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im living for nothing and no one and thats on period

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bruh i’m so tired of existing 

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me: i have no fucking emotions, all my loved ones could perish in a horrible accident and i would not shed a Tear. i am fucked up beyond repair.

someone: *shows me a sliver of compassion*

me: 

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just saw someone use csa traumacore as a twitter header for their kink acc,,, i guess i’ll just go die now :)  traumacore isn’t a fun quirky little aesthetic it’s people who have been hurt immensely venting about their pain and suffering. don’t use it because you think it looks cool if you’re not traumatized, because chances are you don’t know what it means. 

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When I unlock sexual assault trauma memories after assuming I just hated being Percieved while horny:

[ADULTS DNI. OP IS A MINOR]

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i don’t feel. traumatized enough.  i didn’t have it as bad as others. i was never hurt like they were but i’m the one sitting here, whining about how sad and traumatized i am. i hate myself.

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stuck in survival mode

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{only reblog if you’re a trauma survivor}

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sick sick sick sick sick sick.

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the quote is from a post by @stoffberg

click for better quality

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I don’t know. if i can get better.

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im so angry and i dont know what to do with all of this rage and pain i want to be used and i want to be hurt because its all i know but i dont have a way to do that anymore so im just stuck here angrily eating a granola bar i hate it i hate it

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I am cracked porcelain

You cannot fix me without breaking me further