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I've been so back and forth about ayanamsa! I want to follow the steps of jyotish excellence, to learn from great teachers and understand thru a shared language - and i also want to explore my own evolution, to shape myself with presence!

So from True Citra, to Pushya Paksha, to Raman, to True Revati I'm travelling. I'll learn to codeswitch, to combine and curate.

Of course I'll listen to those who use the classics - yes, my Venus & Mercury in 6H Aries burns my ass sometimes, and my vargottama Anuradha lagna keeps me in devotion. Mars/Mars dasha with Revati 5H Mars/Sagittarius 2H navamsa makes sense! Aries Venus AK and Sagittarius being my Karakamsa makes sense! I'll learn from others with respect to their perspective, their wisdom. i'll alchemize.

Let me live in my little True Revati world, where my sun & moon are pushkara & my Leo Jupiter is vargottama! My AK is Dhanishtha Saturn, my karakamsa holds Venus, Mars & Ketu - we're building.

"If strong Mars is in Karakamsa, he will use the weapon spear, will live through fire, and be an alchemist."

"One will be endowed with a longevity of 100 years, be sensuous and will look after state affairs if Venus is in Karakamsa."

"If Ketu be in Karakamsa, one will deal in elephants and be a thief."

And i do! It's fun to play with destiny. I give thanks to those that taught me how to make it.

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Marry a Sun in 7th houser

Projection

As I said in a previous post about 7th house Sun, here the native has an underdeveloped ego. They do not feel respected enough, do not feel complete on their own. Every human wants a relationship but these natives NEED a relationship like it is their energy drink, batteries, electricity generator. Like their system wouldn't work if they are not relating to somebody all the time. Imagine driving a car with no lights at night, how hard is that. But let's say somebody else is telling you the directions, somebody else who knows the roadmap, somebody else who is guiding you, you can drive the car even in dark because of their instructions. This is what it feels like to have this placement. Like they do not have the same confidence in themselves but if someone else is by their side, they suddenly have all the confidence in the world. Reason being that they project themselves upon others and only understand themselves in relation to others. In this situation, she needs a man or close people to intuitively tell her who she is. She understands herself in relation to others; as a disadvantage of this placement, she can confine herself to identity like "Somebody's wife", "Somebody's daughter", "Somebody's friend". Ironically, she even likes that position. Yes, there is a secret desire to be independent, to be somebody on her own but the greater desire is to be dependent on someone else!

With these ladies, there is a sense of invisibility. As if they do not know who they are unless they are in a relationship or surrounded by other people. For ladies, it is always advisable to look up the birth chart of their mom and see the ascendant, moon and sun. It will show how her core personality has shaped and influenced your own core personality. For example, I find this description of Mother Complex in relation to 7h Sun daughter really apt because of how empty a daughter feels:

Identity with the Mother =

If a mother-complex in a woman does not produce an overdeveloped Eros, it leads to identification with the mother and to paralysis of the daughter’s feminine initiative. A complete projection of her personality on to the mother then takes place, owing to the fact that she is unconscious both of her maternal instinct and of her Eros.

Everything which reminds her of motherhood, responsibility, personal relationships, and erotic demands arouses feelings of inferiority and compels her to run away—to her mother, naturally, who lives to perfection everything that seems unattainable to her daughter. As a sort of superwoman (admired involuntarily by the daughter), the mother lives out for her beforehand all that the girl might have lived for herself. She is content to cling to her mother in selfless devotion, while at the same time unconsciously striving, almost against her will, to tyrannize over her, naturally under the mask of complete loyalty and devotion. The daughter leads a shadow-existence, often visibly sucked dry by her mother, and she prolongs her mother’s life by a sort of continuous blood transfusion.

These bloodless maidens are by no means immune to marriage. On the contrary, despite their shadowiness and passivity, they command a high price on the marriage market. First, they are so empty that a man is free to impute to them anything he fancies. In addition, they are so unconscious that the unconscious puts out countless invisible feelers, veritable octopus-tentacles, that suck up all masculine projections; and this pleases men enormously.

