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i just miss you.

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beyond disgusted........

More details about Gaiman's abuse have come out from his victims. It's nauseating.

(TW: rape, victim blaming, threats of suicide, manipulation, child abuse.)

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lowkey scared of starting to get my shit together bc what if nothing goes my way again and i have to deal with it and suck up my rotten rage about the previous ones and go down a rabbit hole of self loathing and self destructing and regretting not to be a better version of myself again.

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anyone else 1 situation away from losing their mind

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You cannot live alone on the fantasies you feed to your mind, eventually you have to touch your life for real, assess and analyze your habits, understand your character, try not to hate yourself for your character as it was shaped when you were very young by circumstances outside of you, and begin learning how to cope with your character, how to build habits that work for you, finish small projects, finish big projects, expose yourself to more uncomfortable situations, assess why you want to leave that friendship before you leave it, raise your anxiety levels on purpose, so that you can grow, raise your work load on purpose, so that you can grow, so that you can build resilience, so that your life expands, and can be experienced by you in full and in reality

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substack is tempting me.

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both good and evil

my plan for 2025 is to do things

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they should invent a january that doesn’t make you go through every emotion known to mankind every day

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again and again and again and again

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manifesting this shit or i'll go crazy

you will get up & you will make that to do list & you will be realistic about your limits & you will take it easy but steady & you will eat good food & you will get things done & you will move your body & you will do things that make you happy & you will limit your screen time & you will be the thing that saves you

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therapy can't replace getting so angry alone in your room you feel lightheaded

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calling the guy who always knew what to say but i couldn't love while crying i don't know why everything hurts because i have no one to run to knowing he'll always answer my call.

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watched all the bright places again. fuck my life.

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having a freeze response to stress is so funny in the context of normal adult stressors. millions of years of evolution are trying to tell me that the email will not find me if i stay very still and do nothing

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most relatable thing i've read since this year started

I will suck his cock voraciously but I will never respect him

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This is defo a headphones album btw not a speakers album for anyone wondering. You wanna feel each crackle in your skull

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It’s time to decide if you want what’s familiar or what’s better.