fearedpsycho

[fearedpsycho]

Reblog or your mom will die in 928 seconds.

I love my mom.

I am risking nothing

I AM SORRY FOLLOWERS, I LOVE MY MOMMY

Will not risk.

sorry followers :(

[fearedpsycho]

you can’t hear it but my brain is constantly yelling at me telling me i’m a bad person

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sometimes I forget that not everyone’s mentally ill and wants to die all the time… that must be nice

[fearedpsycho]

i just feel really fucking lost.

m.g.

[fearedpsycho]

🍂 Autumn Weight Loss Spell 🍂

(from someone versed in the art of magic ~ )

🍃like to lose 5lbs this month🍃

🍁reblog to lose weight like the trees lose their leaves🍁

[fearedpsycho]

small and dainty, skinny and light. reblog this for good luck towards your fight.

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[fearedpsycho]

how do i put my mind on mute

[fearedpsycho]

ctrl alt delete my life

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You don’t understand and I can’t explain

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fuck memories and fuck feelings

[fearedpsycho]

Nobody understands so I’ll just keep it all to myself.

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???

[fearedpsycho]

“It’s like being underwater and not being able to come up for air.”

— It’s getting worse

[fearedpsycho]

Reblog to see a lower number on the scale next morning. 🦋

[fearedpsycho]

To everyone I hurt while I'm hurting

I'm sorry to all the people I hurt while I was hurting

I'm sorry for last minute cancelled plans

And ghosting your text messages

You've done nothing wrong I just can't get myself together enough to answer you right now.

I'm sorry for all of my triggers.

And that sometimes my triggers, triggered you too.

I know I have a lot of them, I know it is frustrating

Believe it or not I've actually come a long way with them though...

I'm sorry for the days i was too irritable and short with you

I understand it wasnt fair.

I'm sorry that I pushed you away

All of you

So far away

When really I needed you right here.

But this is what I do when I'm hurting.

I hurt you because I'm hurting.

None of that is fair.

I'm sorry that the things that upset me, most of the time wouldn't upset other people.

I'm a very emotional person, this is a blessing sometimes but also a curse.

I'm sorry I see things black or white.

I've been hurt so many times, I've built a wall for people in the grey areas.

You're either all the way in, or out of my life completely.

I'm sorry this comes off as dramatic, and unrealistic.

But if you know me well enough, you'd understand why I see it this way.

Regardless of all of this, I'm sorry that I pushed you away because of it.

Because of my, me-ness.

So far away.

When really I needed you right here.

But this is what I do when I'm hurting.

I hurt you because I'm hurting.

None of that is fair.

I'm sorry to all the people I hurt while I was hurting.

I'm sorry.

[fearedpsycho]

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