All that feminine indefiniteness is the longed-for counterpart of male decisiveness and single-mindedness, which can be satisfactorily achieved only if a man can get rid of everything doubtful, ambiguous, vague, and muddled by projecting it upon some charming example of feminine innocence. Because of the woman’s characteristic passivity, and the feelings of inferiority which make her continually play the injured innocent, the man finds himself cast in an attractive role: he has the privilege of putting up with the familiar feminine foibles with real superiority, and yet with forbearance, like a true knight. (Fortunately, he remains ignorant of the fact that these deficiencies consist largely of his own projections.)

The girl’s notorious helplessness is a special attraction. She is so much an appendage of her mother that she can only flutter confusedly when a man approaches. She just doesn’t know a thing.

She is so inexperienced, so terribly in need of help, that even the gentlest swain becomes a daring abductor who brutally robs a loving mother of her daughter. Such a marvellous opportunity to pass himself off as a gay Lothario does not occur every day and therefore acts as a strong incentive. This was how Pluto abducted Persephone from the inconsolable Demeter. But, by a decree of the gods, he had to surrender his wife every year to his mother-in-law for the summer season. (The attentive reader will note that such legends do not come about by chance!)

Narcissism in Husband

Like attracts like. Here with Sun in 7h, boyfriend/husband shows narcissistic behaviours, any of these:

Wanting attention to himself

Golden child of his family

Wants to feel powerful and authoritarian

Wants ego boost

Can be self-centered and selfish

My way or highway; decision maker

Was overly inflated by parents

Trophy husband;

Wants to be your center of attention

Feels important

Asserts his authority

Is faithful, Sun for some reasons gives loyalty to husband

Dominating - Submissive dynamic

Remember! Narcissistic behaviour is trauma response from repeated childhood neglect and abuse. You cannot fix him but he can heal himself if his birth chart is well balanced. Nevertheless, even though we cannot change how planets operate in house, we can become aware of them and lower our expectations - create boundaries - educate ourselves - care for ourselves.

Trigger warning = May offend someone; Ladies with sun 7H are actually quite codependent, submissive, wifey type. They are the ones to be the traditional wife, "my husband is my hero" type. So, although it may offend progressive minded people to think that she is giving up her power, but for the native it can be real choice between keeping the relationship by compromising some of her powers or be single. Relationships are hard sometimes for some natives especially when it is a major life purpose.

Marriage

It is highly advisable to take some break in your 20s and to find yourself, your identity, individuality, who you are when you are not around other people. It is hard and terrifying at first, but it will be like life changing exercise for you. This goes for Sun in Libra as well even if it is not placed in the 7th house because the sign will show the characteristics.

Nevertheless, once married, they are bound to lose themselves in their husband and IF THEY ARE MATURE, they can actually make the relationship work long term by keeping their powers, independent decision making, take the positive things from their husband while keep boundaries when he shows dominating behaviors. Remember! Maturity. Maturity. Maturity.

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my navamsa sun nak, if u mess w divisional naks hehe

Deity: Lakshmi (The goddess of wealth)

Deity:

Lakshmi

Associated Nakshatra:

Uttara Bhadrapada

Lakshmi Embodies:

Elegant and proper

Seen donning golden threads

Known for bestowing good fortune

Linked with goals, aims and objectives

Perceiving and offer "knowing" (education)

Grants spiritual awakenings

Helps give sudden realizations

Aids in realizing greatest potential

Bringer of prosperity

Higher chance of success in endeavors

Bestowed with great courage

The ability to persevere through hardship

Practical knowledge to work with

Connected to fertility

Blessing ones with children

Linked with renewable practical resources

Protecting and favoring farming and crops

Offering farm animals (usable resources in modern day)

Known for being a bit fickle in nature

Offers random or outside the box blessings

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Saturn nakshatra women with Rahu/Moon nakshatra men

(shit was made by incels btw)

(literally water sign women with air/earth sign men if you wanna be precise because those are literally the elements in this dynamic).

