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Things you should do if I end up dead

1. Travel to your favourite country

2. Buy loads of plants and put them on your bedside table because you need oxygent

3. Sing, dance or preform in any way in front of a huge crowd with a piece of me in your pocket, because i want to witness it even if im not physically there

4. Grow old with the person you love even if its not me

5. Dont you dare greet me on the other side if you dont complete this list fully because

6. When we finally meet, tell me about your journey, because i want to know what its like to achieve your dreams, what its like to live, because i was too selfish do leave before i do it myself.

See you soon ✨

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by Samir Sá

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Fight Club (1999)

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Nothing could end, if nothing ever began. It’s why I don’t wish to die, I wish to never been born.

My sad brain

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I hate breathing

Every time I hear my breath, a strong sense of anger gets me. I wish I could stop breathing. Every breath is a constant reminder that I have a finite number of breaths to take; and it’s getting smaller and smaller, breath by breath.  Same with my heartbeat. The time will come when my heart wont beat anymore and I hate that thought. It’s this stressful feeling that my time is running out. That I am wasting my available heartbeats and breaths doing absolutely nothing at all. My body is trying its hardest to keep on living while my mind is destroying itself. That is what frustrates me. You cannot unbreathe air. You cannot unlive your life. 

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Face to face we'll watch our bodies break

Grizzly Bear - Neighbours

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Alles stirbt, alles stirbt gerne.

Hermann Hesse - Klingsors letzter Sommer

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Gian Lorenzo Bernini (Italian, Naples 1598 -1680 Rome)

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If our minds stained the same way as paint stains our hands, I would be defiled entirely in purples and blues.

@jarfidd (via theprocast)

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Self-improvement is masturbation. Now, self-destruction…

Fight Club

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Feed the fire Break your vision Throw your fists up Come on with me

Pendulum - Watercolour