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#CELYSTIAL : Independent canon multi written by Jellybean. Sporadic activity. Featuring characters from various fandoms including: ACOTAR, The 100, The Magicians and moreee! ♡♡♡

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i will be revamping tis blog <3 

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*:·ﾟ✧: starsspin​.

         Her voice drew him back to the present. “Forgive me,” he says with a warm smile as he offers his arm out to her should she wish to take it. “You seem to have caught me while my mind was elsewhere. You now have my full and undivided attention.”

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         she grants him a smile as her own arm loops around his.   she walks slowly,  but with a purpose as she directs the both of them through the lively streets of Velaris.      “ i promised you i would show you around my home and i don’t intend to break that promise, but - ”    there’s a small pause as she looks up at him,    “ what bothers you,  friend?  would you tell me if there were ghosts haunting your thoughts? ”     perhaps she shouldn’t pry,  but feyre knows well enough how all consuming fighting your demons can be.

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@starbind​ *:·ﾟ✧ starter call. 

                “ you’ve been following me. ”      it’s not a question.  feyre felt them on her trail almost as soon as she left.  she’d taken them in circles for a good ten minutes just because.  now,  with her hood down and her head canting to the side,  she sighs.  arms crossed against her chest.  what’s a high lady to do for some space?          “ i told you i was fine. ”

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tentative sc because i’m still making icons 💌

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HOPE MIKAELSON 4.16 — I Wouldn’t Be Standing Here If It Weren’t For You 

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Louise Glück, from “Unpainted Door”, Poems 1962-2012

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@mkoshi​ asked: ❛ i didn’t mean to hurt your feelings, i just have a lot on my plate. ❜  from ithaca ❤️

“it will take a lot more than that to hurt my feelings, ithaca.”      feyre says, with a smile tugging at the corners of her lips: a peace offering. it says what she doesn’t voice: i forgive you and it’s okay.                “but if you really want to make it up to me, maybe you’d like to talk about it? there’s a wine bottle with our name on it somewhere in this house.” 

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tentative sc because i’m still making icons 💌

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i always sob uncontrollably when i get to the part where drakon is telling feyre and nesta about “the prince of merchants” and how he says he failed his daughters for many years </3 

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The Ouroboros

Art by pandyals_art

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&. 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐝, 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  you  know  that  dynamic  of  the  emotionally  closed  off  one  &  the  kind  one  they  have  a  soft  spot  for?  yeah,  that’s  the  vibe.  )

said from the lone wolf.

❛ you think you know me, but the truth is, you don’t. ❜

❛ going home isn’t an option anymore. ❜

❛ i’m fine. there’s nothing for you to worry about. ❜ 

❛ do you wish i was different? ❜ 

❛ i just, i don’t want anything bad to happen to you. ❜ 

❛ you deserve better than what you’ve got. ❜

❛ i guess we both lost something we were fond of. ❜ 

❛ i’m not leaving you out here alone. ❜ 

❛ you don’t have to keep me company, i’m fine by myself. ❜ 

❛ coming here to see you is the only place i could go. ❜

❛ i’m afraid of losing you, okay? ❜ 

❛ i know you probably hate me right now, and i get it. ❜

❛ what is with your weird fascination with me? ❜ 

❛ yeah, you keep on telling yourself that bullshit. ❜ 

❛ i didn’t mean to hurt your feelings, i just have a lot on my plate. ❜ 

❛ you’re lucky you got away with only a scratch. ❜ 

❛ if i could be a different person, i promise you, i would be. ❜

❛ people like us don’t get to decide when we’re done. ❜

❛ i’ve never had anything good happen to me when i trusted others. ❜

❛ you won’t survive out there. they tear all good things apart. ❜

❛ i don’t know what’s the truth or what’s a lie anymore. ❜ 

❛ you got guts, i’ll give you that. ❜ 

❛ the more you know, the shorter your life will be. ❜ 

❛ for the first time in years, i felt something that i thought had been lost to me. ❜ 

❛ what you think you’re going through is nothing to what i have been through. ❜ 

said from the soft spot. 

❛ you’re not as bad as everyone says you are. ❜

❛ how is it that you’re never scared? ❜

❛ you think i’m weak because i’m not like you. ❜

❛ you wanted to be left alone, right? ❜ 

❛ how do you make the pain go away? ❜

❛ you shouldn’t smoke, you know. ❜

❛ destroy what is destroying you. ❜

❛ i hope you find the peace you’re searching for. ❜

❛ you know my door is always open to you. ❜

❛ i look at you and my heart breaks because all i see is loneliness. ❜

❛ you’re avoiding the subject and you know it. what are you hiding from me? ❜ 

❛ you’re not at war anymore, you can come home. ❜

❛ it feels like you’ve been avoiding me. ❜

❛ what are you so afraid of? ❜

❛ you shouldn’t be out here by yourself. ❜ 

❛ why do you care? you could have just walked away. ❜ 

❛ i know you. how else do you think i found you so easily? ❜

❛ if it was the other way around, would you have come back for me? ❜ 

❛ i just thought you’d like some company. ❜ 

❛ are you jealous? want me all to yourself, do you? ❜

❛ i knew you had a heart. ❜ 

❛ can you look at me? please? ❜

❛ i don’t think i’ve ever seen you smile. ❜

❛ if you won’t take care of yourself, then who will? ❜

❛ you have something beautiful inside of you. it’s hard for some people to tell, but it’s there. ❜

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“SELF-PORTRAIT”

Just Feyre and herself (the beast from Ouroboros).

A fanart from A Court of Thorns and Roses Series. Character belongs to Sarah J. Maas.

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Feyre and Rhys - A Court of Thorns and Roses

Artist: @elsalikesbooks

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also am i the only one alone in the fact that i want more info on tamlin/lucien’s relationship post acowar T_T 

“The issue isn’t whether he loved you, it’s how much. Too much. Love can be a poison.”  

he was making what he thought were the best choices and loving feyre in the only way he knew how... i don’t condone or agree with his actions but i also feel like he has sort of redeemed himself by playing hybern, helping feyre escape, joining the war and then helping rhys come back to life. and i think he has suffered enough. i feel like that line between him being the man he is and rhys being the man he is could have so easily been crossed had they grown up differently. so many paths and choices that could have been made... ok i’m rambling now but yeah i guess this is an unpopular opinion so beware 

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i do miss being here 🙈  did i mention i finished rereading all the books except acofas and acosf