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I am often conflicted about who i would truly like to be. Would I want to be this handbag holding, ultra-feminine woman or this out of this world clown? I feel I do love vintage fashion and have also always loved feminine things I but just also feel so weird being feminine. wait.

writing this i realized its internalized misogny, i control how i act because i was scared deep-down of being percieved as weak, less practical, or more interested in frivolous things.

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“LESBIANS ARE NATURAL LEADERS — YOU’RE FOLLOWING ONE,” Stonewall 25, New York City, June 1994.

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My hobbies include stargazing,getting lost in these ceilings, overthrowing the government, and maintaining my aesthetic.

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Kim Westfall

Conversion, 2016

Acrylic Yarn, 48 x 48 inches

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Compilation of Roberto Ferri’s art.

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Anita Magsaysay-Ho  -  Tuyo Vendors, 1958

Filipina, 1914-2012

Oil on canvas

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tasia.m.s on Instagram

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Its funny how I thought I was bisexual . How I could ever be happy w/o a woman's touch, love, and existence near me. I remember madelyn. How I was so nervous to even talk to her. How I would start breathing fast when she was near me. How we catched each other's eyes more than once. The first time tried to tell her like her style-she was butch- the butterflies, the fast heartbeat, the feeling of faiting - it was all too much for me to even speak.

One day I was anxiously drawing pop time epic art because she was talking to my group and she complemented it and showed me her art. I died inside because I loved seeing all her art pieces. the grace and love she had in every piece. how she didn’t seem embarrassed or shy with her work.

Another day, She came to me to talk about my pins on my backpack. We talked about animal crossing and my love for pietro until she went back to her own little earth on the other side of the classroom.

She has no online presence and I lost her number, so the last time I talked to her was pre-covid. I wish to thank her for everything she taught me about myself. How she taught me I could actually feel those feelings for someone.

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ruby kisses

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elie saab spring 2013

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Today’s installment of  why“but it has always been like this!” is a bullshit argument: @nitratediva​ lays down the law about the role of women in early Hollywood

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Academia style but make it inclusive 🦇✨🥀

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🌾support black people in cottagecore🌾

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#162 Gods

Credit to : thetogfather on Instagram

Sorry for my hiatus! I will get back to doing some requests on this account x

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Rodarte S/S 2019

This looks like a Degas painting or something

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Björk by Juergen Teller