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dream outro from calamity is such a pretty song and i have to hold bad tears when i listen to it 😭😭 Im so normal

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hewwo my little meow meow 😈

green

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The urge to refer to the system as "chat" cause living feels like livestreaming for an audience that has shit to say about every little thing. Chat, what's going on??

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hear me out here

soul has a sewing machine and makes dresses for both heart & mind and both of them usually don't wear dresses (that's what they want you to think.../silly) but accept it anyways :3

please consider my religion /j

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Who is the easiest of the CCCC characters to draw and why is it heart?

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Systems are allowed to lie!

My personal opinion is actually one I will not budge on; Systems are allowed to lie. To anyone I don't want to know, I can lie about how many alters I have! I can lie about how many fictives there are, in fact, I can lie if I am a fictive! I can lie to who they are talking to! I can lie about anything that we as a system do not want to share, for any reason!

Anything about the system information is not just personal but is inherently medical privacy. You need to only be honest with your psychiatrist or therapist.

While there might be a boundary someone has with a specific alter, that is different. But besides that, just because someone knows you are a system, does not mean they get to know about anything inside of it. You owe no one information, the disorder comes from trauma. No one deserves or has the right to your trauma. The exact same goes for reactions, coping, and results of that trauma.

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When you split super easily so one minor inconvenience causes three new pests in your brain

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Watching a headmate change in such a heartbreaking way

Getting personal here , Jasper has gone from being the centre of a lot of positive romantic feelings and platonic / queerplatonic joy to ... Just pain and grief

There's no cause other than our trauma and discovering certain aspects of our childhood

And watching the shift from a long list of likes to "Idk anymore" and the sudden emptiness and darkness of moon's subsystem...

Not everything about DID is happy. It's not just "haha i have a friend in my head". There is pain and grief in this disorder some people can never truly grasp

-Bones (he/it/moth) + Bunny (xi/xem)

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literally me every single night