This is a funny stereotype.

"Saturnian women's cool queenly strength can have an emasculating effect on many men, just like her consort (Sun men) tend to have this effect on other male types as well." — Claire Nakti in her Uttara Bhadrapada video.

No, I don't think Saturn nakshatra women are particularly one way. But I do find it true that they are very misunderstood and can come off unapproachable/intimidating to others. Whether that's a conscious act on their part or not. For some people, they may find them out of reach or out of 'their league'. It's just the vibes Saturnian women give off, like they're inaccessible to most people.

Rahu and sometimes moon nakshatra men can be more receptive to them because they're also cold in nature. But it makes it seem like they're submissive to Saturn women when that's not actually the case. They just have less of an ego to put on this masculine front that other men put on. They love being around strong, 'colder' women because they don't like women feeding off of them or women who are dependent on them or incompetent. These men admire Saturn nakshatra women for their strength, competence and even their demanding nature that can be off putting to other men. Saturnian women's standards can make other men feel insecure in general, but Rahu men can find this very admirable as they have a similar mindset towards life (especially Swati). I think the same can apply to Mercury nakshatra men. And sometimes Venus.

I do think that Solar nakshatra men would feel incompetent or useless around Saturnian nakshatra women because Saturnian women are very self efficient and have high standards. Saturn nakshatra women are not impressed by the casual nature that Sun nakshatra men have, and Sun nakshatra men can feel like he can't keep up with her. Jupiter nakshatra men can also feel this way.

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Darakaraka Notes 𓆩♡𓆪

💙Welcome back the second in Future Spouse series. We will look at some more info about your future partner. 💜

Because there isn't much Darakaraka in houses, here it is, i hope this helps.

Don't plagiarise, repost, translate or sell as your information.

Disclaimer: I am not putting any major negatives in this one, let's keep it light.

How to calculate your Dk Planet-

Go to Farfaraway.com generate your birth chart, look at the degrees and choose the lowest degree planet, or their must be DK written, that is your Darakaraka planet.

#Rahu-ketu cannot be Darakaraka.

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𓆩♡𓆪 Darakaraka in 1st - They may know you before you know them, may approach you, will influence your outlook and thoughts, could be dedicated to you, spouse can make or break things for you, may affect your health, could transform or change you, can challenge/trigger you, you may acknowledge them the first time based on their appearance, could be just like you in beliefs or looks like you, may meet them in Hospitals, police stations, grocery shops, mall, salon, events, marriage event, business events, social gatherings, court, places of businesses so malls, cafes, retailers, supermarket etc., Are supportive of you, power couple vibes. Could start off as sexual relationship, sexually attracted to each other first, marriage can change perspective and life for you, spouse will help you throughout, marriage/spouse may help make up some decisions or help give mental clarity.

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𓆩♡𓆪 Darakaraka in 2nd- Shows someone who is wealthy, may work in finance, banking, culinary, are family oriented, are "family/marriage" material, can be some one from your childhood, you may know them for a long time before marriage, they value security a lot, and will probably take time with you before entering into Partnership, can make or break your self esteem/security/finances, self learnt/independent and skilled, can teach you something, Family issues/attachment, may meet them at bank, near your home, at dentists, school, can come to your house, cinemas, after a major event in life, or after someone's death or loss, at places of spirituality, or in dark places or at night, could marry you for money, will affect your relationship with your family, wants a family, you can become more or less confident after marriage, more or less comfortable and finally not on your feet after marriage, stability and happiness from marriage.

