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no one will love u if ur unattractive 

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yeah im still alive

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im dead

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this could be u. but u dont keep going

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Reblog if you’re determined to lose 15-20lbs by Halloween.

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thanks for keeping me motivated, starting to loose weight and become really good at cal counting

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@ myself

ur so fuckin ugly when u eat,, dont u see others while they eat? doesnt it disgust u??? seeing that food getting chewed or how others bite their food and it goes into their stomach... thats u too when u eat.. yes as much as u would like to feed ur body as much as u think u deserve a bite as much as u want to.. it wont end well.. u will binge again and what then huh?? spit it out?? throw up?? workout til u pass out?? all this isnt good enough.. u tasted the poison.. the food doesnt do u good.. and if it does u should pay attention how much u will gain from it.. but u can do it! i know u can.. now drink water and stay healthy and skinny.. dont worry u can and will stop once u reach ur ugw or gw. i love u @ myself.

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my bf and my friend always beg me to eat but what would it change? i will just tell u yes, and u have to believe me

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i cannot handle my trauma, myself or my mental ilnesses and i push everything so much away but.. knowing that im now so unwell and so mentally sick that my pyschward therapits filled out a fomular so the goverment wont ask me to work or go study anything because im not able to and mybe will never be again... i got that filled out fomular some days ago and rn,,, it just hit me... like thats whats happening its real and i dont want that let me keep acting like everything is fine and i got it under control.. like i just want to kms.

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i hate myself so much i hate everyone too

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someone fuckin loved me someone fuckin loved me.. and i fuckin loved them too... well fuck them

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my dad really said that it seems like i go to therapy everyday and that its worse than school.... wtf? die 

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again i feel dizzy and dying for not having food.. but fuck me and my body

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i wish i could pull my skin apart

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pls am i the only one that hates therapists?? like i have 2 and had many others in the past but they keep sucking... like please wtf

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you get too close, take the one i love the most

i really wish i wouldnt mess things up