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I’m tempted to lower my cal budget bc I can NOT control myself where it’s at so I feel like if I lower it, the guilt and shame of going over would help me stay in line……eventually…

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Spo

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Can’t tell if I’m cooking or losing it. Lmk.

I’ve noticed these past couple days that I can no longer just eat a small thing and move on. Every time I’ve sat down to eat something, I end up raiding the pantry and stuffing my face and going wayyy over my cal budget. So. Idea time. Omad but make it omaw. One meal a week, on Saturday, after I weigh myself. Chat…am I cooking or would I be cooked?

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10 th1nsp0 pics (+ a video) because thanksgiving is close 😰

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~Handspø~

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(pls be nice)

Before and After…

-21kg and im not done yet

DO👏NOT👏GIVE👏UP👏

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me coming back to edblr after binging for a week

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Dark themed thinspø

I’d love to be able to wear baggy clothes and still look skinny and fragile🖤

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made a sigil for my water bottles,, now we’re super locked in 🤞

cant perform a spell tonight bc my family is up but when i’m home alone next TRUST i will be casting a spell 😻 then we’ll be super ultra mega locked in

sometimes i forget that i am indeed a witch who practices witchcraft bc why did it take me until tonight to realize that i can be doing spells to help me lose weight 👁️👁️ even a simple sigil for my water bottles would do wonders. i could’ve been doing this for months??? hello?????

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One day

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Long Hair Tiny Body 😩 DREAM

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sometimes i forget that i am indeed a witch who practices witchcraft bc why did it take me until tonight to realize that i can be doing spells to help me lose weight 👁️👁️ even a simple sigil for my water bottles would do wonders. i could’ve been doing this for months??? hello?????

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REBLOG if you are ACTIVE this DECEMBER ✨

..and i’m looking for mutuals lol

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i got clothes last year for christmas and i was barely able to fit in them bc i was so fucking fat and the clothes made it hard to breathe so i just never wore them. i just put them on. they fucking FIIIIIIIIIIT

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135 hours!!! i've broken my longest fasting record!! but i shouldn't have found that out bc now i have the urge to break my fast!

anyways i think lost around 6-ish pounds?? i say that bc my fasting app says my last fast which was last week i was 187 lbs and i just weighed in this morning at 181. now i'm just 6 lbs away from my second gw :]

okay typing that last bit out just strengthened my resolve a bit. nvm. post canceled. we keep going.

73 hours into my fast 💪💪 should be smooth sailing from here

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i'm an hour away from breaking my fasting record

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your daily reminder to LOCK IN ⭐