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[fangirl523]

Day 2

I really thought today would be sorta exciting but honestly it's tiring me out.

Has anyone ever worked at an ice cream shop before? It's WAY more different than you actually think it is. I tried recreating some of the creations that my co-workers did and let's just say... I got below an F 🙈. Like the worst ice cream creator should be my second name.

I feel like I pre-judged this to be easy... I mean how hard should it be to scoop ice cream and give it to someone? Yea, it's not as easy as you think.

Also, the shop I'm working at just opened a month ago I think so, it's fairly new. I hope I won't get overwhelmed going to school and college.. I know. I probably sound like a wimp to those who have higher up positions or that think school and working are an easy lifestyle. Well let me tell ya.

I think being in college is great, if your taking the classes you want to take. Unfortunately I have to wait a semester and put up with my dumb math course.. if anyone out there disagrees with me cause they think math is fun and easy. Put your hand down. Turn around. And go get a calculus book. If you can do the work I'm doing. Great. Awesome. You must've been an honor roll student. As I, was your average 2.8 gpa student who, graduated early just to get away from the awful high school life. Anyone who thought their school was enjoyable.. I don't envy you. I actually couldn't care less... I just don't agree with you.

As for my job, I think working sucks. Yes. I love watching TV and living in a fantasy world where Asian guys are the only population. But, that won't happen in reality. So, I have to kick myself in the butt work. I really wish we could be in a world that didn't reply on money or materialistic things. One day, when the time comes.. if all of it goes away... That will be the BEST DAY EVER. Why? Because we don't need any of it. It's poison in our brains and we get sucked up into the madness. It's like receiving a present; you open it and it looks pretty.. but, when you never know what it was made out of to get that pretty. How it was made from something that you wouldn't dare ask why it was made. Because.. everything is fabricated to look pretty. Not hideous.

Well I gotta get back to work cause I'm on break.

As they say in Japan,

Sayonara 👋👋

[fangirl523]

Day 1

Heads up to anyone who reads this blog,

This blog is specifically like a daily update of my life. I don't aim to please. So, if you don't like my blunt, cheesy, crazy, weird, but cute personality; leave before it's too late😜

Okay, onward!

It was sunny outside today. But, the wind literally TRIED blowing all my paperwork off the table (hence the word TRIED). I got a new job at an ice cream shop in my area. The manager seemed flaky though. I mean... I was the one on time to the interview 😂 though, I got hired at least.

I found that laying around at home, watching K- dramas ("K" stands for Korean ), or Chinese dramas, or Japanese dramas, or any type of asian drama, won't occupy my time.

So, I literally applied to every kind of job I could think of. I didn't want to waste time at home anymore on my futon, contemplating whether I should keep giving my attention to Viki Rakuten or kick myself in the butt and get a job to pay for community college.

I attend community college so I can obtain my associates degree in pre-medicine. Unfortunately, when I took the compass test (TSI is what we call it), I passed the mark of reading and writing; not math 😣

I really suck at anything that has math in it. I thought that once I graduated high school; math and I would never have to encounter each other again; boy.. I was SO wrong. My dream is to be a pediatric doctor. Well, that's my dream job. But it involves my enemy: MATH; My LEAST favorite subject.

When I was growing up, I wanted to be a celebrity. I mean, come on, can't a 7-year old have aspirations.. even if their unreasonable and COMPLETELY unrealistic?? Yeah, yeah. I know... Might as well go into my middle school years of how I thought "Justin Bieber" was a heart throb 🤦 (talk about being unrealistic, I even thought I won JB concert tickets in a contest. His posters were plastered EVERYWHERE in my room.. I was a hopeless 12-13 year old in an unrequited love fantasy, I wouldn't admit it to anyone back then though 🤭)

*This is what I meant by being blunt, cheesy, crazy, weird, but cute in my warning up above. I have no filter to being a weird but cute fan girl 😣😣😂*

BUT, just to let everyone know right now, I'm not the "fangirl" who screams every time she sees say... BTS or uh... Selena Gomez, you know. Any celebrity. I don't like to be involved with someone who creates drama. Even though, I want to act in a movie someday, there's a saying my aunt always tells me (she's a drama teacher), "Keep the drama on the stage", or something like that; I don't know. It's a phrase that I always hear from her that she told me every time performed in one of her plays. I found that getting involved in real life drama causes the heart to grow fonder and eventually break if it's been thrown and stepped on.

I won't go into what I'm talking about now. I think I should sign off here before I write a novel in one post 😂

As they say in Japan,

Sayonara👋👋

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