feral-and-chaotic
Feral and Chaotic
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A nerdy lil arty sideblog. pronouns: they/them but I don't care really! main blog/account: Skyhawkwolf (but that mostly lurks though I will use it to follow people)
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feral-and-chaotic · 2 days ago
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I'm so happy with this Gerry Keay
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feral-and-chaotic · 3 days ago
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The best malevolent community that I've found is the official discord. It's really friendly, and I recommend!
Why are there no good malevolent Communities here on tumblr. The only ones i can find are 18+ or invite only :((
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feral-and-chaotic · 5 days ago
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Drawing a modern AU for one of my OCs
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feral-and-chaotic · 7 days ago
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This is a pretty interesting take! Honestly, I think it's kinda part of why I find them such an interesting couple. Their situation is so awful and they both really suck as people. ESPECIALLY at the start.
It's a dynamic that I would never wish on anyone in reality but watching them argue and grow. And watching Arthur begin to take accountability for John's situation is very interesting. Also, (spoilers) the confrontation with Yellow in the 4th season is so painful.
Just. I really like how fucked up they are. And how they are able to grow and better themselves.
And how it's definitely not just John being toxic, Arthur is really bad at times.
cw for abusive situations and victim isolation
Sticking my toes in the pirahna cove here but romantic Private Eyes, at least in the canon body sharing, really needs to be viewed more unanimously through the lens of their insane power imbalance.
We saw just how much abuse Arthur inflicted on Yellow, and almost all of that abuse was reliant on the power, both physical and emotional, that Arthur held over him. He flat out denied Yellow the possible opportunity to seperate because he was on a murder suicide spree, and repeatedly refused to acknowledge his existence in any way beyond what necessary for his survival. This isn't even touching the verbal abuse.
And he has, more subtly but still has, done a lot of the same to John. John's lack of autonomy and control have both been touched on multiple times, but I feel like it really needs to be hammered home that he has no possible out when things get agressive between him and Arthur. He could stop narrating and leave him blind, but Arthur's proven himself capable of navigating at least to a survival degree. He could attack Arthur, but obviously can't do very much damage and could be retalliated against in devastating ways. He has no way of leaving the situation, no way of seeking help, and no real way to defend himself. Even in situations where he is able to speak with someone, like Noel, Arthur doesn't have to repeat his actual words, and John would more or less have no way to convey that.
"But John is toxic and agressive too"
Yes, he is. He's said and done things which Arthur shouldn't have forgiven him so quickly for, he's deeply flawed person who regularly lashes out and causes harm. That doesn't change anything i've said so far
I don't know. Maybe I'm way off centre here, and if this is disrespectful or triggering, please let me know, and i can delete or edit this post to remedy it
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feral-and-chaotic · 7 days ago
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The link is legit! If you have these issues this could be really cool to get involved in!
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Can you help us with panic research?
Contact joel.lewin@hmc.ox.ac.uk if you're interested.
University of Oxford researchers are seeking UK-based participants who experience either:
- Panic attacks
- OCD
- or no current mental health difficulties
The study consists of a 15-minute phone call (or email if that feels too difficult) and a 20-minute online questionnaire.
Through this research we hope to develop a better understanding of the relationship between fear of losing control and anxiety.
You can also find more information on our website here.
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feral-and-chaotic · 8 days ago
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You say this, but I showed up to a charity and offered to volunteer and they were like "we don't want you to work for free! When our grant comes in, we'll pay you a day a week"
no one:
parents giving job advice: well if you don't get hired via online application just keep showing up in person with your resume and annoying the shit out of everyone. what do you mean you don't think that will help? what, do you have no work ethic?
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feral-and-chaotic · 8 days ago
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Can I offer you an Arthur Lester Prince Warin (ofc) sketch in this trying time?
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feral-and-chaotic · 9 days ago
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I don't have art skills but I have a vision and I desperately need someone to draw John and Arthur like this and have John holding Arthur's this too shall pass lighter PLEASEPLESSEPLEADEPKESDEPLEADEPLWADEPLEASEPLWASEPLEADEPLEASE
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feral-and-chaotic · 10 days ago
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GET HIS ASS SCRATCH
Okay so I can't be the only one who cries at this scene because of Bella dying alone and in pain (I cry about her a lot actually)
And then Arthur proceeding to say that his plans on leaving Bella with a child (in the 1920s KNOWING the she'd probably have to turn to the father she hates for help) isn't the thing that brought him shame. It wasn't even leaving her to die scared and alone and in pain that brought him shame- it was leaving Faroe alone for an hour. He says 'even my own self loathing knows it was wrong' but that doesn't mean Bella deserved to go through any of that alone?? In the 1920s??? ARTHURRR 😭��� GIRLLL
Now, think about Arthur's death in part 43, I think his death parallels Bella's with him being uh pregnant???? Can we even call it that?? 😭 Anyway in a way, we could sort of see that as punishment for his past actions and his refusal fully acknowledge how he treated Bella was screwed up (even during the relationship, but Arthur doesn't realise this until Daniel points it out to him)
The difference is Arthur had John, and John didn't give up on him like he did with Bella all those ago
And of course John didn't give up on him. That dude LOVES Arthur but it also makes me think of when Arthur tells him that he loved Bella but it still felt wrong, and John responds by saying didn't understand- and think all comes together in part 43 and *gets shot*
BELLA COME HERE I'LL DEFEND YOU
- also side note: The illusions to childbirth in this season have been interesting, I hope we get more Bella content 🙏 mwah I love you Bella
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feral-and-chaotic · 11 days ago
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I wanted to slap something on whilst drawing so I decided to try Hannibal.
First episode thoughts: I see what you mean about the toxic old man yaoi! This is legit what you would get if you made Sherlock better and gave it a death note plot from L's perspective.
I'm fascinated.
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feral-and-chaotic · 15 days ago
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the man with a piece of god in him
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feral-and-chaotic · 15 days ago
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Having a bed day because the long Covid fatigue is being a bitch!
I have decided that the only way I'm gonna get through this is by✨✨ Romanticizing My Life TM✨✨
I am not kept in my bedroom by a really annoying particle that's barely alive and made me tired all the time:
I've been cursed by a witch and restricted to live in a tower!
Sounds much cooler. Anyway taking inspo from these girlies on how to manage:
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feral-and-chaotic · 16 days ago
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Please enjoy possibly the worst (morally) thing I have ever doodled
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this is the only place I can say my beloved partners only flaw. he pictures Kayne as the onceler 🫠 he's never had a tumblr or even seen the lorax but for some horrible cursed reason that's what he pictures. you're welcome, worst au
not the worst by far but pretty wrenched,
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feral-and-chaotic · 16 days ago
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Okay! This gave me a fun mental image!
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Malevolent but John is a weird service dog
is this not just canon?
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feral-and-chaotic · 18 days ago
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The UK Government have launched a consultation on whether AI should be allowed to scrape content online with complete disregard for copyright.
The consultation is stuffed to the brim with technobabble buzzwords and jargon that frames AI as wonderful and that this is a foregone conclusion.
You can submit a response via the link above and tell them what you really think.
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feral-and-chaotic · 18 days ago
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I have officially closed the kofi membership, at least for now, so… nothing holding me back from sharing the chibi tutorials (so far, I'm going to be updating it in the future~) 🤗 ENJOY! INTRO
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PEA CHIBI
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BEAN CHIBI
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(tbc...)
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feral-and-chaotic · 18 days ago
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Thought I'd play around with some acrylics for fun!
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