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I can remember it all. Every time. And you’ll still be gone. Whatever I do, you still won’t be there.

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The day you lose someone isn't the worst, at least you've got something to do, it's all the days they stay dead.

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And one day, the memory of that will hurt so much that I won’t be able to breathe, and I’ll do what I always do, get in my box and I’ll run and I’ll run. In case all the pain catches up. And every place I go, it will be there.

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Peter finding out that Five’s robe from Black Orchid was a meme on Behind The Sofa, 2018 (as promised)

For legal reasons this I do not own this clip but I did find it for you all

Feat. my favorite Sarah comment: “Steady on!”

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Were you sent by someone who wanted me dead?

Did you sleep with a gun underneath our bed?

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So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep

And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe

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Spoiler alert: It made me so much worse.

Still feeling out of sorts and rather depressed. Hope this ECT thing doesn't end up making things worse. Fifth treatment coming up in a couple of days. 😟

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The best thing in this rotten world is cats. 🐈

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Happy 91st Birthday Tom Baker! [source]

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this was extremely real of him. but he forgot to mention this part:

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Some pre-orders I've recieved

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I'm not doing so well