fatdrama

[fatdrama]

No, I refuse to take your concern knowing that you only give it when you know you've done me wrong.

Do not pity me on my rainy days when you unwillingly accept the fact that you've taken part on raining on my parade.

Do not worry about me when I've fallen when you deliberately pushed me down.

Stop calling out my name now because you decided to look the other way when I called on you.

Forget that you can count on me since you've forgotten how you repeatedly told me I can count on you but you were nowhere to be found when I looked.

Don't expect my shoulder to be there when you cry. Where was yours when I cried rivers?

My hand won't be there for you to take when you lose your path. Yours were absent when I reached out from the challenging depths.

All you did was for you. All you think of is you.

I am done dealing with your bullshit. I tried and tried and tired and tired.

Yes, tired.

Because I tried so hard to be there for you, but did you?

So, no. I refuse to take your concern. You've done me wrong. Now, bring your concern elsewhere.

Let me think of me. Let me handle me.

[fatdrama]

You might be the reason why someone else is still alive.

[fatdrama]

Sa sulok ng isipan, kung saan

Ang lahat ng ala-ala ng nakaraan ay mayaman,

Nagtago ang saya at tuwang minsan nang naramdaman.

Simula nang mamulat

At mag-ani ng yaman sa kaisipan,

Nangarap ako't nagdasal sa pagibig na mistulang isang

Panaginip lang.

Yumabong ang kaalaman,

Dumami ang inaasam. At sabay kong inakalang

Ikaw ang hanap ng

pag-ibig na ramdam.

Pero ano ito? Litong lito,

Gulong gulo.

Akala ko ba tayo,

mula noon hanggang sa dulo?

Mistulang tuod na lang ba

ang tingin mo sa 'kin, sinta?

Binalot na ba ng libog 'yang isipan mong

Noong una'y sa akin lang ang paghanga?

Minsan sa dako roon,

Sa isip kong noon nama'y masaya,

Natanaw ko na lang ang puso kong

Nagtago na mula sa madla.

Mahal kita,

Pero parang sobra na.

Sana ako naman, sana ito na nga.

Mahal, hindi sapat ang mahal kita

Na sa tuwina'y lagi kong ipinapaalala.

Siguro nga'y kailangan ko muna

Lumaya mula sa'yong kadena.

Sa paglaya, sana madama

Sayang noon ay naramdaman na,

At hiling ko lang sa 'yo, sinta,

Na ako'y mahal mo nga sa tuwina.

[fatdrama]

What curses and self blames have you thrown at yourself for being fat?

[fatdrama]