falllenstarr
falllenstarr
god’s least favorite soldier
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block, don’t reportnot pro, just copingactive jan ‘25
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falllenstarr · 17 hours ago
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I will not spend another year hating my body.
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falllenstarr · 17 hours ago
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NOTHING tastes as good as skinny feels.
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falllenstarr · 17 hours ago
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haven't had much food recently but decided to have dinner tonight because it was mostly broth and just got a few scraps of actual food and i got it all in a super small bowl so i really didn't even eat a lot fr
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falllenstarr · 18 hours ago
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falllenstarr · 20 hours ago
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loser idiot binges instead of starving
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falllenstarr · 5 days ago
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Being ACTUALLY fat with an 3d is a whole nother type of embarrassment
Like why am I actually overweight
Why does my bmi start with a 2
Why am I ALWAYS hungry
My body is plotting against me I swear
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falllenstarr · 5 days ago
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god i was in my prime aug-nov 2024. i miss it. i lost literally 30 lbs in a month and then another 15 lbs after that and haven't lost anything since. i miss her. bring her back. i need to be that locked in so bad
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falllenstarr · 5 days ago
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You can ignore the hunger, but you can’t ignore the fat on your body.
You are in control, not your appetite.
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falllenstarr · 5 days ago
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a binge always starts with "one bite won't hurt" remember being hungry hurts less than the disappointment after a binge
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falllenstarr · 5 days ago
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falllenstarr · 5 days ago
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you dont have to eat.
no matter how hungry you think you are or how much you think you need food you dont.
have control.
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falllenstarr · 5 days ago
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fighting demons
demons is the pack of edible cookie dough in the fridge that's calling my name
im fighting for my life rn yall
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falllenstarr · 5 days ago
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we ain't eatin til im in the 170s fuck yall
tmi but the laxative finally worked probably thanks to my period and i just shit so much today that i kind of want to weigh myself but also i'm on my period so i'm probably bloated and also i've been eating a bit too much recently (although tbf it's probably still relatively low considering the "healthy" amt of cals in 2k) so like idk if i should or not. it could and probably will ruin me. but i haven't weighed myself in a while. so i probably should. but also if it's any higher than what it was last time (it probably is) i'll end up in the news
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falllenstarr · 6 days ago
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had an actual excuse to not go out to dinner tonight so i can continue my fast <333 my starlight is looking out for me <333 thank you <333
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falllenstarr · 6 days ago
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falllenstarr · 6 days ago
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it’s crazy cause I don’t even really have any trauma. I’m just a mentally ill piece of shit for no reason
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falllenstarr · 6 days ago
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fuck it. fast time.
tmi but the laxative finally worked probably thanks to my period and i just shit so much today that i kind of want to weigh myself but also i'm on my period so i'm probably bloated and also i've been eating a bit too much recently (although tbf it's probably still relatively low considering the "healthy" amt of cals in 2k) so like idk if i should or not. it could and probably will ruin me. but i haven't weighed myself in a while. so i probably should. but also if it's any higher than what it was last time (it probably is) i'll end up in the news
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