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“you can take it” while im sobbing and screaming for them to stop

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Got high and now I need a good little pet in my bed. Let me get you stupid, tie you up, bite you and figure out exactly what parts of you are most sensitive.

Yes of course Ill let you take a hit baby. You should probably take a couple more though, you dont seem like you're high to me. You're tired? okay you can just fall asleep right here. I promise Ill just play video games or something.

You need to chill out, Im not doing anything with your clothes. I dont know what you're talking about, your hands are free right now. I bit you too hard? No I didn't, theres not even blood. Im scratching too much? I dont think so, I cut my nails last month, they havent grown that much.

Look man, I think you're too high strung right now, just keep taking hits, here I'll even let you have all of the next bowl. You cant move? That's just the weed talking, Ill hold the bong for you if you're going to complain that much. See? You're fine. You know I would never hurt you right? I promise you can just fall asleep around me. You know I dont even have a dick, I cant do anything to you anyway

Oh now you want me to keep going? I was actually gonna go get some food, should I bring you back anything? You can get whatever you want, no you don't have to pay me back, if you're hungry I dont mind getting you food. Okay, just wait here for me it should only be a few minutes. Youre cool with keeping that vibrator there right? You'll be fine, I believe you can keep it there while Im gone.

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dont tell anyone but i might have a god complex and i might cum in my pants if you worship me haha,,

who is the right audience for this

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tboys will jack off to the most depraved subject matter and then go :3

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Although that being said I can no longer open tumblr in public and have to mute my notifs while I’m in church. But it sure is nice to come back to once I’m out

Creating this blog has been so good for me

It’s less than a week old so maybe it’s too soon to tell. But towards the end of November I went through a really messy breakup and that relationship was really not good for me. And I don’t need him right, I’ve had a handful of irl hookups since then. But there’s something missing with them. You’re not supposed to message your hookups too often. You’re supposed to make plans to meet up and fuck, you can’t text them “good morning” or expect to wake up to messages from them.

I’ve been refraining from trying to get into another romantic relationship because I still have too much baggage. Not only would it not be fair to the other person to be used as a rebound, it’s going to be hard for me to trust another person enough to love them for a really long time, because my last partner gaslit me and lied a lot about significant parts of our relationship.

But I still crave it. I miss the attention. I miss giving someone else attention. I miss having some default thing to check while I’m taking a quick break from work. In order to keep yourself sane on dating apps you need to limit your time on them to like 10 minutes a day or less, but I found myself on these apps a lot more than I should’ve been.

I didn’t realize it when I first made this blog but it’s been giving me a lot of the attention I’ve been craving and missing. Yeah, there’s still that specifically romantic aspect that’s still missing. But I love waking up to all of your messages/asks in my inbox. I love checking my notifications one last time before I go to bed.

Idk I’ve just found myself much more content with the casual hookups I have this week. I don’t feel the urge to find something new right away. It’s satisfying me in a way that allows me to stay focused on more important things once I put my phone down.

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Creating this blog has been so good for me

It’s less than a week old so maybe it’s too soon to tell. But towards the end of November I went through a really messy breakup and that relationship was really not good for me. And I don’t need him right, I’ve had a handful of irl hookups since then. But there’s something missing with them. You’re not supposed to message your hookups too often. You’re supposed to make plans to meet up and fuck, you can’t text them “good morning” or expect to wake up to messages from them.

I’ve been refraining from trying to get into another romantic relationship because I still have too much baggage. Not only would it not be fair to the other person to be used as a rebound, it’s going to be hard for me to trust another person enough to love them for a really long time, because my last partner gaslit me and lied a lot about significant parts of our relationship.

But I still crave it. I miss the attention. I miss giving someone else attention. I miss having some default thing to check while I’m taking a quick break from work. In order to keep yourself sane on dating apps you need to limit your time on them to like 10 minutes a day or less, but I found myself on these apps a lot more than I should’ve been.

I didn’t realize it when I first made this blog but it’s been giving me a lot of the attention I’ve been craving and missing. Yeah, there’s still that specifically romantic aspect that’s still missing. But I love waking up to all of your messages/asks in my inbox. I love checking my notifications one last time before I go to bed.

Idk I’ve just found myself much more content with the casual hookups I have this week. I don’t feel the urge to find something new right away. It’s satisfying me in a way that allows me to stay focused on more important things once I put my phone down.

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distance is such a COCKBLOCK like STOP IT

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Oh noooo would be such a shame to be on call and told exactly how I should play with myself for your enjoyment! Would be soooooo bad if you laughed at me when I got close to cumming! Would be soooo awful if you kept commenting on how pretty my sounds were and told me to stop holding them back!! Would be suuuuuch a terrible time to watch me cum and bully me for being so easy

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Aftermath from my stream :3

THANK YOU IM KISSING YOU to everyone who came <3 yippeeeee

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i love "gross" trans girls. i'll be so honest i really do. i love transfems with weird or niche kinks, kinks that are pervy or "disgusting," kinks that would be harmful or immoral at the very least to actually inflict on another person. i love transfems who are cast out even in their own circles for what they enjoy. to transfems who beat themselves down and shame themselves for what they like: i love you. if you feel disgusting or predatory or evil for having those kinks: i love you. and you're not.

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sloppy kissing 🤝🏻 dry humping

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fuck you tiny tits are real

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sighhhh. what i wouldn't give to angrily threaten someone with a knife

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Learning that someone jerked off to you

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need to have the messiest fucking makeout session ever with a tboy this isnt funny.

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