got me, just like how you're always there for me. Our past is history, our future is a mystery, thank you for making it through day by day with me, you are really a gift for me, and I'll always appreciate the present as long as you're with me.

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Noong simula

Ikaw ma'y nakita

Naitulak sa iba

Nanakaw ang saya

Ikaw nama'y nakasama

Magkasamang lumuha

Nang dahil sa iba

Tayo lang ang nagdala

At nung sila'y nawala

Nalinaw ang mata

Inintay maging handa

Ang tunay na saya

Sa tabi ng isa't isa

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"What makes me rare from other girls?" You asked.

What makes you rare aside from the combination of your boyish and girlish interests is your ability to understand and talk in a deeper level specially in your age range. How naughty and wholesome you are at the same time and how you are willing to grow from your fucked up situations while still embracing how fucked up everything is. How you care for others, and how brave you are for something that you love. Saying that you are the only like that would be oblivious and ignorant, yes we both are rare, but we are not the only ones.

But what makes us more rare or maybe the only one, is that we met each other at one of the most crucial moment of our lives and be able to be there for each other. The question would not be how rare we are anymore, the question would be, what are the things that only we could do from here on together, and how we can bring out the best version of one another?

Yes, we might be rare on our own, but meeting each other makes us the only ones from this point onwards.

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“If you could only use one word to describe me,” she said, “what would it be?” He thought for a moment, and opened his mouth to give his answer. “Selfish.” “Selfish?” She raised her brows in obvious surprise. “Why?” “Because you won’t allow anyone to share the weight of the world on your shoulders.” “Especially when it is pain,” he continued, “You just keep it all to yourself.”

Lukas W. // Forgotten Words #123 // Let me bear all of your pain and burdens with you (via somepiecesofmyheartandsoul)

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the other side

the world is always balance it's time to seperate dark from light it's time to build the yin & the yang

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Never let her know how much you love her or she’ll kill you with it.

Anonymous (Diary of an Oxygen Thief)

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"Leave me alone..... Don't leave me alone!"

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“This ain’t a movie and I know you can’t come with me”

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"And then I kissed your head, just like I always did"

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"There's no easy way to say goodbye, so baby just say goodnight."

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"Pain is never permanent but tonight it's killing me!"

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"Good love will find me!" Now! Go! Go! Go!

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Dream # 2

I dreamed about me and my friends going to space, but fuck, I'm afraid because I'm afraid at heights aaaand I think the view is so great I'm gonna die. It just sucks! I'm afraid to do something I love, what does that mean? Does it symbolizes something or what, I'll look into it. I also dreamed about school... that's weird.

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F(uck)acts # 2

I smoke, I drink, I love music, I love punk rock, pop punk, Metalcore, EDM, R&B, Dance, yep I love many genres! I actually hate seafood except fish and tahong (baked tahong with billions of cheese). I’m claustrophobic, I love the view of high places but I’m afraid of heights and those extreme rides. I want to learn parkour! My favorite superhero is Spiderman! Hahahaha what do you expect?! My favorite colors are black and blue, my favorite numbers are 4 and 9. I have depression and anxiety. I actually love to be happy, okay that’s contradicting hahahaha! I love to laugh, that’s for sure! I love to write thoughts and shits! I’m a Virgo! I love zodiac signs and stars, moon, universe! I want to get lost in it! My favorite bands? Shit that’s hard! but primarily : All Time Low, The Maine Twenty One Pilots aaaand Mayday Parade! Solo Artists: Jesse McCartney, Chris Brown, etc. DJs: Local: Patty Tiu, Ron Poe, Tom Taus, International: Zedd, Marshmello, Martin Garrix, Don Diablo, Tiësto, Hardwell, Juicy M, etc. Dancers: Ian Eastwood, Brian Puspos, Chachi Gonzales, Megan Batoon, Dytto, Skaters: Tony Hawk, Tony Alva, Rodney Mullen! That’s all I can think for now, I’ll just write random stuff and shits hahaha hope that’s fine with people! I’m out for now!

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*Just some thoughts, ewan basta! Minsan lang ako maging masaya nang mga ganitong oras kaya lulubusin ko na. Puta hahaha nagsusurvive pa rin ako sa school kahit sobrang tamad ko na! HAHAHAHAH buti anjan mga kaibigan ko. Ang kulit, iniisip ko kung pano ko matutupad mga gusto kong gawin pero napakatamad ko, pero gagawin ko yun! Pucha lalo na kung masaya ako, pag inatake lang ako ng disorder nagdidirediretso na pati katamaran! Gusto ko ulit bumuo ng banda, yung medjo active tas kaparehas ng jam ko, as in yung genre ko and stuff tas gusto ko rin matutong mag DJ, tas gusto ko pa magpractice pa mag skateboard, gawa ng dance crew, ayusin sound cloud ko yung tipong mala-Chelsea Ronqs yung quality, tas sa pagiging archi ko? ewan, gusto ko lang muna nang mas maayos na workplace tas magpractice pa magdrawing, yung design part nun? madali na lang siguro yun, identity ko naman mapapakita ko dun. Hmmm ano pa bang gusto kong gawin? Mag enjoy lang siguro sa mga ginagawa ko, kasooo nakakatamaaaad! Pag may plano di natutupad, yung plano naming vlog ng kaibigan ko di na natupad hahaha pati gaming vlog, covers, and shits puta ano na?! Photoshoot na di natupad, outing na di natupad, out of town na di natupad! puta dami kong gustong gawin! wala lang time! Meron siguro, naubos lang sa katamaran ko! Hahaha pano nga ba ako sisipag pucha! Gusto ko gumawa ng collection ng poems na ginawa ko tas stories, tas mga kanta kaso ewan di ko alam kung anong sisimulan ko, di ko rin alam kung magagawa ko lahat! Antok na ako! nood na lang ako one piece or nood ng vlogs or funny videos, ewan puta! hahahaha ayun umaga na, as usual, tanghali nanaman ako gigising, buhay batugan nanaman! back to reality. Pero kailangan ko nang magdecide ngayon kung anong sisimulan ko sa mga gusto kong gawin! Mag iisip na ako………1……2…..3….. -Bumili ng bagong music shits tas ayusin soundcloud, tas magcover, gawa songs and shits! okaaaay decided! P.S. : Promise ko sa kaibigan ko aayos na ako sa school tangina sana matupad ko! Tama na mga bigong pangako! Kikilos na ako! Boom! Babye Batugan! 3:56 am

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I want a Roaaadtriiip!

Ang saraaaap sa pakiramdam, kung marunong na sana talaga ako mag drive tas ipagamit sakin sasakyan or meron na akong sarili, magroroadtrip ako sa malayong lugar, isasama ko kahit sino basta kaclose ko hahaha tas tangina bahala na... bahala na mawala! Mga ganitong oras maganda yung langit...kaya mas okay kung na-oopen yung ceiling ng sasakyan or wala na lang top, tas soundtrip lahat ng gusto kong kanta.. witwiw! someday! hahahaha, star gazing sa malayong lugar, ewan basta someday, pag may time na, pag pwede na! Syempre may pagkain! Saka tangina walang magdadala ng bagahe, ibabato ko sa expressway yan!