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𓆩♡𓆪 Darakaraka in 3rd- May be from your neighbourhood, school, is a friend of your sibling, cousin, has relations with your friends, friends to lovers, talkative, competitive, skilled, socially anxious or sociable, may meet them in your neighborhood, around your house, on a short distance travel, on a bus, local transport, bus stop, local cafes, library at place of learning, while travelling or places involving foreign elements, both of you may gossip together, big on friendship in marriage, best friend type marriage, childlike love, infidelity, three party situation, communication is going to be very important for both of you, misunderstanding can occur, a true learning experience, you may learn something from them, they can be a teacher or teach something to you, verbal conflicts or stubbornness when it comes to opinion and lack of adjustment, similiar upbringing, rise in creativity after marriage for you, you both can together create something.

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𓆩♡𓆪 Darakaraka in 4th- Home like, safety and security is important, provider energy, emotional relationship (draining or beneficial), unadulterated love, attached to their mother, less likely to move to another place or leave their home place, you are their "home", patriotic, changes home aesthetic often, finds you "marriage/family material", could be from your childhood, mother(their or yours) may bring this person or introduce, Could meet you when you visit back home, around your house, at a realty site, near a building, can have good relationship with your mom, is like a mom(not literally) to you, wants you to have good relationship with their mother, affects your happiness (for good or bad) , private couple, challenge your upbringing, bring material wealth to you, influence political decisions, may meet near government buildings, has royal linkage or political connections, could be patriotic or serves country, Spouse can bring happiness and help you open up emotionally, they will last an everlasting impression on subconscious even if you decide to separate.

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𓆩♡𓆪 Darakaraka in 5th - Hopeless romantic, Soulmate connection, past life connection, head over heels, may meet you in your early 20s or teens, childlike love, meet you at a place of fun, at bank, through friends, at place of learning, normal but feel like divine meeting, meeting at University, young love, jealousy and passionate, Can be your first love, they love kids, you guys may have met when you were kids, can meet at a playground or around children, they want many kids or none, the kind of uncle/aunt kids love, popular or famous, into music, meets you when you are having fun or a place of fun/party, could be into Spirituality, affects your gains and finances, brings you material wealth, you or them could be other's creative muse, fun couple, you can see your relationship with children and creativity and self expression be affected or influenced by spouse, you may become more open and accepting to centre stage after marriage, rise in ego and confidence and may pay more attention to fun, spouse will add fun to life.

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𓆩♡𓆪 Darakaraka in 6th - Lives around you, does social service, may meet you when you are helping others or they are helping others, at a gym, in neighbourhood, around your locality, at workplace, at a grocery store, pet store, park, at hospital, near spiritual sights, while travelling, around food outlets, in cinema, near places of art, is a colleague, has heightened nerves, can be a doctor or in medical line, has a pet, or you get a pet after marriage, may have health ailments, marriage affects your health (good or bad), spouse will affect your stress and anxiety(for good or bad), may do social services together, or work together after marriage, verbal arguments, animosity and competitiveness with spouse, marriage may affect work life, possible talks of separation or living separately for some time, loss of love or bond, either one could be critical or your insecurities may be triggered through them or after marriage, can work together, both can defeat others together, power couple, the intellectual couple.

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𓆩♡𓆪 Darakaraka in 7th- Spouse may be devoted to marriage, is loyal, could be famous, may meet you at your workplace, at a celebration, at a wedding event, at a social/public event, at a place of business so grocery store, retailers, stores, may come at you on their own, near court, at workplace, gym, etc. May be businessman or works with an audience. Has a social presence and will impact your life majorly. Foreign spouse. Will influence your perspection and Personality, opposite attract, partners in crime, business partners, may work together, could meet them with the soul purpose of marriage, they may be competitor, someone who values union, treats you their equal, sexual attraction first, starts with sexual relationship, enemy to lovers, communication and friendliness is important, there may be desires of either one involved with other, very sexual relationship based on trust and equality. Couple goals for some, people, recognition through Spouse or after marriage.

