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sometimes, it's not so much about the romance as it is about the devotion. the adoration.

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happy new year

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absolutely disgusting that i have to create the the things i want to create

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Do you think Aaron would give apples to the Foxes when they annoyed him because an apple a day keeps the doctor away and he wants them to stay the fuck away from him

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Shout out to all the Black ppl that can no longer participate directly in the fandom they love because of the stresses of racism 👍🏾 you contain multitudes of value and I'm sorry that the color of your skin and the power of your voice makes people not want to acknowledge that.

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“nobody is making you do this” i am driven by unnatural forces you will never even begin to comprehend

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you ever hear anyone say something so dumb you have to draw a new yorker cartoon about it?

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I love using my phone in public surely I will not scroll past some strange image

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that picture of cas in deans wallet 

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my @aftgsecretsnowflake for @szecretary sorry it’s not very Christmassy 😔

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Also re: the fact it’s normal to have a period of time where you have no friends: sometimes this means no “real” friends aka still have people you know from work, school, family, neighbors, acquaintances, etc etc you interact with but are not close with and couldn’t go to for anything on any deeper level. But sometimes it actually does mean no friends. No social interaction, nobody to call, no other option, don’t talk to anyone for days, don’t know who would find out if you died. The thing is there really is coming back from both of those situations ofc it takes a good deal of work and can feel like pulling teeth to put yourself out there but god it pays off. You can always start over from scratch, and it’s true most people are just as lonely as you are

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You ever been in a state where you physically have no energy, but you're bored and socially understimulated so you kind of wish you could just invite people to come over like this:

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people all collectively coming to tumblr to see if ao3 is down for other people too or if it’s just them and their wifi is so poetically nostalgic when you think about it, because in some way, it’s the equivalent of those times in the past when you’re a kid and visiting your grandparents’ home and there’s a blackout and so you just walk outside of the house to see if your neighbors experience the same thing too. the ao3 is just. like. a modern version of that

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every social interaction i initiate feels like i’ve violated like 15 untold rules

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you ever just get in bed and ur like yep this is where i’m meant to be