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Ellie x Dina requested by @obsessedsapphic for the kofi event! Thank you so much for the support ily

Kofi event

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"I don't think people love me. They love versions of me I have spun for them, versions of me they have construed in their minds. The easy versions of me, the easy parts of me to love."

– Via "avvfvl" on Tumblr

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“I avoid my gaze in the mirror; I have no interest in learning what it feels like to meet my eyes.”

— Jayson Greene, excerpted from his memoir Once More We Saw The Stars

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“I am constantly trying to communicate something incommunicable, to explain something inexplicable, to tell about something I only feel in my bones and which can only be experienced in those bones.”

— Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena

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“I became bitter and untouchable. I craved affection but even the mere thought of someone caring made my stomach turn.”

— (stay away but come closer) // mxe.

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“Maybe I’m not so good as I seem to you. I’ve a bad heart; I will have my own way.”

— Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Brothers Karamazov

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"At times, my life seems to be nothing but a series of remorse, of wrong choices, of irreversible mistakes."

- Paul Auster

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girls when they're addicted to loneliness and desperation it's the strongest emotion they have ever known so their subconscious tells them it's their destiny

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— sara kleijn

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Lucille Clifton — "i am accused of tending to the past"

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“let me please see november. let this day pass / without my having done anything to end it.”

— Xiao Yue Shan, from “when I was four years old my parents took me to tiananmen square,” How Often I Have Chosen Love

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Danez Smith, Don't Call Us Dead

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Frida Kahlo, from a letter wr. c. November 1933, featured in The Letters of Frida Kahlo: Cartas Apasionadas