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EMERGENCY

My friend was kicked out of their home and isn’t allowed to stay with me in mine. They will be completely homeless on the 2nd, please reblog and donate if you can. If you can’t, just reblog please.

They will have no food, no where to sleep or anything. They can’t go to their family as their family is incredibly toxic and abusive.

They just need a temporary home until they can get on their feet I.e. jobs accepting their interviews, low income housing accepting their applications.

Its about 100$ a week I think and about 600$ a month for a room at a hotel.

Please help.

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Hannibal just smiled, holding him as he sipped at his wine. "When you are completely capable of defending yourself?" He looked down at him. "As your therapist, i suggest it is best to fight your own battles, Mason." He kissed his forehead.

"Will will try to kill you. It is a dance he knows well and has since become a courting ritual." He explained. "If he tried to kill you, will you try to kill him back?" He looked down at him. "Or will you, in return, court him?"

Butting Horns {Mason}

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Hannibloom + quotes requested by anonymous

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I’m listening. I’m listening to you

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dessa lyric sentence starters.

❝  some nights i still can’t sleep.  ❞

❝  i prayed over your body, i asked god to take the damage out on me.  ❞

❝  anger is just love, left out, gone to vinegar.  ❞

❝  please put me down.  ❞

❝  i can’t ask you to show love, but would it kill you if you did?  ❞

❝  if they ask me i ain’t heard a thing.  ❞

❝  i heard from the rest of the world you’re in trouble.  ❞

❝  i think of you still, more than you might suppose.  ❞

❝  call me up, day or night.  ❞

❝  you chose this, you know it’s supposed to be over.  ❞

❝  i don’t suppose you’d tell the truth, so i won’t ask anymore.  ❞

❝  i don’t regret a single day.  ❞

❝  it was an accident.  ❞

❝  this was our very last chance.  ❞

❝  you’re looking desperate lately.  ❞

❝  take a minute now, think this through. give it a second and a bird’s eye view.  ❞

❝  looks like your afterlife is covered; i hope on earth you’re careful, kid.  ❞

❝  he doesn’t make me happy but he helps to still the shakes.  ❞

❝  you were always safe with me.  ❞

❝  i guess that makes us the survivors.  ❞

❝  i’m bad with names, shit, i’m bad with faces.  ❞

❝  when i lost you i lost a good love and a hand to bite.  ❞

❝  i didn’t come looking for love.  ❞

❝  i didn’t come to pick a fight.  ❞

❝  hello, it’s only me, i know it’s late.  ❞

❝  i’ve been having that dream again.  ❞

❝  i sleep uneasily when you’re not in my bed.  ❞

❝  can’t we just be friends?  ❞

❝  you once said if we were careful we could do this all our lives.  ❞

❝  i did it, i kissed him. i knew it would hurt you.  ❞

❝  don’t waste your worry on me.  ❞

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My first day of chemistry my teacher filled a balloon with pure oxygen and stuck it to the wall. He then held a lighter underneath it and it burst into a ball of concentrated fire so hard it made a large exploding noise and cracked three surrounding tiles in the ceiling.

the drum is filled with hot steam and then sprayed with cold water. the pressure on the outside of the drum is far more than inside. the pressures try to maintain and find balance taking the drum as a casualty.

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Mads Mikkelsen - Wilbur Wants to Kill Himself

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Hannibal rewatch: Apéritif (1x01)

Will meets Winston.

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Honestly, don't be afraid to just show up in my inbox at random

I may not be the kind of RPer that does all my drafts everyday, but I do often check my inbox/messages.

So if your muse misses mine, don’t be afraid to show up with a random text message or mini-para or sentence or question or whatever. I promise I won’t get mad at you.

This also goes for anyone who wants to interact with my muse. Just throw something random in my inbox. Even if I don’t answer it for some reason, I’ll probably message you back.

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Hannibal ignored his calls, working on cleaning up his basement of any evidence -he'd dispose of the body soon.

Running his bedding through the wash he came up and fastened plastic over the missing door in his kitchen before sweeping up the glass and soaking up the blood. It was such a messy night. So many people getting hurt, Will being one of them. Oh but he was sure the agent would show up again at his next session, ready to talk about what had happened. Then Hannibal would lower his guard and there'd be another attempt at his life he'd have to pay in kind.

Will enjoyed eye-for-an-eye like foreplay. Even if he didn't admit it. Or even realize it.

Once everything was clean he carried a bottle of wine and a couple glasses upstairs. "Now now, we don't want Jack coming back and finding the truth, do you?" He walked over and sat on the edge of the bed. He poured Mason a glass. A sort of sweet white 'after coitus' wine.

