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Losing someone special changes u a lot

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— Her (2013) Theodore: It was just you and me… Everything else just disappeared. And I loved it.

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“Work hard in silence. Let your success be the noise.”

— (via quoteandinspire)

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lmfao fuck love

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I got no motivation to do any work smhhh I just want this semester to be over man. I’m already in summer mood and I just want to out and drink. I had to deactivate my twitter and ig so I can focus lmao

I also got to remind myself that I wasn’t anything to you. Stop thinking about the what if’s and start thinking about the real goal. I know there’s someone out there for me and I’ll pray to the day I’ll finally meet her loll but honestly God When im going to catch a break with these girls man haha

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When SHE asks if she can suck your dick

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Logos

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I lost the meaning of love when my ex left me. I loved her more than anyone in my life but didn't love her the right way to see what I really was doing to her. I hate the person I became because of it. I hate what I put her through. I don't blame her for what happened with our whole breakup situation I deserved everything but I digress. Thought I found love with the last two girls but found myself doubting anyone will love me as much as my ex did and I was right the other two girls just used me for likes and pleasure. Where I went wrong was loving the two girls the way I wanted to love my ex. ANd they could tell I wasn't 100% with them because of how randomly sad I would be. So they both left me cause they didn't want to deal with me which I don't blame them but still sucks knowing how much I actually helped them learn how to love themselves but I digress again. Now I’m stuck with this idea that love isn't for me and that no one will ever learn to love me and I am okay with that

Finals are coming up so I am going drown myself in these research papers soooo  I am sorry to myself for feeling this way but I hope next time I post something here that my life will be way different from now. I am happy with life through it just sucks how yesterday really got me reflecting on my whole existence 

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If giving head doesn’t turn you on while you’re doing it, then you’re probably with the wrong person lol

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Today was weird mannn. First time seeing my ex in person ever since we broke up and reconnected with one of the girls I used to talk to. First with my ex lol I can honestly say I think nothing of her anymore. I felt nothing when I saw her. It was weird tho cause my heart wasn't even racing it just dropped so I felt nothing. It was like she was a stranger which is crazy knowing how in love I was with her. I wanted to say hi but then I didn't because knowing her she would prob been whatever. It would be cool to reconnect but that’s never is going to happen. I’ll always love her though regardless of what happened between us. I want to be still part of her life but that’s just weird and selfish on me lol For the other girl she is a whole vibe mannn. We starting texting again but I really dont want anything rn plus I dont want to follow back on social media lmao. I still got love for her but not like that anymore. Girls do me dirty but latinas have my heart LOL but I still believe I won't find love anymore though. I can’t love the same. I can’t think someone will ever fall for me anymore. I lost all my emotional attachment to everything. Love doesnt exist to me. I am fine being alone. The thought of someone loving me is something I don't see happing because of how I am loll 

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