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𓆩♡𓆪 Darakaraka in 8th- Someone who will impact you in a major way. Could be someone that helps you with your fears, could be someone that meet you during or after a big change or after something sad happy. They may meet you in hospitals, places of mysticism, cinema, dark alleys, places where light is dim, during the night, in places of research, or investing, bank, or places you may have fears of. Shows deep intimate connection between two, very intense. Enemies to lovers. Can be introduced by older people. Foreign spouse, living in a foreign country after marriage, revealing deep issues through marriage, long distance relationship, lack of trust in marriage, secrecy about marriage or in between partners, in laws will play an important role in marriage, focus on increasing assets and finances, spouse can marry for money or you can, can start as sexual relationship, jealousy and possessiveness in marriage, and possibly control. Spouse can have insecurity arising from you, talks of prenup before.

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𓆩♡𓆪 Darakaraka in 9th - They will affect your beliefs, relationship with Spirituality and religion, they may be your teacher or someone you will look upto, they will teach you a lot, and you guys may be compatible over your beliefs or Experiences. You can meet them at a place of education, University, while travelling, through father or grandparents, in places of worship, religion and spirituality. Could be a soulmate or spiritual level connection or feels like one. Long distance relationship. Foreign spouse. Could be a teacher or traveller. Can travel a lot after marriage, relationship with father may be affected. Spouse's siblings play an important role in relationship. You could feel lucky or a dream come true with spouse, you may complete higher education after marriage, marriage may bring fame, rise in luck after marriage, financial prosperity from spouse, romantic and divine meeting and union.

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𓆩♡𓆪 Darakaraka in 10th- Helps you out with your career, status and responsibilities. Someone who shares your burden of duties, partners in crime. May meet at work, could be your colleagues or superior, meet at social event or family event or around your home or introduced by someone in family, at government buildings or historical or royal buildings. Likely to be older or mature than you, can have royal linkage. Works with government, may live in another country, contractual marriage, gains from father in law after marriage, spouse is attached to mother, provider energy, has a strong lineage, will bring fame or is famous, can affect public image or how others see you, challenges and is self righteous, you can get more responsible after marriage, both of you can work together, Spouse brings prosperity and you may feel powerful after marriage or with spouse, Spouse is person of power, both of you can do business together. There could be political ties.

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𓆩♡𓆪 Darakaraka in 11th- Someone you may be friends with, meet online or through friends or elder sibling, or you work together in a community or meet a social event. The emphasis will hugely be on friendship and communication and exchange of ideas. You will both be supportive of each other and will also benefit financially from marriage, you may find your hardwork paying off after this union. Some may have to work hard in the relationship but end result will be beautiful. Could do humanitarian work together. Could do business in technological or items of prestige. Spouse could work in tech field, both or either may feel very lucky after this union or feel like your are each other's manifestation. You both can make some goals and aims together you want to achieve together, Partners in crime, emphasis on friendship in marriage will be significant, communication will be important. Your desires may start to come true, fame can come to you, Spouse can bring contact with influential people, they may already be an admirer.

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𓆩♡𓆪 Darakaraka in 12th - You may have spiritual or soulmate level connection. Intuitively connected, you may meet them after a loss or at place where you may spend monetarily a lot. This may be a friends with benefits situation, you may meet at hospitals, places of spirituality, orgies, places with foreign elements, while travelling, in a distant land. You may meet in dreams, in parks, in places of healing and health care, grocery stores etc. They are likely to be yours or you to them a muse or creative inspiration. Will impact you deeply. Long distance relationship. Foreign spouse. They will impact your relationship with Spirituality. Could see increase in travel after marriage. You could do business of foreign elements, medicines, spiritual items, or in foreign land. This can indicate a relationship arising out of loneliness. They can come at a time when you feel alone and insecure. There may be substances involved either when you meet, or the person themselves does it, or you may be prone to it after marriage.

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Watched Los Espookys and my life is different now

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Me, after reading Kindred by Octavia Butler:

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Octavia Butler knew…

Write the vision… make it plain.

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Quiet Days in Clichy | Jens Jørgen Thorsen | 1970

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Oncle Yanco (Agnès Varda, 1967)