He placed the bottle on the stand and laid beside him, holding both glasses in his hand as he shifted Mason so his head was on his chestm "I am eager to see how Will is planning on exacting revenge on you." He mused wistfully as he handed Mason his drink.

Butting Horns {Mason}

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Touch my muse! Touching is a quiet way of conveying your feelings, so tell me how you feel with your touch!

Top of head: Sibling affection/parental affection

Hair: Yearning

Ear: "I want you to hear me out."

Nose: "You're so cute."

Cheek: "I want to tell you I love you."/Deep affection/Devotion

Neck: Dislike/Hate/Disdain

Shoulder: Worry/Concern for other/Fear

Waist: Possessiveness/"You are mine."

Over the heart: "I love you."

Butt: Sexual attractiveness/lust

Hip: Interest

Back: Wanting to kill/will betray you one day

Stomach: Fun!/Silliness/"Wanna go cause some trouble?"

Forearm: Indifference/Don't particularly care for

Biceps: Aggravation/Irritation/"You are an idiot."

Fingers: Friendship/amicable

Wrist: Fear of losing you

Knee: "Don't worry, I'm here for you."

Chin: Beauty/attractiveness

Thigh: Sympathy/empathy

Calves: "I will cause you pain."

Feet: "I will serve you forever."/Deep devotion and and feelings of servitude/extreme fealty

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Welp. Fuck.

So a while back I put up a thing for commissions (which I did this about a year ago but I became incredibly busy with work and didn’t have time to do them in a timely manner which is why I didn’t finish them because I was pretty sure a year later they probably didn’t want them xD). I mentioned I was getting evicted and any money I’ve received went straight to my Landlord. I JUST got a job, three days ago. I get paid Thursday but lucky me, my Gas was shut off, I lose cell service in like…three days and my electricity was just shut off. Like 10 minutes ago. Now it’s been hard enough going over to my mothers (who had been my abuser for years and sometimes still is) to take a shower. We have a grill to cook food, but now we have nothing. I have no way to keep my phone charged so my roommate can get call backs from places he applied to. I have no way to keep my phone charged so I can wake up in the morning and go to work. Any food I got (charity of my sister) is now going to go bad. I now no longer have AC running in the room my old ratty is in and my house gets up to nearly 103 degrees on a 80 degree day and for some reason (though riddled with windows and doors) this house has NO air circulation. So I’m going to have to suck it up. I’m opening commissions again: 20 for a picture.

This is my most recent. I would include a speedpaint but I’m lacking internet to do that. I will be able to do this is if I go sit over at my Mothers. But please, guys. I know I really don’t deserve to be commissioned or your charity, but both my roommate and I come from very abusive families. If I can’t get to work, I lose a job I worked hard to get in the first place. If I lose this job, I lose my house and have nowhere to go except in with my mother who heard “you ruined my life” more than “goodmorning” growing up. When she moved out 4 years ago I was literally a suicide risk for the first 6 months on my own. People had to come over to make sure I was still alive that’s how much anxiety I had. It took 4 years without her for me to recover enough -and with ALOT of help from my roommate- so I wasn’t hurting myself and I could leave the house and function somewhat like a human being. I don’t want to go back to her. I’m free of it. And the thought of going back and losing this…all that I worked hard for. No more self harm, no more suicide plans, i actually appreciate myself for who I am, I think I’m pretty. I didn’t. I don’t want to lose it again. I am terrified. I won’t go back. I’ll sleep for money before I let myself fall back where I was because honestly, sleeping with men who don’t appreciate me would honestly hurt less than living with her again. And I’m really sorry for such a heavy ass story. But I have spent my entire time writing this crying and really, i don’t talk about why I desperately throw out commission info. Stupid, if no one wanted to commission before they won’t now xD I fucked that up. Sorry. Still if anyone is interested in possibly helping me, I’m drawing any character, 20$. Can’t afford 20$? Please talk to me and we will sort something out! If you feel you want to help but don’t want a commission my paypal is dkell93@yahoo.com Please message me if you send money so I can give at least something. Please. Sorry again. Sorry.

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“Will Graham is not a lesbian.”

Hannibal S02E10 - Naka-choko script

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The looks in this scene 😖😖

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Second part for @furiarossa ‘s request! (In another style completely ahah, I have no consistency in my art whatsoever) I know you didn’t specifically asked for a merman AU, but I saw one in your dA gallery and thought it was a cool idea. I wish you a late Happy Birthday!