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CLOSED STARTER / @choric ✧ * ☾

“you waiting to make a request or something?” fox snarled sarcastically without raising his gaze from his fingers, the juxtaposition of the delicacy of his guitar playing and the harshness of his voice strange. he’d felt the eyes of someone watching him for a few minutes now and it was putting him off. it wasn’t a fucking concert --- he’d just wanted to hang out outside for a while --- ALONE --- and work on a few songs. 

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CLOSED STARTER / @molincs  ✧ * ☾

                 it was during the night that fox truly realised how lonely he was becoming --- as if the darkness of the evening drew out all the bad thoughts from the corners of his mind. it was his fault -- he knew it was. it was his fault for pushing everyone away, even his closest friends ... but he was fine for the most part, he thrived in his own company and with his own thoughts --- but in that minute he just wanted somebody. even if they sat in silence. he began scrolling through the contacts of his phone, dismissing most of the names until he fell upon ‘ REMY 🙄 ‘. the guy was his complete opposite -- like a fucking ray of sunshine. it drove him insane ( at least that’s what he TOLD himself ). his finger lingered over the name for a moment before he decided to type out a message, “wanna go for a walk?” he ended up sending, cursing under his breath at how flustered he felt. if fox was ever to make contact with remy first it was usually under circumstances like this, a random text after a period of time of not speaking --- the only thing reliable about fox was how unreliable he was.

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i ended up not being home so i’ll get to these soon !

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CLOSED STARTER / @frckinryan ✧ * ☾

it’s not common to find fox in the position he’s in right now --- sunbathing in the hot sun, his curly hair almost glued to his forehead with perspiration. the pale boy had decided to make the most of it that day; he’d been holed up in his room for far too long. he wanted to feel human again ( if that were possible ). he was drifting in and out of sleep when he felt a shadow cast over him, and he blinked for a moment before lifting his gaze, an eyebrow quirked. it’s RYAN --- he’d seen her around before, but wasn’t in the mood for polite conversation and fake smiles right now. “can i help you?”

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𝒾𝓂𝓈𝑔 → nova

nova: does anyone have a first aid kit?

nova: i fell off my bike and not to be dramatic, but...

nova: i think i'm dying

fox: 🙄

fox: if i come over with this thing i'm expecting like

fox: a leg hanging off or something

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dcylights:

     the  morning  shift  wasn’t  his  favorite.  actually  it  was  very  much  his  least  favorite.  it  was  too  early  for  his  brain  to  process  anything  that  was  happening  and  it  was  hardly  ever  packed.  or  even  remotely  alive  with  customers.  so  when  peter  heard  the  sound  of  a  small  bell,  specifically  the  one  above  the  front  door,  he  was  caught  a  bit  surprised.  setting  down  his  cup  of  precious  hot  coffee,  he  put  on  the  best  clerk  smile  he  had  in  him.  “  good  morning,  do  you  need  any  help  finding  something?  ”

                  fox had barely lifted his gaze from the floor all morning ---- his inability to fall asleep recently left him traipsing around town with dead eyes at the most ungodly of hours. he’d found himself stumbling into the record store that morning -- a place he frequented a lot. as fucked up as his life was becoming, at least it had a nice soundtrack. he forced himself to make eye contact with peter as the guy spoke to him, giving him a small nod before he turned his face away again. “i’m good.” he mumbled shortly, moving to a nearby aisle. “i don’t know how you can look so chipper at the crack of fucking DAWN.” he softened the sentence with a small quirk of his lips, a feeble attempt compared to peter’s wide grin. 

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greetings loved ones .. i’m em and i love moody pretty boys so -- here we are !! fox is my lil grumpy pleasure-seeking misfit who really just needs someone to tell him to get his shit together ( and maybe a bit of lovin’ too ) ANYWAY !! more below the cut !!

TW: SEXUAL ASSAULT

[ timothee chalamet, cismale, he/him | subplot ten, muse y ] —» i can't stand it by blossoms came on the radio, and it reminded me of fox myers, who’s been in sundance for the last twenty years. they're twenty one, and currently a student/cashier. i’ve noticed they're facetious & pessimistic but can be attentive & candid, too. anyone who knows them would say black nail varnish, unbuttoned funky shirts and eyebags describes their vibe effortlessly.

fox has always kinda just .. drifted through life like he puts 0 effort into things that he doesn’t care about -- which is quite a lot

he grew up with his mother; the two never really saw eye to eye so they don’t communicate much 

his father was in a band and his mother was a kinda ‘groupie’, they never saw each other again after her pregnancy was announced 

he IS however very close to his grandma :’( loves her with his entire heart 

he also adores his friends, however he’s kinda starting to drift from them as well??? not because he doesn’t love them to bits but because he’s just in a bad spot

he was sexually assaulted after meeting a guy in a club and that pushed him even FURTHER into his shell & he kinda blames himself ?? 

in general he’s a lil moody dude who loves his fashion and music

he may not appear like the type but as well as playing the guitar & loving indie/rock music, he also has a passion for classical music; he plays the violin 

he has some v lil random scribbly tattoos -- definitley a few stick-and-poke

bit of a smoker 

he’s not really bothered by gender stereotypes and all that kinda shit -- if he wants to paint his nails or wear feminine lookin clothes u BET he will *insert angry emoji here*

he’s actually v observanyt when he wants to be & he can read people pretty well -- making him a good friend when he wants to be 

i think he’s probably a bit of a softie deep down; like he has a great capacity for love but just can’t figure it out rn

WANTED CONNECTIONS

anyone in the same subplot as him PLS hit me up

fwb ( ANY GENDER )

exes ( ANY GENDER )

i’d love a kinda angsty ex??? like the one who got away vibe..

‘i don’t know why i like you but i do?’

unlikely friendship???

his MUSE ... like this person kinda inspires him & he’s just in awe of them .. probably has a lil crush which he hides behind jokes & insults like he’s NOT secretly pining & writing songs about them 

roomies 

drinking/party buddy 

enemies

the yin to his yang.. someone who’s bright & cheery & positive who is the complete opposite of him ?? cute 

idk anything PLS...

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― White Bird in a Blizzard (2014) “I just want to be free to do what I want.”

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        - Edgar Allan poe

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me

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I feel like you had a pretty bad shock, so let’s ask a few questions.